To all of you who have threads with me or planned threads, I apologize for the brief, unannouced absence. My step-aunt came down to our house with her 6 year old son for the entire week. The combined noise level of my own 9 year old step-sister, the 6 year old brat, my 2 year old foster brother (The only one I personally dont mind in this bunch), my yankee step-aunt and step-father, and the numberous bumps and thuds and loud, annoying toys, I could barely think straight enough to be anywhere near creative in a simple paragraph post. I hid in my room, but this house is a small 3-4 person house and 7 just is a little crowded.
I now finally have quiet. Though, Im still a little blank on what to write so Ill be rereading a lot to get myself back up to speed.
But hey, it wasn't that bad... I played mind-numbing MMOs all week just to say I was "doing something, don't bother me".
Ok so my sickness feels mostly gone... Sinus infection is definately gone I think. I still feel like Im dragging a bit, even though Im done with the steroids for the (believed to be) mono. Im glad Im done with them and that I feel much betterm but I have no idea if Im winning against this or not. It's like knowing your kingdom is under attack but you are in a sound-proof room with no openings except the one door that randomly opens. And that door, my friends, is what I call my stomach. It still feels pretty messed up so the only way I know how I feel at the moment is to eat and decide whether or not I feel like throwing up.
On the topic of food, I recently have remember how freaking great chocolate pudding and Yoo-Hoos taste. I just hate how small Yoo-Hoos are because I down them in two drinks.
And now for what happens when one of my favorite bands get bored.
So for the past week I've had what I thought to be a sinus infection. I get them every year or so, I'm used to them. I thought this would pass easily. I was so very wrong. My doctor thinks I have mono, but the tests say I dont. My throat has been in great discomfort for the past three days, my nodes are extremely swollen, and it hurts to yawn or swallow. Swallowing being the worst part because any somewhat coarse food scrapes down my neck and, for some reason, I have an obundance of saliva which I either have to swallow or spit and in this case both actions hurt.
Luckily I have strong meds now. For all of you that have had to take steroids, you know how bad they taste. I have to take five of them per day. You would also know how they make your stomach feel if you don't eat alot with them. Lucky for me, I don't have a big appetite, especially when I'm sick.
So this is just me saying sorry I havnt been posting as active as I normally would for the last two-three days.
First note: I'm starting to get a few threads underway and I'm happy to see Atyvn building. I get the random PM answered and the planning of more threads is slowly starting to become more frequent. So yay.
Second note: So... there was this Senior Self Study thing that I was supposed to do... and it was (without my knowing) actually counted as my exam grade. It would take to long to explain how something that important would get mixed up like that, but whatever. So instead of doing my threads that I have to take some time to think about (sorry Darren), I'm doing this very long folder thing, half of which I know how to do. Best part is that it has to be in my teacher's school mailbox by 10am tomorrow or I pretty much fail AP English.
That said, I'm a little on edge. Mum is pretty aggrivated at me (On top of the fact that I havn't been bringing home good grades since last year ended) which doesn't help my situation. I just had to take a moment break and vent a little here. But hey, it's not like anyone reads this anyway.
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And now since I feel like a complete idiot, I'm moving this here. I misunderstood some things and then I looked at it today and said "I'm such an idiot..." For those not understanding, I was using a scrapbook as a blog. <.<;;
Well first off, my name isn't Atyvn, it's Logan but I still prefer to be called Atyvn here unless there are special circumstances. I was feeling particularly... thoughtful and made myself start this because I wanted to do it a few days ago. I live a pretty quiet life in North Carolina, nothing too out of the ordinary. Just a young guy trying to figure out where he fits into all of the world.
But enough enough that... I'll rant in some other post. I'm very likely to do that a lot.
And now for a song that I've had stuck in my head for a while.
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