Yes I've been lurking while Bold collects dust and made a new PC back in September. I just don't have the heart to retire or (gasp!) kkkk..kkkillll him! Bolden will forever remain my favorite bonehead PC.
It seems like my entry in December is eternity. I went through all the old PM's and blogs and such. A few people and lovin miza are the two constants. Some of the dominant players have changed, left, become most purely staff, or sadly, disappeared.
Anyway, back to the title of this blog-lurking. I lurked for a month or two and then totally posted as only one pc. It was a good break so I rejoined the staff, retired silvy, and made a new pc.
I should've called this wah diary huh? lols and shrugs. I never got my dream house and my evil MIL has managed to screw up our plans of getting our own home just yet. Buuut a cute duplex is on the horizon for August so we'll see how well that goes. *crosses fingers*
*pauses to sip some more coffee*
Wow I lurked undercover for what seems like eternity now! But on the upside, the friends I had in the beginning are still with me and I adore them. A couple of them are even fantastic friends that I regularly nom on.
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So my adorable sweet Muggle has a condition. I took her to the vet this morning to confirm my own suspicion of ear margin dermatosis. She confirmed it and we sighed, cleaned Muggle's ears, I paid more than I should have to, and bought Muggle a small order of fries at Mikky D's.
I put these in spoilers. I have pictures, but if you're squeamish in the least don't look! Right ear:
Secret :
Left ear:
Secret :
No, there's no definite cause or treatment or cure. It bubbles up, bursts, stays clean for a day or two, reforms a pussy blister, bursts, crusts, repeats.
On a funnier note, I found tons of dog and cat hair while I cleaned the house, so I played my favorite video.
In other news, we have found a 5 BEDROOM, 3 BATH house for sale! walll to wall carpeting, all the right hookups, ginormous amount of land, for a good price!!!!! But....but... it's 1400 miles from here, in Nashville TN. I used to live there to take of my aunt when she was recovering from surgery. This place needs a little fixing up on the outside, but otherwise, so far so good. It's the most fantastic deal, best price, most space and the insurance has no problem with our 2 pibbles!!!
Here in new hampshire, it's about 900-$1200 a month for a one room studio apartment with no hookups, no yard, and no privacy. This gorgeous place in tn is $950 a month- rent to own option.
I'm watching a new AS struggle with the new duties. Although I applaud the passionate nature, I sigh and worry a little if it might not be too much. I was an admin of a site a long time ago and to be an AS instead of a founder is a major relief. The position fits like my favorite muck boots: well used, comfy, a little scuffed, they don't ever smell good even just after cleaning them, but they're mine. Hold on, I'll find a pic of them....Ok it's mostly Sadie the day I got her, but I was still in my stable clothes, so that kinda sorta counts, right?
Anyway, a problem player who's very emo is as usual, a chat hugger who spends more time begging in chat for attention than writing, is complaining publicly; a lot. And to the annoyance of many. It's ironic because I clearly remember him starting about maybe a week or two after I did on here.
Well it's been about six months and his behavior hasn't evolved at all since then. I sigh when I see him to be honest. I see him spend all his time screaming like a 2 yr old put down for a nap.
Let me go back and explain better. I don't normally troll stranger's scraps because why the hell would I? Friends, yes I stalk regularly and have a few bookmarked coz I adore them. Well today I noticed a new begun friend of mine scold (the player who hates me) him publicly in his scrap. I sighed because it all upset me. All of it. The scold by someone who is on staff and should be trying to avoid unnecessary conflict. I sighed at what my hater had written because the sheen of jealousy, anger, isolation, temper, and the world owes me attitude, just made me very sad.
I had no idea until today how much time this boy has wasted in hanging on to hate, jealousy and taunting as his motivation for Miza. I know the root reason why he's angry,...
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Sometimes I just don't think about how something sounds or appears when I'm trying to express myself. I look at the blog I did and wonder if I offended any of the founders that read my blog. In my first defense: I don't consider rank/title when it comes to people I consider my friends. Jen is Jen, but yes she goes by Goss. Birthday girl Sarah goes by Ken or Chessie. You get my point.
But anyway when I look at what I wrote and Jules' heartfelt reply, I think maybe I gave the wrong impression. *hrmps and looks at the after midnight clock* No I'm not perfectly alert but meh. I wasn't trying to say that Miza is a bad place, coz it's not! I adore Miza TOO MUCH is the problem! I guess it's just in my (sometimes pessimistic) nature to think that if things are going really well, something awful will happen to make that go away.
Being on this forum I love dearly makes me (I guess kinda sillly) apprehensive that if I'm adoring this hard and become part of the staff, then some giant meteor is gonna fall on it and kill it.
All in all it's just me rambling in my personal private little blog of my insecurities. Maybe it's just the seasonal change, less light, more cold, etc. Either way, if I've offended any of my friends (which are the only ones who can read this blog and the last, then I apologize for that.
*shyly hugs MIza and hopes like crazy it doesn't go away on me* <3 <3
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