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Author:  Diane [ September 5th, 2010, 4:44 am ]
Blog Subject:  Just something random..
Hi there..I want to put here some poems,nothing to big or something.^^ Just trying' my luck to get some readers and critics maybe :ninja:

A Loveless heart..


In times like this,love is all you got
but when you don't have it
it's the worst that can Happen.
Loving you is painful,almost suffocating
I was caught up in your hands same as
a tamed bird,caged forever in Endless time...

Even if you said you love me
you aren't ready for this while
your heart isn't secure and seems made
from ice.In this heartless world I try so hard to reach you
But it seems it's not enough.
never was enough for you..

I feel as my heart is bleeding and it's in pain
a pain that even the rain can't wash it away.
My love for you shall be eternal
as yours will shatter along with the wind
And may never reach my soul..
because your love isn't true nor from this world
it's only a fake mirror in which
Once I believed,but it only brought me Pain...

In the end,no matter how hard I try
my wings are broken and I shall never fly again
No matter how hard you try
the fake love you held for me
will never reach ME
Because you have a Loveless heart..


Reaching you..

The moonlight shares a beautiful reflection
the city is quiet as a grave
Far away,in the sky a shooting star
remained caught in the darkness..

I want to live even if it's a little
I may not change at all,but the painful feelings are getting inflated..
I doesn't matter how I feel 'cause I lost towards you!

Even if I can't meet you,I keep my memories
locked deep inside me,in the smallest place
I want to look at the happy moments
along with your smell and holding your hand..

I just don't want our bound to torn apart
there's no way I can handle that,
I've stopped crying now,but the
sky seems unclear as reaching you is impossible..

I really want to love you more
but it's not enough,never has been enough
I desperately utter your name
but the sound is lost in the darkness
Please don't make me a memory..


No rymes or anything,just some words which I wrote when I was upset of many things..^^'' :paranoid:


P.S.also I wanna try to eat a taco..any tips? to get some from oversea?!~ [here in my country,I don't got..] : D


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Author:  Diane [ September 16th, 2010, 1:23 am ]
HI again...I decided to add the other poems to here..Recent ones.^.^

Only Me

Even comfort is covered in dust
Soaked in a gray rain
Dark, sad memories
Float among the ruins of the walls
Amid all the insanity, the world keeps turning
A person lurks in the ridiculous darkness
Clinging to an invisible prize
You can kill the past, but you can’t wipe it away
Someday hate will crush me
My life hangs in the balance
As I repeat the same old sins
The water that quenches my thirst tastes of blood
The sun goes down amid tears
Children try as best they can
To warm their cold bodies with their little hands
This lying love is taking me over
Binding my helpless heart
You can’t take away the light in my eyes
Make a light in this bottomless night
I can’t throw away my endless wish
Fire an arrow in this bottomless night..



Precious Feelings..

I tried to seek the good things in life,
but good things are so hard to find..
Unable to hold back the logging in my heart,
my words nestled up to you.
Your eyes are like a mirror that reflect
the colors of these precious feelings.

With trembling fingers,I pull you closer
so you won't slip away.
Let's go away beyond to a place nobody knows,
Through the heavy,smoky rain..
Let's walk together,You and Me
holding hands dearly..
Through the fierce rain sharing these precious feelings.

Your quiet,strong smile lights u[ the gloomy sky
You gave me something when I had nothing:
the ability to believe in tomorrow,to dream..
Hold on tight to my fingers,so I don't slip away.

The warmth of our hands together,and the
sounds of the rain,spurred us on..
Let's go away beyond to a place nobody knows
sharing the precious feelings in silence
To the end of the sweet,pouring rain.
Author:  Diane [ September 20th, 2010, 10:27 pm ]
With dedication.."Please don't erase me.."~



Forever...

I’d been searching all this time for my rainbow that wouldn’t fade
I softly put my lips to your forehead.

This warm comfort isn’t a dream.

A rainbow colored light pours down
When I hold your shining smile in my heart, I can take anything
My future that had been lying dormant is now beginning to move.

Let’s treasure the fact that we met,
No matter how many tears we shed

Let’s spend our lives gazing at each other, sending out resonations to each other.

Your voice is like the wind that skims the gentle waters
Let me hear it more, forever,
A spring bubbles up inside me
Flowing, swelling forever.

A rainbow colored light pours down
When I hold your shining smile in my heart, I can take anything
My future that had been lying dormant is now beginning to move.

Your voice is like the wind that skims the gentle waters
Let me hear it more, forever,
A spring bubbles up inside me
Flowing, swelling forever.


ME..and you?


Two water birds dance by the water
Entwining their silken wings

This is a protected place, a sacred spring
Let’s join hands and sink into love

When you twist me, I shatter, when I shatter I fall
When we hold each other so tight we don’t even feel any pain
We’re sure to see eternity

If I were ever to be parted from you
I’d surely sink to the bottom of a deep sea

When you hold my festering heart
It disappears without a trace

When our lips touch, the red that coils around my heart
Shines bright, blurring everything
As we melt together, we’re sure to see eternity

When you twist me, I shatter, when I shatter I fall
When we hold each other so tight we don’t even feel any pain
We’re sure to see eternity..
Author:  Diane [ October 2nd, 2010, 7:14 pm ]
A new poem:

Silent..prayer.

Because in darkness there is light
In mazes, a guide
To despair, an end
Raise your head up

Everyone has a past
Everyone has wounds
Everyone can change their future

It’s ok to imagine your freedom
while rejecting the earth covered in nothing but empty shells
But, it’s true
You know that the beauty of a full world of endless light
Has already begun

We have to go
into the dirtiness of everyday life so we silently pray
No matter what sad things may happen
We won’t break

Get rid of all lies
Let all hatred pass into oblivion
Don’t be afraid to regret
and be all that you can

Because in goodbye there is a beginning
In loneliness there is kindness
In pain there is strength
We can overcome them all

I’m always at your side
There’s no reason, we are simply conncted


But it’s true
because there is nothing certain in this universe
searching for something and getting lost isn’t something special but-

We have to go
Though things might be full of nothing but contradictions right now don’t hang your head in shame
For the sake of letting just one self shine

But, it’s true
You know that the beauty of a full world of endless light
Has already begun
We have to go
into the dirtiness of everyday life so we silently pray
No matter what sad things may happen
We won’t break..
Author:  Diane [ October 22nd, 2010, 4:10 am ]
I just wrote this a few hours ago..


Lost

Closing my eyes,I throw everything away
even with the dreams set on,
I walk all alone on this road
in this world,lost i find myself.

Everywhere I go or turn,I see your face
as you standing there looking at me
or is that your Shadow?..
Sadness and sorrow takes over Me.

The fire in your eyes turns into dust,
now I see you,but only in my Dreams.
I sew up my innocent wounds alone
and suck up my meaningless anger by Myself.

The clear sky,an omnious red
the sun,melting it's way down the sky
I can see now he smile you left Me..
It's so transparent,it's disorted
there's a aching rush in my heart
That won't go away.

I get so lost in you.
Even when I shut my eyes tight
I still see you,living at that time
when we hold hand together.

I sleep alone,with my dreams under the lightless sky
buried in sweet memories,of being so lost in your
dark pearl eyes,reflecting the colors of our Love
I am so Lost in You..
Author:  MonchiChi [ January 10th, 2021, 6:50 am ]
Will also comment something random lol, btw, I love the way you elaborate your details. inogen one g2 review
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