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| Author: | Malia [ October 17th, 2009, 4:17 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Maturity is Feeling Life ... |
Too much music can be highly distracting. Invading your ears, staying in your mind until you go mad … But today, while listening to Jolin Tsai, Kana Nishino and a lot of other great Asian artists, I think about my schedule for the weekend. I will have to work a lot for Mura, but at the same time I want to keep doing sports and playing violin. Wednesday, where I skipped a lesson with my violin teacher, was bad, and I can't repeat that. Additionally, I have to do my homework and sit down and learn a bit for Monday, but that shouldn't take too long. I already see myself doing this at Sunday evening, but I don't care, haha~. It's amazing how good friends can motivate someone. Just a side note … when I imagine myself being slender and elegant, I want to do sports much more than before. This just seems like the right time. Sure, I tried several times a few years ago, again and again, but couldn't keep the activity up, and so I gave up rather quickly. This time is different. This time I think I can do it. From September on I feel a lot of change I've ran and am still running through. And although I don't really appreciate change when it comes to daily actions and projects, I really welcome this kind of change. I'm developing, maturing, growing into adulthood. Guess it feels like that … It's a good feeling. Additionally, I find it easier to be enthusiastic and motivated about projects. Not only new ones, but also people and ideas that have already accompanied me for a while. I have recognized that our relationship has grown and gotten better during the time we spent together. It's a feeling I haven't really known before when my attention span was very short and I couldn't keep working on a project for longer than … say, two hours. Working during summer break has helped a lot too. When looking back, I find completely and utterly boring what I was required to do back then – browsing through endless lists of CVs, sending dozens of emails, scanning more than 300 sites of literature I didn't understand and wasn't interested in. But I think what I did was important for my personal development. As are a lot of other things going on at the time. I'm excited. And I can't wait to leave home and explore the world that is waiting for me after graduation. To Do List for the Weekend: Mura Locations RPG Posts Pilates Training Violin Practice Writing (that damn short story that has been sitting for weeks and weeks!) Printing out Information for NaNo-Story School Stuff |
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| Author: | Gossamer [ October 17th, 2009, 4:27 pm ] |
You go girl! I would never give up sports just to make time... nor the music. Both are equally good for your soul, and without them you can really get yourself into a pickle mentally if you aren't giving your body that pleasant tired feeling or letting your soul express itself. Even if you get tired, I bet you feel amazing after a run or even after a week of running as often as you can. BTW the violin is a lovely instrument.. they have an absolutely beautiful voice. And pay attention to the changes, even the little ones, because your never the same person from day to day. Right now, this beautiful time in your life, you're still looking - searching - deciding. And you are strong... a very very strong person. You should revel in it! Rawr! |
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