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| Author: | Malia [ December 6th, 2009, 11:22 pm ] |
| Blog Subject: | Warning ~ Strange Mood |
Okay, now it's official. Since I have forgotten both username and password of my Myblog account, Mizahar will be where I'm going to blog from now on. I remember that I used to produce late night entries that were way too pessmistic and depressed and often a bit strange, but then I need a place to voice all that crap that my brain comes up with. Now that place is here. Nice, isn't it? It may sound a bit senseless, but at some weekends this strange mood strikes me. I wander around at the net, never staying at one place, never doing anything (like posting or writing up important ic stuff) and getting a feeling of utter boredom. This feeling grows and grows until it keeps me awake for a long long time and then I usually end up going to bed after midnight and awaking at 10 or 11 am which is very late for me! Haha, it's indeed senseless. Sometimes (at the weekends, mostly) I wonder whether I should join another RPG community which provides something new to me, or create a new character. Two or three characters were created during such recent late-night hours - two characters I didn't dare to introduce into a RP environment because I'm afraid that they would steal too much time. Maybe I got a bit obsessed with what Jen told me about how having a staff position and a PC account was more than enough. Still I wonder ... why am I bored at those late nights? Should I just go to bed? Or try to do something useful and then go to bed? Or really divide my attention between more RPGs so that I get some variety of RPing? I hope that some of you can understand what I mean. Actually I've never heard of anyone who experiences something similar, but there's still hope. |
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| Author: | Sondra [ December 7th, 2009, 4:54 pm ] |
I find a nice walk outdoors is good for the head when you feel bored or un-inspired. Seriously . |
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| Author: | Gossamer [ December 8th, 2009, 7:57 am ] |
It never fails to amaze me when someone somehow listens to something I say. One thing you should remember, Vanessa, is that each and every person is different. What might be right and true for me is not necessarily true for someone else. I can't stand it when people make character after character, get bored with them and throw them away for yet another character. I always want to read that character's story and see where their lives go. Some people can't stand to play a single PC longer than a few weeks or even months. I understand that, I suppose, but its just not for me. I want to breath life into the pcs I choose to play. As a Storyteller, I get to pour those 'great ideas!' into an NPC then park them in my city to play with as time permits. But then again, I have no issues with control or letting people borrow my favorites. They are free too do so as long as they stay true to the concept. You sound like you need my friend Liz's advice. She has this saying that goes something like.... 'great storytellers need a reset button... a way to reboot their brains' She once claimed that our 'reboot' was house cleaning. During NaNo, I'd write a ton then clean house, and write more. I know Tarot did the same thing. I also like to punctuate writing with a good bath. |
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