by Thayer on May 26th, 2013, 3:19 am
Honestly, this took a lot of thinking over to come to the conclusion of posting all of this information about me. Hours upon hours of wondering how people would take this information, etc. Will you all hate me now? Will you think differently or will you have new knowledge that it helpful? Ha! Just kidding. This might have taken a long while of typing this all up, but I wouldn't have posted anything I wouldn't have wanted to.
100 Things About Me Your Might Not Have Known:
1. I don’t know how to swim 2. Going off the first thing up there - I am afraid of water and don’t wish to learn how to swim 3. I have a strong disliking towards people (elaboration down below) 4. I hate immaturity, disrespect, attention whores & ignorance 5. I dislike my name and how common it is and might change it to something strange for fun 6. I want to have multiple piercings & tattoos to show my change in uniqueness 7. I have had trouble with eating, self harm and self appreciation as well as with weight 8. I would never have mentioned the statement above in person if it were my life or we were friends 9. I have a million stuffed animals on my bed that I sleep with every night 10. I have a difficult time sleeping and I always have to sleep with a fan because my ears thump at night 11. I’m afraid of dying, because I fear going to Hell 12. I try too hard to be different and this irks me 13. I have a strong hatred for people who copy me 14. I have a creepy obsession with horror and morbid gore 15. I have a logical answer to anyone who judges something about me 16. I’m deathly afraid to grow up and have threatened myself to end it all, but know that it would be sinning 17. I would NEVER have told anyone that above mentioned statement to anyone, and don’t know why I did 18. I’m a... |
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by Thayer on May 20th, 2013, 12:19 am
It's been a while since I've blogged. I suppose I should start by saying how I am feeling. Well, right now I feel exeptionally good because my last math test is done as of 5/17 and school is almost over! I was completely frightened of going to high school and after living through the torturous hell of middle school (especially eighth grade) I am happy to say that I will now be homeschooled. I have stopped telling people this because everytime I explain that I am going to homeschool myself people merely laugh and question my logic. I spit back at them with a "watch me" or "that's because you don't have the passion to believe I can, like I do". Why can someone think they can do that? The funny thing was, that this was a teacher who questioned me first start I explained.
I don't understand people, neither do they understand life I suppose. They think it's fun and games, or its serious work, when in fact it is what it is. They mess around and act like complete arse holes because they think its funny. Now I suppose I am writing this to the wrong people, but it feels good to get it off my chest in writing and not in other ways I have tried.
Above all, I will put this in the past and think about the free summer I have ahead of me. I have worked everything out for next year and am thinking about starting school at 7:30 and ending at 1:00, which is good to me. Science should be the first class, because I love it, and everything else is a go with the flow trial and error schedule!
I have much more to talk about, but feel that it is unnecessary and pointless. So I will end with a simple conclusion: Wish me luck and happy last few days of school!
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by Thayer on April 4th, 2013, 12:58 am
I am suppose to be studying for tomorrow's algebra exam, but I decided to update on my blog instead. I've been finding joy in updating this particular blog because I don't normally get the time to rant to people about my life, whether they actually care about it or not. And today, I feel that to start off with this post, I'd like to talk about the problem of my history class at school.
History Class
I have been observing the actions of my classmates, whom I feel are of different race to me, considering their lack of intelligence and maturity. They act as though they were minors, children; talking back to the teacher, disrespecting her lessons and causing havoc in the small class of third period. My history teacher is an old woman and isn't one to catch some of the problems that occur. This infuriates me beyond belief.
One day I was in such a remorseful mood, that I was close to lashing out at a young boy (who was considered one of the grade's worst trouble makers). He was suppose to be down the hallway in the library finishing up on a late report when he came back early, clearly aggravated. My teacher saw his arrival and asked him if he was finished. He didn't even look her way when he replied with a "no". The teacher then told him to go back down and finish his report, but the boy denied her suggestive command. "What if I don't want to?" My cheeks flared bright pink with anger and my heart raced in anxiety as I hissed at him, "That was very mean." I provoked him and I saw it in his eyes that he had hatred filling up and directed towards me right then for standing up to his defiance. He retaliated with a "I don't give a sh*t," loud enough for the history teacher to hear. He was punished on... |
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by Thayer on April 3rd, 2013, 2:23 am
Thayer can't wait until she's out of Ravok. She's been travelling for ever, and I know how she feels. Once I had to run a mile and God forbid the wind. Of course that is nothing close to the things Thayer is going through. She's just lost her mother and her broher and father are no where to be seen.
I am thrilled to continue with my newest thread [Travelling To Zeltiva] - Misunderstood Relations. I'm just getting to the part where the wolves come to attack and Thayer is trying her best to bargain and negotiate why she was in their territory.
I am also excited to get skill points whilst playing. I've heard about that and I've read it, and it's welling anxiety in my stomach, I can't bare to wait any longer!
More about me and Thayer's life soon! ;D
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