Before I start of about the topic of my blog I would like to say a few things;
**I would like to thank Vaspira of helping me get started here on Mizahar. I believe I had a good start. I am currently in a roleplay of making a friend. Hopefully this person and I can work on a good friendship.
**The Mizahar community is very kind, I recently was in their Chat Tab, and I was amazed how friendly they were.
**I am also on another forum someone took me too, Called Creative Freedom. Anyone heard of it? I don't know hopefully they are just as good there, but I don't think anyone can compare to here so far.
The Forbidden Day;
My Birthday is in two days, and I usually don't celebrate it. To me it is just another day. But here is the thing, it is the year of leaving, where little birds leave the big nest. I don't want to stay home, nor does my parent want me home. I had a friendly brother who promised he would get a place, and take me in. Let me have three months free-pay of rent so I can have time to find a job. But here he is playing "Xbox 360" Doing nothing. Then he either got fired or left his job, he wasn't clear, and he wanted to look for another one. He didn't. I was really giving him my faith for this. He swore to protect and take care of me. Yes he protects me, but I don't feel like he is doing a good job of taking care of me. All these empty filled lies. Don't get me wrong, I love him dearly, but now times up, and I have no where to go when I get thrown out. Where am I suppose to go? What should I do? I don't know. This is not how a planned my future, and at this rate I'm not going to be going anywhere. I might as well draw a smiley on a cardboard box and call it my "Best Friend Always" Or tame a few rats. I tried so hard to make things work out, and here they are crumbled to the ground......
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