Since the latest blog I gained some trust in people,slowly but certain,I thought it was time to say to all of you:readers,friends of mines or not yet..
I really think that people are trustworthy,some of them will hurts us-you,me- ..maybe some of them will not do that.Or will do it without further intention nor hidden motives.One thing I try to figure it out after all the people I met online,and some in real life.Why the real trust isn't the one up front and it's only a "fake/image one" which is put up front to the others?Where is the true trust in a friendship,couple relationship,between family members?Where did it ALL go..?!
I know another thing which is,that trust is gained in time and you shouldn't be trusting all people around you like a blind man o something around there,but the bad news is..I do that.And a Lot.I am crazy,I know..tell me about it.>.>
I just wish the other person/persons will have the same trust I have in him/them and just don't give up on small things and saying thing" I will only hurt you." How can you possibly know that?People change,the time makes us..all of US causing to change no matter what.
Hurting is a process in which we all are spinning and there is no stopping to it..but- I don't wanna go back and not fight with it.I've been through enough painful things/situations and so on,but not this Time.This time I want things right and I am willing to do more than anything in my powers to prove it wrong to the others that..Love and happiness do exist no matter what,only that other don't wanna see as they pretend as if it's not there..
I am crazy for trusting people so much?...for growing small feelings for others,for wanting just trust,respect from the Other.Is that So much to ask?