Ok so my sickness feels mostly gone... Sinus infection is definately gone I think. I still feel like Im dragging a bit, even though Im done with the steroids for the (believed to be) mono. Im glad Im done with them and that I feel much betterm but I have no idea if Im winning against this or not. It's like knowing your kingdom is under attack but you are in a sound-proof room with no openings except the one door that randomly opens. And that door, my friends, is what I call my stomach. It still feels pretty messed up so the only way I know how I feel at the moment is to eat and decide whether or not I feel like throwing up.
On the topic of food, I recently have remember how freaking great chocolate pudding and Yoo-Hoos taste. I just hate how small Yoo-Hoos are because I down them in two drinks.
And now for what happens when one of my favorite bands get bored.
For those of you, if there is any, who are reading this you may notice that my profile pictures kinda suck. Well dearest reader allow me to explain why. I draw my own pictures but there is a small catch. I'm not all that good, I try to get more into realism but it ends up looking like....well if a cartoonist, manga drawer, and realist had a child. It would look like my drawings. When I was very young my first grade teacher basically forced anime down our throats. But in contrast to this my mother was naturally talented in drawing realism. So I learned from both ends but I don't have a real middle ground. And since anime is easier to draw (sometimes) I do that more often than not. I kinda suck at that too so yeah. But I am kinda happy about how it turned out. At least it doesn't look as bad as my last one.
Anyway moving on. I'm thinking about asking someone else to draw the picture of Banir. I personally have this image of him with his hood down standing so that he's on an angle. His head looking off to the right with his dirty green coat moving in the wind and with a bit of snow falling. That would look SO epic! I might even attempt to draw that if I don't fall flat on my face about it.
So I just wanted to get it out there, that I have posted in the writers workshop. Writing 101: A Closer Look. I hope that it helps a lot of the new people out, even the older people as well. Even people attempting to write a book. I am not a skilled writer myself, never claimed to be. But really.. Is anyone the perfect writer? I personally think not. The saying "practice makes perfect" is almost fully true, minus the perfect part. Practice makes us better at what ever skill we are practicing at, there is always room for improvement though, we will never be perfect.
Anyways, just wanted to get that out, as well as provide a link to the thread, to anyone reading this.. If anyone is reading this o.O. Oh well. I still feel better that I attempted to help others, whether or not they read it and take the help is up to them.
Jei is a simple soldier. He likes to say that he is no more and no less, a loyal warrior of Myri who lives to do nothing more than shed blood in Her name and become one of the stronger males of Taloba.
But that simple half-truth serves to deny Jei entirely, as he is only a simple solider on the surface. The boy is a much more uncivilized being than he appears to be, far more animalistic and bloodthirsty than he claims. He is a wild, uncontrollable individual with a lust for war only trumped by Myri herself.
Yes, he eats people. Most Myrians do, but while their feasting usually only extends to post-war rituals, Jei gorges on the flesh of humans when he is able to and with the love any man would show with his favorite dish. He isn't addicted or mentally ill, per se, but he simply finds it the best tasting meal a person could find, with the ability to nourish him better than anything else could.
My "feelings" are getting worse now. I fear its evil, and although it could mean my death or banishment, I am becoming more and more inclined to tell someone. Usually, the feeling goes away once I've written a poem that expresses the whispering words, but then it is replaced by the terrible things written on the page. I fear the words so much.