Sometimes I just don't think about how something sounds or appears when I'm trying to express myself. I look at the blog I did and wonder if I offended any of the founders that read my blog. In my first defense: I don't consider rank/title when it comes to people I consider my friends. Jen is Jen, but yes she goes by Goss. Birthday girl Sarah goes by Ken or Chessie. You get my point.
But anyway when I look at what I wrote and Jules' heartfelt reply, I think maybe I gave the wrong impression. *hrmps and looks at the after midnight clock* No I'm not perfectly alert but meh. I wasn't trying to say that Miza is a bad place, coz it's not! I adore Miza TOO MUCH is the problem! I guess it's just in my (sometimes pessimistic) nature to think that if things are going really well, something awful will happen to make that go away.
Being on this forum I love dearly makes me (I guess kinda sillly) apprehensive that if I'm adoring this hard and become part of the staff, then some giant meteor is gonna fall on it and kill it.
All in all it's just me rambling in my personal private little blog of my insecurities. Maybe it's just the seasonal change, less light, more cold, etc. Either way, if I've offended any of my friends (which are the only ones who can read this blog and the last, then I apologize for that.
*shyly hugs MIza and hopes like crazy it doesn't go away on me* <3 <3