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I am crazy.. by Diane on September 19th, 2010, 5:51 pm
Since the latest blog I gained some trust in people,slowly but certain,I thought it was time to say to all of you:readers,friends of mines or not yet..
I really think that people are trustworthy,some of them will hurts us-you,me- ..maybe some of them will not do that.Or will do it without further intention nor hidden motives.One thing I try to figure it out after all the people I met online,and some in real life.Why the real trust isn't the one up front and it's only a "fake/image one" which is put up front to the others?Where is the true trust in a friendship,couple relationship,between family members?Where did it ALL go..?!
I know another thing which is,that trust is gained in time and you shouldn't be trusting all people around you like a blind man o something around there,but the bad news is..I do that.And a Lot.I am crazy,I know..tell me about it.>.> I just wish the other person/persons will have the same trust I have in him/them and just don't give up on small things and saying thing" I will only hurt you." How can you possibly know that?People change,the time makes us..all of US causing to change no matter what.
Hurting is a process in which we all are spinning and there is no stopping to it..but- I don't wanna go back and not fight with it.I've been through enough painful things/situations and so on,but not this Time.This time I want things right and I am willing to do more than anything in my powers to prove it wrong to the others that..Love and happiness do exist no matter what,only that other don't wanna see as they pretend as if it's not there..
I am crazy for trusting people so much?...for growing small feelings for others,for wanting just trust,respect from the Other.Is that So much to ask?
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FIRST! by Grek on November 3rd, 2012, 9:23 am
first post of my blacg, and i would like to say, Hello to everyone of Mizahar, new and veteran players, as well as young and old!
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Best Part of the Day by Thundiirn on February 6th, 2013, 9:47 pm
Life's been kinda boring lately. Unemployed (though looking hard!), sitting around while my friends are either at school or work, doing nothing much more than Mizahar all day. And lets be honest, Mizahar is an awesome and fun pasttime, but it shouldn't be your lifetime. Until night comes, and everyone is done with everything, I sit and wait.
There's only one thing really (besides the occasional job interview) that interrupts my daily routine of doing nothing, and that my friends is Mumford. Mumford is enormous. Mumford is unpredictable (he recently decided he hates black people and will bark at and attack them... we aren't sure why, but we can't seem to quell his racist tendencies). Mumford is loud. Mumford is goofy. Mumford is a 10 month old, 90lbs German Shephard/Great Pyrenees mix, who belongs to my best friend but the dog sees me as its second owner since we're around each other so much. Anytime I get the text "Can you watch Mumf while I'm at work today?" I internally go wild and drop everything to make sure I can.
We always start off our doggy bro day with an hourish-long walk around the neighborhood, usually ending up asleep under a tree or on a bench in the nearby park. The only thing that stops us is precipitation, regardless of temperature. He certainly appreciates the exercise, since he lives in a cramped car (my friend, sadly, is homeless at the moment). We chase squirrels together (I have to join in to let him run, because otherwise he won't come back), try and push each other in the lake, and climb around on the kiddie playground, which is waaaay too small for either of us.
We go home, get some food and water for both of us, and then go take a nap together in the back of the car that serves as Mumfy's home until his daddy gets off work, which is where I'm writing this from now. I love this pup, and I hope he and his daddy find a home soon so they can both live with a bit more freedom.
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My first day on Mizahar by Lutaru on January 10th, 2010, 8:43 am
Well, this is Lutaru's creator and this is my first time ever using a blog but... oh well, you learn things by doing it! This will probably turn into a, "Let's try to get Lutaru to talk" situation because if you've read her character sheet, you'll find that she isn't really the most friendly person in the world. But I'm her creator/author, and I can make her do anything I want, so I'll just have to 'coerce' her into speaking to me and whoever happens to read this blog.
If you want to know how she ended up as a Kelvic-Vanthu, well, here's how she came to be: I made a list of the races, ripped them up, put them in a hat, and voila! A mixed-blood Kelvic Vantha is born!...... well, something along those lines, and Lutaru is beginning to look at me funny so I guess I'll be quiet now...
Anyway, I'm still pretty new here, nice to meet you! I am going to LOVE Mizahar because it and its people are awesome! It's great to meet everyone and I will try my best!
Just to let you guys know, I don't consider myself a great author, but I try to have fun in my writing, so... I look foward to meeting with everyone ^^
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Roadblocks by Phyolea on December 17th, 2013, 1:26 am
So... I am at my wit's end. I tried patience. I sent requests for NPC approval, I had everything planned for NaNo. I was excited. Then I waited... and waited... and waited. The season was over. Then I followed up to see why I hadn't heard anything for a month. I wanted to give my ST breathing room since there was presumably a lot of activity in November. I finally got approval for the threads, but by then it was too late. I learned that not only could I not finish my threads (and not only did I fail NaNo, which was my purpose for joining this site in the first place), I could never go finish them. I could not do flashback threads. All of my work had been flushed down the drain. I was unmotivated to even continue. However, I found out about placeholder tags (on my own). I realized that I could make placeholder threads in the future to allow staff to take several seasons to fulfill my questions and requests. I got the idea for a new direction with my character (since my character was at a bit of a stalemate from not being able to do the fall threads) and I pressed on. I tried to implement my ideas. But lo'! It turns out that I needed the fall threads (it is now winter) to progress with my current goals. Then I learned some more things after the fact... after I thought I was doing everything so correctly. I could have gotten what I planned from the beginning. But now I have to jump through hoops. Why? Because I was being a good little Mizaharian and I didn't know every single thing there is to know from the onset. I am frustrated and I don't believe anyone will understand why. It seems like every time I start having fun with my character additional roadblocks pop up. Yet I will be dumb enough to attempt to persevere yet a little while longer if only to fulfill my plans to my current thread partners. However, if this continues I will move on to something much more fulfilling and fun. This site seems like it might've been fun at one point... I think I missed its mark.... [ Continued ]
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