Sedele & Avii's Scrapbook

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The player scrapbooks forum is literally a place for writers to warm-up, brainstorm, keep little scraps of notes, or just post things to encourage themselves and each other. Each player can feel free to create their own thread - one per account - and use them accordingly.

Sedele & Avii's Scrapbook

Postby Sedele on April 13th, 2013, 2:06 am

"Send Me Your Soul & I Will Gather Your Heart"


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This website has proven multiple things to me already in the short amount of time of which I have played on it.

1. I'm not as bad of a writer as I though I was to be before. My NWEA reading score jumped up 16 points in over a year because of what this website did for me literacy wise.

2. I'm not as anti-social as people claim I am, although I still am in reality but not as much as I was over the computer screen.

3. I have learned more common sense and take more time in reading things now that I have had to catch up in learning about the wondeful world of Mizahar.

4. My interest in very unique, original and uncommon names is finally shared with other people!



About Me

• I am fourteen years old
• I live in North America now, but used to live in London, England
• I was born on the sixteenth of September
• My name is not common, but is the nickname of an overly common name
• My best friend isn't... 'real'
• I enjoy horror, blood, gore, necromorphic visuals, zombie movies, sullen poetry, indie horror games and many other things
• My favourite genres of music includes hardstyle, electro, chiptune, UK hardcore, jumpstyle, dubstep & drumpstep, techno and gothic piano
• My favourite colour is black
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Sedele
The Knowledge of Life is Yours to Make Right
 
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Calliope & Avii's Scrapbook

Postby Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:36 pm

"Darkness Is Only Dark In Comparison To Light"

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Burn Me To Ashes
(A Poem I Wrote)


Burn me to ashes
Take the pain away
I don’t feel well enough
To take the torture and stay
x
Burn me to ashes
Rip out my heart
Crumple it to a million
As the blood becomes art
x
Burn me to ashes
Set me aflame
I’m far too tired
To play this humanity game
x
Burn me to ashes
Bury me alive
Watch as my life
Takes a plummeting dive
x
Burn me to ashes
Feel the cold pull
The cracking of my heart
The splintering of my skull
x
Burn me to ashes
Take the pain away
I don’t have the courage
To live another day
x
Burn me to ashes
Rip apart my soul
Blow me to oblivion
Impossible to be made back whole
x
Burn me to ashes
Ignite the inside
Because as far as I’m concerned
Inside I’ve already died
x
Burn me to ashes
Antagonising vain
Puncture through the cuts
Dig deeper into the blain
x
Burn me to ashes
Feel the betrayal mould
Pull me under the water
Drag me into the cold
x
Burn me to ashes
Watch the acid tears fall
Being sent into a memory
Fragile like a porcelain doll
x
Burn me to ashes
My heart turns to stone
I’ve seen to much horror
To know that I’ll be forever alone
x
Burn me to ashes
Send a shiver down my spine
I’ve told you many lies
I’ve assured you that I’m fine
x
Burn me to ashes
Set the bar too high
Watch in mesmerisation
As you drift up to the sky
x
Burn me to ashes
Finish off the rest
Because you said so yourself
That I’m nothing but a pest
x
Burn me to ashes
I’ve left you be
Burn me to ashes
Just you wait and see
x
Burn me to ashes
The blackness is new
Burn me to ashes
But nothing compares to the torture you put me through
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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii
Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
 
Posts: 40
Words: 19670
Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
Race: Zith
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Calliope & Avii's Scrapbook

Postby Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:39 pm

"Tears Are The Heart's Erosion Of Pain"


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Sedele:________________________Avi:
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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii
Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
 
Posts: 40
Words: 19670
Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
Race: Zith
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Calliope & Avii's Scrapbook

Postby Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:39 pm

"You'd Think I'd Learn From My Mistakes To Never Try Again"


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Hollow Inside
(A Poem I Wrote)


A counterfeit smile
A broken heart
A sullen mind
Impacted from the start
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Entrapment of feelings
A sedative for pain
Enclosing spaces
Decapitated by black rain
x
Fog that hangs low
Emotions beginning to drain
The slaughter of the soul
Temptations being slain
x
Ears turned inward
Lips puckered out
Mouth sewn
Vital organs mid drought
x
Collateral damage
Malignant disease
Conscience shutting down
No one left to please
x
Dull probing
For a withering child
The severity of it all
Is so far from mild
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Lacerated wrists
Deafening sound
The screams of torture
But no one's around
x
The calling of death
Had you growing stiff
Surreal convulsions
Too displayed to miff
x
Pain imbalanced
By sorrowful thought
Rip through your flesh
To see what is sought
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Stuff inside
What you thought was right
Staple it together
And watch it ignite
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The fire and hatred
That burns in your eyes
At the remembrance of cold
Delirious lies
x
Depicting the horror
That’s already mid singe
As you feel no blood pumping
Your body begins to cringe
x
A dreadful scar
A morbid desire
An envious pain
For no more to tire
x
The sedative for pain
Has come and gone
But you were dead inside
All along.
x
The End is the Best Beginning...
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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii
Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
 
Posts: 40
Words: 19670
Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
Race: Zith
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Calliope & Avii's Scrapbook

Postby Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:40 pm

"The World Will End In Either Fire Or Ice"


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Books Everyone Should Read


Realistic Fiction

CRANK by Ellen Hopkins
SKINNY by Ibi Kaslik
BURN by Suzanne Philips
SPEAK by Laurie Anderson
TANGERINE by Edward Bloor
VENOMOUS by Christopher Krovatin
DAIRY QUEEN by Catherine Gilbert Murdock


Fantasy

31 HOURS by Masha Hamilton
THE BLUE GIRL by Charles de Lint
DELIRIUM by Lauren Oliver
ELSEWHERE by Gabrielle Zevin
GIFTS by Ursula K. Le Guin
HALO by Alexandra Adornetto
HORNS AND WRINKLES by Joseph Helgerson
THE LAST DRAGON by Silvana Dr Mari
NIGHTSHADE by Andrea Cremer
SHADOW FOREST by Matt Haig
TITHE by Holly Black


Science Fiction

THE BAR CODE TATTOO by Suzanne Weyn
THE DOOM MACHINE by Mark Teague
SCIENCE FAIR by Barry & Pearson
THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ISLAND by Allegra Goodman
UGLIES by Scott Westerfeld


Romance

BOY MEETS BOY by David Levithan
REINCARNATION by Suzanne Weyn


Horror/Thriller

THE INVISIBLE WORLD by Suzanne Weyn
ABANDON by Meg Cabot
ABANDON #2 Underworld by Meg Cabot
THE DARK AND HOLLOW PLACES by Carrie Ryan
THE STONE CHILD by Dan Poblocki


Paranormal

FRACTURE by Megan Miranda
THE SECRET OF LAUREL OAKS by Lois Ruby
THE GARDEN OF EVE by K.L Going


Mystery

MONTMORENCY by Eleanor Updale


History

THE BOY IN THE STRIPED PAJAMAS by John Boyne
NUMBER THE STARS by Lewis Lewis Lowry
THE WEDNESDAY WARS by Gary D. Schmidt
VICTORY by Susan Looper


Other
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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii
Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
 
Posts: 40
Words: 19670
Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
Race: Zith
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Calliope & Avii's Scrapbook

Postby Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:40 pm

"Grab My Hand & We'll Go Under The Knife"


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Keeping The Sky
(A Poem I Wrote)


Why do we say the sky is beautiful today?
Its only for so long that we keep its thoughts at bay.
I am just slowly waiting for the day,
When it wants to speak its words and say,

Why did you kill me?


Through the hours in the week,
I have been waiting to freely speak,
About what I think about the sky,
And about how I think it might die,
When I hear its words in my mind….

Why did you kill me?


Some things are never known.
Even when they are obviously shown.
Like, for example, the death of the sky.
And its eerie calling questions, why?

Why did you kill me?


I don’t know why some people are so cruel.
Why we have everything but still need to be able to rule.
I don’t know why bad things go up into the air.
Some people hardly know, yet even care.
And I still hear your thoughts within mine…

Why did you kill me?


Why am I the one being questioned like so?
I can’t always answer your questions with a yes or a no.
For now, through your acid tears and rumbling agony,
Try to stay calm and subtle and feeling free.
And stop torturing me with your words…

Why did you kill me?


Take out your aggravation with your tremendous bolts of light.
Let your water works break free instead of putting up a fight.
Send out a spinning tunnel of despair.
Because none of these unlucky souls really care.
So you can finally stop asking me…

Why I killed you.


Sadly, no one gave in to your pain.
They didn’t know your life was literally going down a dark drain.
They all watched you fall apart and die.
Each… and everyone of them…

Wondering why?
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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii
Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
 
Posts: 40
Words: 19670
Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
Race: Zith
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Calliope & Avii's Scrapbook

Postby Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:41 pm


"Mizahar Races Fan Art"


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"Ethaefal Arts"

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"Chaktawe Arts"

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"Eypharian Arts"

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"Inarta Arts"

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"Zith Arts"

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"Nuit Arts"

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"Pycon Arts"

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"Symenstra Arts"

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"Drykas Art"

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"Konti Arts"

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"City Art"

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Sahova

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Sunberth

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Hai

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Ravok/ Zeltiva/ Lhavit


"Myrian Arts"

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"Kelvic Arts"

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"Other Arts"

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Outer Oceans

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Ionu - God of Illusions
Nysel - God of Dreams & Nightmares
Zintila - God of Stars

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Charoda, Konti or Water Goddess

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Ivaski Pack with Woman

All Picture Rights Go To http://wall.alphacoders.com
Thank You!
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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii
Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
 
Posts: 40
Words: 19670
Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
Race: Zith
Character sheet

Calliope & Avii's Scrapbook

Postby Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:42 pm


"Mizahar Player Fan Art"


"Siren Fan Art"

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"Nya Winters Fan Art"

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"Lexa Maze Fan Art"

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"Pheonix Fan Art"

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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii
Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
 
Posts: 40
Words: 19670
Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
Race: Zith
Character sheet

Calliope & Avii's Scrapbook

Postby Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:43 pm


"You Can't Break Something That's Already Been Shattered"



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Disembowel Me
(A Poem I Wrote)


Take out my heart
And feed it to the sharks
For it’s too scrapped to care
Filled with unholy marks

Rip out my stomach
And send it to the devil
It’s been starved for too long
And it’s too late to cancel

Sever my kidney
And dispose of it soon
I don’t want to be around
To see the next full moon

Cut up my brain
And send it ashore
I can’t afford to think like I did
About you anymore

Shoot out my liver
And bury it deep
It’s far too crippled
To even decide to keep

Stretch out my intestines
For they’re nothing but useless stuff
Cut them into pieces
I have had enough

Beat my bladder
It’s been nothing of use
I’ve hurt it too much
So just call it abuse

Hack away at my lungs
For they’ve been nothing but pain
Send then away to hell
Just remember to clean up the bloody stain

Tear apart my pancreas
It doesn’t really mind
Just don’t tell me
What else you happen to find

Dissect my spleen
Just don’t faint at the sight
It may be gruesome
But in my mind, it feels right

All that’s left is my story
The story of my life
The story of how I died
With a dull, eiodolic knife
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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
User avatar
Avii
Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
 
Posts: 40
Words: 19670
Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
Race: Zith
Character sheet


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