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by Sedele on April 13th, 2013, 2:06 am
"Send Me Your Soul & I Will Gather Your Heart"
This website has proven multiple things to me already in the short amount of time of which I have played on it.
1. I'm not as bad of a writer as I though I was to be before. My NWEA reading score jumped up 16 points in over a year because of what this website did for me literacy wise.
2. I'm not as anti-social as people claim I am, although I still am in reality but not as much as I was over the computer screen.
3. I have learned more common sense and take more time in reading things now that I have had to catch up in learning about the wondeful world of Mizahar.
4. My interest in very unique, original and uncommon names is finally shared with other people!
About Me
• I am fourteen years old • I live in North America now, but used to live in London, England • I was born on the sixteenth of September • My name is not common, but is the nickname of an overly common name • My best friend isn't... 'real' • I enjoy horror, blood, gore, necromorphic visuals, zombie movies, sullen poetry, indie horror games and many other things • My favourite genres of music includes hardstyle, electro, chiptune, UK hardcore, jumpstyle, dubstep & drumpstep, techno and gothic piano • My favourite colour is black |
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Sedele - The Knowledge of Life is Yours to Make Right
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- Posts: 32
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- Joined roleplay: April 7th, 2013, 11:10 pm
- Race: Symenestra
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by Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:36 pm
"Darkness Is Only Dark In Comparison To Light"
Burn Me To Ashes (A Poem I Wrote)
Burn me to ashes Take the pain away I don’t feel well enough To take the torture and stay x Burn me to ashes Rip out my heart Crumple it to a million As the blood becomes art x Burn me to ashes Set me aflame I’m far too tired To play this humanity game x Burn me to ashes Bury me alive Watch as my life Takes a plummeting dive x Burn me to ashes Feel the cold pull The cracking of my heart The splintering of my skull x Burn me to ashes Take the pain away I don’t have the courage To live another day x Burn me to ashes Rip apart my soul Blow me to oblivion Impossible to be made back whole x Burn me to ashes Ignite the inside Because as far as I’m concerned Inside I’ve already died x Burn me to ashes Antagonising vain Puncture through the cuts Dig deeper into the blain x Burn me to ashes Feel the betrayal mould Pull me under the water Drag me into the cold x Burn me to ashes Watch the acid tears fall Being sent into a memory Fragile like a porcelain doll x Burn me to ashes My heart turns to stone I’ve seen to much horror To know that I’ll be forever alone x Burn me to ashes Send a shiver down my spine I’ve told you many lies I’ve assured you that I’m fine x Burn me to ashes Set the bar too high Watch in mesmerisation As you drift up to the sky x Burn me to ashes Finish off the rest Because you said so yourself That I’m nothing but a pest x Burn me to ashes I’ve left you be Burn me to ashes Just you wait and see x Burn me to ashes The blackness is new Burn me to ashes But nothing compares to the torture you put me through |
Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii - Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
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- Posts: 40
- Words: 19670
- Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
- Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
- Race: Zith
- Character sheet
by Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:39 pm
"Tears Are The Heart's Erosion Of Pain"
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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii - Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
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- Posts: 40
- Words: 19670
- Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
- Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
- Race: Zith
- Character sheet
by Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:39 pm
"You'd Think I'd Learn From My Mistakes To Never Try Again"
Hollow Inside (A Poem I Wrote)
A counterfeit smile A broken heart A sullen mind Impacted from the start x Entrapment of feelings A sedative for pain Enclosing spaces Decapitated by black rain x Fog that hangs low Emotions beginning to drain The slaughter of the soul Temptations being slain x Ears turned inward Lips puckered out Mouth sewn Vital organs mid drought x Collateral damage Malignant disease Conscience shutting down No one left to please x Dull probing For a withering child The severity of it all Is so far from mild x Lacerated wrists Deafening sound The screams of torture But no one's around x The calling of death Had you growing stiff Surreal convulsions Too displayed to miff x Pain imbalanced By sorrowful thought Rip through your flesh To see what is sought x Stuff inside What you thought was right Staple it together And watch it ignite x The fire and hatred That burns in your eyes At the remembrance of cold Delirious lies x Depicting the horror That’s already mid singe As you feel no blood pumping Your body begins to cringe x A dreadful scar A morbid desire An envious pain For no more to tire x The sedative for pain Has come and gone But you were dead inside All along. x The End is the Best Beginning... |
Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii - Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
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- Posts: 40
- Words: 19670
- Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
- Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
- Race: Zith
- Character sheet
by Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:40 pm
"The World Will End In Either Fire Or Ice"
Books Everyone Should Read
Realistic Fiction
CRANK by Ellen Hopkins SKINNY by Ibi Kaslik BURN by Suzanne Philips SPEAK by Laurie Anderson TANGERINE by Edward Bloor VENOMOUS by Christopher Krovatin DAIRY QUEEN by Catherine Gilbert Murdock
Fantasy
31 HOURS by Masha Hamilton THE BLUE GIRL by Charles de Lint DELIRIUM by Lauren Oliver ELSEWHERE by Gabrielle Zevin GIFTS by Ursula K. Le Guin HALO by Alexandra Adornetto HORNS AND WRINKLES by Joseph Helgerson THE LAST DRAGON by Silvana Dr Mari NIGHTSHADE by Andrea Cremer SHADOW FOREST by Matt Haig TITHE by Holly Black
Science Fiction
THE BAR CODE TATTOO by Suzanne Weyn THE DOOM MACHINE by Mark Teague SCIENCE FAIR by Barry & Pearson THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ISLAND by Allegra Goodman UGLIES by Scott Westerfeld
Romance
BOY MEETS BOY by David Levithan REINCARNATION by Suzanne Weyn
Horror/Thriller
THE INVISIBLE WORLD by Suzanne Weyn ABANDON by Meg Cabot ABANDON #2 Underworld by Meg Cabot THE DARK AND HOLLOW PLACES by Carrie Ryan THE STONE CHILD by Dan Poblocki
Paranormal
FRACTURE by Megan Miranda THE SECRET OF LAUREL OAKS by Lois Ruby THE GARDEN OF EVE by K.L Going
Mystery
MONTMORENCY by Eleanor Updale
History
THE BOY IN THE STRIPED PAJAMAS by John Boyne NUMBER THE STARS by Lewis Lewis Lowry THE WEDNESDAY WARS by Gary D. Schmidt VICTORY by Susan Looper
Other |
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Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii - Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
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- Posts: 40
- Words: 19670
- Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
- Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
- Race: Zith
- Character sheet
by Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:40 pm
"Grab My Hand & We'll Go Under The Knife"
Keeping The Sky (A Poem I Wrote)
Why do we say the sky is beautiful today? Its only for so long that we keep its thoughts at bay. I am just slowly waiting for the day, When it wants to speak its words and say,
Why did you kill me?
Through the hours in the week, I have been waiting to freely speak, About what I think about the sky, And about how I think it might die, When I hear its words in my mind….
Why did you kill me?
Some things are never known. Even when they are obviously shown. Like, for example, the death of the sky. And its eerie calling questions, why?
Why did you kill me?
I don’t know why some people are so cruel. Why we have everything but still need to be able to rule. I don’t know why bad things go up into the air. Some people hardly know, yet even care. And I still hear your thoughts within mine…
Why did you kill me?
Why am I the one being questioned like so? I can’t always answer your questions with a yes or a no. For now, through your acid tears and rumbling agony, Try to stay calm and subtle and feeling free. And stop torturing me with your words…
Why did you kill me?
Take out your aggravation with your tremendous bolts of light. Let your water works break free instead of putting up a fight. Send out a spinning tunnel of despair. Because none of these unlucky souls really care. So you can finally stop asking me…
Why I killed you.
Sadly, no one gave in to your pain. They didn’t know your life was literally going down a dark drain. They all watched you fall apart and die. Each… and everyone of them…
Wondering why? |
Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii - Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
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- Posts: 40
- Words: 19670
- Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
- Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
- Race: Zith
- Character sheet
by Avii on April 21st, 2013, 2:43 pm
"You Can't Break Something That's Already Been Shattered"
Disembowel Me (A Poem I Wrote)
Take out my heart And feed it to the sharks For it’s too scrapped to care Filled with unholy marks
Rip out my stomach And send it to the devil It’s been starved for too long And it’s too late to cancel
Sever my kidney And dispose of it soon I don’t want to be around To see the next full moon
Cut up my brain And send it ashore I can’t afford to think like I did About you anymore
Shoot out my liver And bury it deep It’s far too crippled To even decide to keep
Stretch out my intestines For they’re nothing but useless stuff Cut them into pieces I have had enough
Beat my bladder It’s been nothing of use I’ve hurt it too much So just call it abuse
Hack away at my lungs For they’ve been nothing but pain Send then away to hell Just remember to clean up the bloody stain
Tear apart my pancreas It doesn’t really mind Just don’t tell me What else you happen to find
Dissect my spleen Just don’t faint at the sight It may be gruesome But in my mind, it feels right
All that’s left is my story The story of my life The story of how I died With a dull, eiodolic knife |
Warning!! I will be out of country for a few weeks-months for a long vacation. Sorry about this delayed update, but I will be in-active, for I won't have internet often to where I am going. Sorry about that, and I hope to be back soon! Have a good summer and see you all soon!
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Avii - Darkness is Only Dark in Comparison to Light
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- Posts: 40
- Words: 19670
- Joined roleplay: October 31st, 2012, 10:30 pm
- Location: Sunberth's Twisted Alleys
- Race: Zith
- Character sheet
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