Being a whole of thirteen years old, I'm not yet in highschool. Big surprise.
But yesterday, everyone went to the highschool they're going to next year, for a field trip. I was excited. I actually didn't know what for. My boyfriend was, of course- being in wrestling and, being a student at the school- going to be there. (And yes, I saw him. On some kid's shoulders, waving at me. ) But for the longest time, we were all sitting there. I sat by some girl I hardly know, and one of my best guy friends. Him on my right, her on my left. It was dark, all except for the neon green lights being shown on the wall opposite of the bleachers where we were all sitting. They had huge smoke machines and the whole thing just scared the hell out of me, since I'm scared of the dark.
But we watched "skits", and listened to people talk about their organizations. The A+ program for kids in the extracurricular activities that want a few years of free college, which since I'm in the extracurricular activities I will be doing. There was also theatre, which I will also be excited to do. But this is not about those groups, this is about the female dance group. I know it's silly, the fact I'm so excited for the dance group that is defined as the "sluts" at the school. But when do you ever find your heart pounding in your chest, literally jaw dropped, watching their every moment wishing you could do that, too? I mean, it's like destiny, or a calling. Whatever you want to call it. It sounds cheesy, but think about it! What has ever got you that phyched before?! And if something has, how much do you want to bet that afterwards, you wanted to push yourself to do it? Because hell, what else will you ever find to give you such a thrill. And you're not even in the performance, but you freaking wish you had been.
Well I came home yesterday, pumped, excited....
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