by Michaela Rae on October 11th, 2013, 1:25 am
Good evening! I've had a pretty great day today, and I hope even better days to come, everything is going swell as I settle into Mizahar. My Inarta, Michaela Rae, in Wind Reach is making some friends and learning the ropes.
What I really wanted to blog about today may seem a bit silly, or perhaps even off-topic when you come to realize the whole reason for this site. But I just wanted to be open and convey my thought's somewhere, and writing on this site just happens to be one of those outlets . I was also encouraged to blog about these thoughts, and maybe you guys could learn something from these words, or perhaps be provoked into deep thought.
Number one, I have a crush on somebody. It's really no big deal, even though it's made into one by society today, but I'm just feeling like I'm not good enough for this guy. He's nice, smart, funny, and apparently so am I. I feel like one of the hardest things for me to do is prevent myself from putting my appearance and character down. Everyone has flaws, and everyone should acknowledge that they have flaws, but nobody should obsess over being perfect, and I find that I do. I'm not sure how much, but I believe that some confidence might help me become a more beautiful person, I'm just not exactly sure how to induce that confidence. I mean, just look at the people who don't seem like they would have anyone, but have lots of confidence. Crowds flock around them! I just need to learn how to become confident and prevent myself from thinking negatively about myself.
Number two, I have absolutely no street smarts. Long story short, I was pretty sheltered as a little kid. I feel like that would also lower my chances with this person, but I personally couldn't say how much. You know how it is nowadays. This whole thing may just blow over, but I really like this person a lot, and I feel like he might like me back. It's just a little feeling.
This first blog entry is slightly depressing, but I personally feel like I've hit a bump in the road. If anyone has any suggestions for me, please feel free to comment. I would say not to worry all that much however, as I will most likely figure all of this out. Sometimes life can just get a bit confusing! Enjoy the rest of your day! ~Michaela~
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