So i guess there are a few things in my life time that i have fucked up with..prolly should tell them now hell someone here will listen maybe.. Oh and CHESH IF YOU READ THIS! DON"T READ 3 OR 6

First. i AM a drug addict. i know i am. ive been taking Xanax since i was about 12. around 15 i started to do Mary aswell.
second i suffer from depression. i really do i have since my teenage years.

third. I cut myself. i stopped for a while and picked back up again once my mom died.

4thi write poetry..most of it is depressing like a excert from a scrapbook
"i smile as the blade crosses my skin
my last wishes was to be in your arms again"
and about 30-40 more pages of that.

5 i actually started RPing to get away from my life.

6th. ive almost killed myself because i cut to deep at times.

7th. i have anger issues. i try to controll them but im thinking the Xanax addiction doesn't help... i have never hit a woman. always hit walls which leads to broken hands..

8th. uh..i like pineapples?

anyway say what you want about this..just wrote it to get some things off my chest...