dear mizahar,

i have come back after a brief stay and a long hiatus. n_n

It is much harder than I thought to come up with something meaningful to say every day. I am still determined to do so! Though I find myself wondering if I should use this to Blog about my life on Mizahar or my personal life. For now i'm going with my life on Mizahar, but if you read these regularly and you find yourself wondering whether I ate a cheeseburger for lunch or a plate of pasta, feel free to comment and ask for more real life experiences.

I'm now working on a big skurry monster for Mizahar, and once I complete that i'm going to work on another one. I hope to populate the empty places of the world with horrors that the players and Storytellers can use to emphasize the dark and desperate nature of a world sundered. A world with monsters is bound to be dangerous, but a world with monsters where most of the intelligent races are still rebuilding society, that's just downright scary!

Have you hugged a storyteller today?
~J

So since tonight I am half drunk from a damn beer,II just needed some time and stuff to write about what's going on in my life.I will try to make it short,I apologize if I won't be to fluent or smth..

1. My mom and step-dad just got into a huge fight,with screaming and such,I was scared as hell.I closed the door from my room and had my music as loud as I wanna to..so I won't hear them..So it seems ,he got his bags done and tomorrow he leaves.I don't know where,I don't care..I am sick of this behavior.Today they are cool,nice words and the next day they fight-don't speak with each other for days..I god sick and tired.

2.My "so called bf" is..across the Ocean,[LDR] so I don't know how the heck this is gonna work out..I really need someone here with me,and I don't got no friends to support me.Only online ones[yeah.surprised huh?] >_> So am I.
SO,up until now..I only got screwed relationships..where I got betrayed,my heart broken in millions of pieces,crushed,.stepped on-has an empty heart.
However..I decided to end this now and Tonight.I don't need love,I don't NEED guys >.>
I am sick and tired of this,to fight over and over again to get a drop of happiness and then -Ouch,smack..smash!- everything turns up-side down in my life.I know that Sh!t happens,still.. >.>
- another thing.I also have to go to a funeral,so yeah..That sux big time.Third person died in my family recently.
-Welcome to my life!-

Should I..just Give up everything and stop being such a fool,believing in everything and every one? Should I stop loving..even IF I am not loved...

[ Continued ]

Okay, so I'm kinda new at this whole role playing scenario and am hoping that it won't take me long to figure everything out. I just wanted to say that I'm very happy I found Mizahar and check it every day. I try to get my friends to join and so far have one who is willing, three who are thinking about it, and another who is waiting for Christmas break to start.

I want to give a shout-out to Gossamer and Amirah for helping me get started in the role playing part. Because of them, I've really felt welcomed here.

Well, time to get to Intro to Law, so I'll talk to you guys later!

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