I'm watching a new AS struggle with the new duties. Although I applaud the passionate nature, I sigh and worry a little if it might not be too much. I was an admin of a site a long time ago and to be an AS instead of a founder is a major relief. The position fits like my favorite muck boots: well used, comfy, a little scuffed, they don't ever smell good even just after cleaning them, but they're mine. Hold on, I'll find a pic of them....Ok it's mostly Sadie the day I got her, but I was still in my stable clothes, so that kinda sorta counts, right?
Anyway, a problem player who's very emo is as usual, a chat hugger who spends more time begging in chat for attention than writing, is complaining publicly; a lot. And to the annoyance of many. It's ironic because I clearly remember him starting about maybe a week or two after I did on here.
Well it's been about six months and his behavior hasn't evolved at all since then. I sigh when I see him to be honest. I see him spend all his time screaming like a 2 yr old put down for a nap.
Let me go back and explain better. I don't normally troll stranger's scraps because why the hell would I? Friends, yes I stalk regularly and have a few bookmarked coz I adore them. Well today I noticed a new begun friend of mine scold (the player who hates me) him publicly in his scrap. I sighed because it all upset me. All of it. The scold by someone who is on staff and should be trying to avoid unnecessary conflict. I sighed at what my hater had written because the sheen of jealousy, anger, isolation, temper, and the world owes me attitude, just made me very sad.
I had no idea until today how much time this boy has wasted in hanging on to hate, jealousy and taunting as his motivation for Miza. I know the root reason why he's angry,...
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