Hrm, its not good for the muse when threads die. I won't pretend that I am myself above letting them slip by, if I have I do apologize. That being said its a sad thing to see, especially without word given by my rp partners. I can understand, but it still makes me sigh.

I figure I ought to post a little something on my characters, mostly the whys of them. Absynia was my first, I've always wanted to play a character that is mute, she gives me a neat challenge. With her I brought out my ill tempered sarcastic cynical side, but also put in to her things I wish I could do or had.

Savitaire... Ahh Savi, he's a fun one to play. At once kind and calm, but deadly if pushed. He really does have a good heart, even if it coats a darker side that revels in bloodshed. In him I put my moments of calm, my love for a laugh and while I as his writer am good with horses, I decided to have in him them be a challenge. I wonder if I'll ever find him a lover, he does so love red heads.

Leith Mournlith, my rascally imp. She's at once brave and loyal as she is innocent. Right off the bat she landed in trouble, but her true heart always guides her, I wonder what lessons she will have learned from this? I just started her less than a week ago and already she amazes me, just hope it doesn't land me in trouble lol. In her is my playfulness, my love for fun and my confusion of human kind. Oh and she's freer in her ways than I am, she makes me facepalm... I gave her my honesty, my loyalty and gifted her with eyes to see things as they are while also seeing the bigger picture.

I really don't plan on making more characters, I have enough on my plate with those I have now. I think of myself as the hands that they use to write themselves for even I cannot know what they plan to do. I gave them life and they run with it following their individual natures and for however long I rp with someone I am grateful to each of my partners for they help my characters grow.

I am never not amazed...

I think the one thing that is really drawing me to Mizahar is Lore Creation. Its something I've always liked to do. I can remember my senior year of high-school. Me and a friend created an solar system for our D&D game. Multiple planets, 20+ nations, 5 custom races, ecosystems, planet diameters, moon orbits, some really crazy details. Josh did most of the mathy type of details, while I worked on the history, the pantheon, how the different nations behaved, ect. Fond memories of that.

And I'm looking forward to maybe dipping my feet into the water of Mizahar. And specifically, the water-dwelling Charoda. There was something about that little thumbnail and short description in the Race List that instantly drew me to them.

So, my head is already abuzz with ideas, and I'm just waiting to hear from some people before I hopefully can start contributing. Huzzah!

When I write, I write my feelings down, either on paper, or a screen. I let myself spill, so that nothing bad is inside of me anymore. My characters, they reflect on me, I make them me, how I look, and act, and think... Isn't that the point? To put yourself in any world you want? Words are an amazing thing, they can take you to places you wouldn't even dream of. You can put yourself in a warrior's armor, fighting off the evil undead. Or, you can be a deer, graceful and agile. Writing, stories, words.... they have endless uses. Do anything you want with them. There isn't anything you can't do with them.