We wish you a merry Christmas, and a happy new year.

Yep. Welcome to 2010. I just walked around the Macau tower, and boy are my legs tired. But seriously, I'm happy I managed to walk the whole way around, some 200 meters up in the air. Will post photos later.

So, about me.
Name: Classified
Age: 13
Race: Chinese (Half Chinese, half Indonesian)
Nationality: British Overseas (Was born in HK while it was under British rule)
Likes: Sweets, Lemon Sorbet, Reading, Cheese, Mizahar, and Roleplaying in general
Dislikes: Marry sues, Bad Roleplaying, and idiots.

Two days ago – during a double psychology lesson that revolved around said section in the nearest bookshop – I came across an incredibly interesting book. It’s called “The Enneagram” and was written by Helen Palmer (the original version is in English!), although I’ve seen many other books on the same topic. For a better understanding, I admit that I love personality tests and learning about different types of personalities. I was thrilled when we did the classical personality test in class – I turned out to be the only compulsive type of about ten people, by the way. Of course, there is no ultimate scheme where one type will fit nicely with you and the others won’t. There are always different degrees of identification for different people, even for the same person in different times of their life. There can be thousands of factors influencing who you are and what suits you … and it’s huge fun to think about your results.

On another note, I love the fact that personality types are some kind of self-fulfilling prophecies … You read everything about the type(s) that suit you, and then you continue with your daily tasks and keep thinking about and checking how much is right from what was written about you. And suddenly you start doing those things more. It’s crazy!

Anyway, I’m currently reading about a new set of personality types. Ennea = nine, so nine types. I’ve only read about a few that sounded interesting and found that two or three represent me most. Especially type number nine which is called the negotiator intrigues me.

Number nine lives more through the feelings of others than through hers. In her childhood she was mostly ignored by others which lead to a desire to please others in order to be recognized and valued. She thinks that everything she does has to be like others want it to be. Her mind is always filled with a lot of different things, memories and duties and little things that need to be done, and she can ponder on several thoughts at the same time. ...

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Starting from the first day 'Ardere Damnum' was pushed from his mothers womb.The doctors at first was afraid however they noticed something odd about him,his eye colour was something that hasn't been seen before in a babies eyes.Ardere's eyes was completely pitch black,unlike most he didn't have white in his eyes.So the doctors contemplated on if he could see.Sadly they could not test as of yet,when they handed him to his mother a smile blessed his facial features already knowing who she was,he developed fast,amazingly his little hands had came to smack together as his toothless smile became widen and he spoke. "Momma Momma Momma!!" Her first thought was they grow up so fast however she held him within his arms,she was happy he was happy.As Arderes momma scanned him she blinked to see if what she saw was real,her sons face in the mirror it was just pure demonic , almost as if he has already sinned by just being born? She thought to herself know a baby cannot sin because it knows not what sin is,or did he already know? she gazed down toward Ardere's eyes the doctors looked to her,noticing what she had seen."Ma'am? is that normal?" the first doctor said,as his reply was received,the mother of Ardere reply'd."I know exactly why this is leave me alone with my child."

They heard her demand known not to get in the middle between a new born and its mother,walking out they shut the door behind them.Arderes innocence wasn't say any longer,he become something that his father once was but sadly the child is always worst then the parents.Ardere's mother looked to him as he begun to snarl and growl,already having teeth? she thought to herself knowing something was wrong."Son Ardere what have you become? He replies "You your the one who cursed me,why was i born?why did you have to fuck up and get pregnant ? I didn't ask for this life!!!!" He screamed at her though she thought for a moment before thinking,that she was pregnant with twins,she...

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So, It's the end of day... what is it now? Ah, It's the end of day five of my life in Mizahar, and so far I'm enjoying my stay. The setting, races, everything has been laid out, helping to prevent (most) of the common rp fall back settings (I'm still determined to get like, two groups of six kelvics, one group being wolves, the other being bats, just to start my own little mizaharan tiwlight thing, despite how much I loathe it.) I've barely started my first PC and I'm already planning my next couple PCs (the kelvic and pycon races sound like fun). But those things aside, I think I'll get off the subject of how awesome Mizahar is, because eventually I'll hit the subject of Tarot, and everyone knows that Tarot's awesomeness is infinite, so I'd be stuck typing forever and ever.

Any way, I have been thinking, wait... I lost my train of thought... Oh, and for those of you who are wondering, no I'm not trying to take up a lot of space, I just prefer to write down everything in my blogs, simply because... well, I'll think up a reason eventually, bottom line, It's MY blog, so I decide how I will write it! If you don't like the way I write, then you can just do me a favor and hold down the Alt key, then press F4, Unless you know that trick, then, well, hit the back button on your browser or something, I don't care. So for the remainder of my PCs' caharacter pictures, I was debating on asking one of the more artistic people here on Mizahar to help me out with that, although I'll probably just talk to Drusilla, given that we know each other . That and she's really good at drawing and stuff, not like me... I stink at any sort of arts and crafts. That and I was going to nominate her for the Advocate medal since she was the one who introduced me to Miz, but it wasn't on the list of medals i could nominate her for, plus it might be for recruiting more than one person, I don't know. Also, I like...

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