Your blog was really something I needed to read today. Its hard to explain but you hit me right in the head today. My story isn't important, but I want you to read this song by Big Krit. It basically explains some of the shit I am going through right now, and shit that has happened to me in the past. I don't know if you like rap, but check this out.
Peace.
~Mike
"The Vent"
By Big K.R.I.T
A mother lost her child, I tried to ease her pain
It's only God's will, she said she felt the same.
It's funny how the sun will up and battle rain
As if the clouds couldn't stand to see me outside again
Wrote a rhyme that was kind, with some vision to it
Bottom line, it might expand yo mind if you listen to it
Too much shine can dull the soul
If you feel how I feel then I rap some more
How can the Devil take my brother if he's close to me
When he was everything I wasn't but I hoped to be
I get a little honest, and I ask my self
If the time come will you save me if I ask for help
Send my mind on a journey to the outermost
To document what it had seen, and Cc: me the notes
And ask Kurt Cobain why, cause I need to know
He stopped when he had such a long way to go
I saw love in the eyes of a perfect stranger
She overlooked my caring heart in search of a gangsta
Will we ever be together? Only time will tell
She called my phone and talk to me as her eye would swelled
I put my problems in box beside my tightest rhymes
Under lock and key, buried deep off in my mind
And when it gets too full, and I can't close the lid
I spaz on my family and my closest friends
Trade my materials for a piece of mind
I'm so close to Heaven, Hell I just need some time
Who cares about life, and the highs and lows
Maybe I should write another song about pimps and hoes
Cars and clothes, Idol Gods, Golden Cabs, Louie Scarfs
I do this for the love, and it's free of charge
I don't need jail to be behind bars
This is purely art, in my Grandma's...
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