OOCI’m sorry for taking so long to reply.Carsten nodded as Bolden spoke, it made sense to him, but he felt like he was overestimating his riding capabilities. He was not a good rider, or so he felt. Maybe he was better than he thought, or that at least he had potential for it.
He accepted the sack and spent some time trying to find the most comfortable way to hold it. In the end, he decided to put his palms under it and hold it up that way. He looked over at Bolden to see if he should make any adjustments, and made any corrections Bolden deemed necessary.
When Bolden sent Diego moving, the horse simply started walking; Carsten kicked him up into a trot. He was looking down on the sandbag between his hands the whole time, the only movement was his chest rising and falling and his body moving along with the horse. He felt like he did not have control of his horse, but he had not fallen off yet. He wondered if Diego was always this uninterested, but he had simply never noticed it. The horse did not even seem to care that he was on his back. Carsten shook his head, and simply concentrated on the bag.
It all went fine until he came on the third round and tried to shift the bag. It dropped the first time, but Bolden handed it to him again and he tried once more. It went better that time, and he managed to get a good position to hold it in, but it felt very strange. He did not notice this, but this caused him to completely forget his riding, and Diego was cantering around without being consciously steered by his master. He had entered a state of almost meditation, all he focused on was the bag and to hold it correctly.
He managed to complete the rest of the rounds without dropping the bag again, but did not feel like he had learned anything. Still, the riding had gone surprisingly well. Maybe he should start to try and meditate while riding, if Diego did not need to be constantly steered after all?