Seodai was filled with relief when the frame he held so close stopped shivering with a violent intensity. This was all very new, the press of skin to skin, the freedom to touch and feel without any hesitation. Seodai nuzzled the dark hair near his cheek, and sighed across a delicate temple. Syllke had explained to him how his gnosis worked, and with a grim sort of realization Seodai easily connected the unnatural chill Syllke experienced with the corruption of that.
"I'm so sorry," Seodai murmured quite sincerely. One hand stroked the length of Syllke's back, attempting to infuse him with even more heat. "I wish I could fix all of this."
There was a moment of quiet, the crackle of wood in the fire and the very distant sounds of the Lyceum coming to life filling it. He could feel Syllke beginning to doze, and so he shook him gently.
"No, don't sleep. Stay with me, sweetheart."
Seodai scrambled for something to say, something to do to keep Syllke interested. With fingers curling in that dark hair, he relaxed against his partner and spoke quietly.
"I could never tell a story like you do," he said, shushing Syllke's rattling objection. "But... I have one I could tell."
With that, he held Syllke closer, pressed his lips to the forehead of his artist, and then began to speak quietly.
"A long time ago there were two kingdoms. One was vicious and greedy. They loved to fight, and they wanted to control the whole world. The other kingdom was peaceful. They loved magic, and people, and life. They were forced to come to arms, though, to defend themselves against the brutes who were constantly at their door. In this kingdom, the one of peace, there was a child. A daughter born to a king who died before he could see the beautiful woman she would grow into."
As he spoke, Seodai focused his fingers on the side of Syllke - tracing and learning every dip and curve he had seen but not touched in the weeks and months of their friendship.
"And she did just that. She was just a child when she became the ruler of this kingdom, but even then you could see in her dark eyes that she understood the responsibility she had been given. She understood the lives that she held in her tiny hands. Syllke, are you listening? Are you awake?"
With another kiss, and the assurance that he still had an audience, Seo went on.
"While she lived, there also lived a man. A mage. A powerful wizard who could control earth and fire, summon creatures from other worlds... a man who watched the girl grow. He loved her as his Queen, and having loved her for years, he came to love her as a woman as well. He risked and lost a lot for her cause. He'd have done anything she asked. He traveled half a world away, sacrificed his own brothers, and fetched a magical artifact for her. Because he loved her."
The dip of Syllke's lower back was fascinating to Seo, who scratched ever so lightly at the smooth skin from there, over the curve of Syllke's ass, and then back up again.
"It didn't work. The magic she'd sent him a world away to find. It wasn't enough. Her people were losing, and she knew that they would suffer greatly. So she sacrificed herself for her people, and broke his heart. She promised to marry the King of the vile nation who plagued her so. And..."
Here, his voice faltered just a little, his head dipping as the emotion of Melchior swelled up to make words difficult.
"Her gift was spurned. She was cruelly, viciously destroyed. It destroyed him, too. And then ...Then Ivak came, Syllke. The mage felt a rage to match that of Ivak, who brought fire from heaven and caused the whole of the world to be destroyed because of her, because of Kova."
Seodai pulled away just enough to peer down into those brightly colored eyes.
"That was me, Syllke. Who I used to be. That mage. I lived in Alahea, and I loved Kova with every bit of myself. I traveled to Denval all those lifetimes ago, and I stole the stone from them. I watched my brothers die to pave the way. I took it back to Alahea, and I placed it in her pretty hand. I watched her pack her things with a somber face, and walk off towards her fate. I watched hell fall to earth because of Ivak's fury, and I rejoiced in the end of it all, I delighted in his fury, because I felt the same. His name was Melchior, and I was him."
Seodai brushed his lips across Syllke's own, tip of his tongue darting out to taste the flavor of his would-be lover.
"Melchior was powerful," he murmured. "But... even in his happiest moments," Seo continued in a near whisper, "he didn't have what I do in this moment. He loved her so much it hurt, but he could never touch her."
Seodai curled his fingers against the thigh he was stroking to squeeze Syllke for emphasis.
"He could never kiss her."
Seodai trailed a line along Syllke's cheekbone with his lips, before rubbing the tips of their noses together.
"I feel lost inside of Melchior," he admitted, his fingers creeping along the curve of Syllke's hip and forward, to tease the soft curls he found close by.
"But I have more than he ever did, right now. You help me remember that Melchior is lost in me, and not the other way around."
Seodai, with sweetly tentative fingers, brushed aside the hesitancy that so often quelled him in life. With trembling breath and lips hovering just over Syllke's, he found the courage to touch, heated fingers stroking with abject fascination the very center of Syllke's pleasure. |