Abashai's head still spun, a numb shock still seized his brain. His chest burnt still with an icy cold, his body weak from Dira's draining of his life. The desert man's eyes remained locked on Kiphos, though his gaze was almost glassy. It was all sinking in. The gnosis and its strength and encouragement had gone, the palpable presence of divine persons had left, and a muddy confusion now hindered his focus. Slowly lifting the icy sword, Shai slid it back into its sheath with a metallic hiss. His gaze shifted to the old wizard and the woman, only giving them a cursory acknowledgment. He did not need to turn to Nya, he knew what she was thinking, saw what she was seeing. She was terribly weary and overwhelmed with the unearthly experience she had been forced to endure. "I know dear, I can't do this now, we can't." The Benshiran sighed, resting one hand on the pommel of his khopesh while he wiped a cold sweat from his forehead with the other. They needed to be away and alone, if only to rest and allow a moment to regroup. Their lives, their world had not only been turned upside down, but inside out. Abashai and Nya had to figure out this new bond, to figure out again what they were doing, in light of all that had been revealed that day. "I'm sorry," Shai spoke, his voice sounded forced. "We do need to speak to you, urgently. But today has been....too much. We need to rest. We will return tomorrow." Abashai walked slowly to the Nya's saddle. "We will go back to camp for tonight. We need to rest, to figure things out Nya." He grabbed his bow and quiver and their packs, slinging them over his shoulders, Nya's cloak still fluttering about him, even without a breeze. He left the saddle where it lay, he would not burden her with his weight until she was ready. "I trust you will care for our saddle, we would be very grateful. We will be back in the morning" He uttered without glancing up. Abashai approached Nya, refraining from getting too close, he knew she needed time and space. Her bondmate simply reached out to scratch Nya affectionately behind her ear, his hand trailing off to run down her jawline. "Lets go." He-who-had-been-Ardrem turned and waited for her to follow. |