Song of the Deaf :
• Common Knowledge •
Identification • Dra-Cotton Xaii
Common Name • Cotton
Race • Mixed Blood - Symenstra/Vantha
Sex • Male
Age • 17
Birthdate • 12th of Winter, 495 AV
Birthplace • Avanthal
Current Location • Alvadas
• Appearance •
Cotton's face is marred by numerous small scars from claws. His back too has been flawed by the multiple markings of whip lashings, adding much character to his already tough, endurable and brave personality. His eyes change to different shades of brown, handed down to him by he Vantha ancestors, determined by his emotions:
Yellow Tinted • Nervous, Sad, Afraid or Confused
Light Green & Brown • Curious, Adventurous or Excited
Medium, Murky Brown • Neutral
Dark, Chocolate Brown • Serious, Irritated or Annoyed
Black • Angry, Enraged or Overly Depressed
[Rare] All Black Eye • Severe Anger, Irrational Judgements, Uncontrollable Behaviour, Hatred, Rage as well as Intense Violent Actions can occur when seen with complete blackened eyes.
Cotton has a strange tone to his flesh - during the winter he grows tan due to the natural skin's shade a Vantha has when living in cold conditions, but in the summer his darker skin fades to a pale complexion much like the other half of his ancestry has as a Symenstra. His hair colour tends to change colour in different temperatures and climates of seasons as well. During the winter, when Cotton is tanned he has dark brown almost charred black hair, but during the summer to where he has paled, he has blond hair that sometimes reaches intense whites in shade. It is as though he transforms from a Symenstra during the summer to a Vantha during the winter as though separating his two great sides of ancestry.
Cotton has always been a very distinguishable guy with his rigid, obvious facial structires and noticable, vivid expressions. His nose is probably the only thing about him that isn't pristine, for its soft appearance has it seem almost button-like and small in comparison to his high cheek-bones and complex jawline. What is very obvious to any eye are his scars. Long scars that have cut very deep into his skin from his past as a slave, being beaten by whips and lashed out by claws, he is marred by the numerous scars he carries around with him as both burden and memory.
His body is lean, yet toned and fit for tough conflict, the muscles inconspicious beneath his protective layer of skin. He weighs an appropraite weight of 146 pounds at a decent, statured height of 5 feet 7 incehs. The strange part is that he is still growing yet he has already reached past pueberty point's end. Being close to male adolescents one would be practising growing and shaving facial hair, however, Cotton had never needed to deal with this problem and only recieves shadows after long periods of time and bristly stubble after many days without fix.
Cotton has dark brown hair, most commonly mistaken for a rich black. His arms are longer than normal human extremities due to his Symentran heritage, but is only noticable when one is observing him closely and is looking for the abnormality.
• Character Concept •
Cotton is a person who is hard to get to both verbally and emotionally. Why? Because he is deaf. He is one who has come use to the thought of having never hear again and accepts this. He’s one who easily deals with bad situations of which another person might find difficult or irritating, given the thought that he has had to grow up in an abusive household. He had to continue his already shady childhood when he was taken to become a slave by many Zith and was treated harshly by their savage and inhuman ways. Being mistreated and beaten by both family member and stranger has had Cotton become shy, timid and socially incapable. The only one he is able to make a full conversation (on paper) with would be his best friend and new lover, Anzu.
He has always been quiet and doesn’t tend to complain about much, which puts him into the position of being a good friend and good “listener”. He is very understanding and in times of need can be hesitantly humorous. Cotton has never been able to hear, therefore can only say very few words. He mainly writes down his responses and thoughts to anyone who is willing to receive them. He is fully capable of reading others’ lips although some words and motions are harder to comprehend than others. Being deaf has its good outcomes, however. Good to where his eyesight, sense of observation and touch have greatly enhanced over time and practise. He never has to hear insults or screams or intolerable disrespect and unwanted noise, and whether he desires to hear someday, he doesn’t realise that to no hear can be a wonderful to have.
He is never intently violent, but knows the ways of self defence to certain levels. He tries in an impossibly hard way to avoid any conflict of others and drastic situations, for fear of being whipped or scratched severely again. Cotton’s drive in life is to help those in need and heal those in pain. He has in interest in Herbalism and healing ever since he was younger, which helps strengthen these drives. Growing to learn from books and common observation, he has come far from being a basic “bandage man”.
When put under great amounts of stress, Cotton can go out of his way to help the ones he loves and knows are in trouble or great peril. Sometimes these actions can be classified as ones made “out of body and mind” and are only used when enraged to where his eyes turn to coal black stones, filling up the sclera with darkness, of which is a rare occasion, or when he or another are threatened and need help in dire circumstances. Overall, he is a sensitive, troubled, frightened individual who just needs people to warm him with their hearts.
Likes:
• The ability to see
• Helping and healing innocent others
• Feeling the fur of different types of animals and creatures
• Creating medicines from plants
• Writing adventure stories
• Practising and learning new languages
• Being with Anzu
• Watching the sunsets and seeing birds fly
• Being appreciated
• Knowing he's done something good
Dislikes:
• The lack of sound
• The weakness of self defence
• Enclosed spaces
• Darkness
• Seeing pained faces
• Seeing personal scars on both self and others’ bodies
• Being told what to do/being treated like a slave
Hopes, Dreams, Goals & Wishes:
• To set his father in the right place
• To heal all his mother’s wounds
• To be able to hear
• Take Anzu back to his family and tribe
• To be happy and free from bad thought
• To heal all the ill and harmed