The morning had started out grim, and grey, a silence pervaded the halls and the rooms around her, once or twice there would be a squeek of floorboards, or the scuffling of pesky mice invading where they could. Silence could only last so long before Neilles would hear coughing, and the clearing of a throat, it was her father, the ol' brute was awake and most likely getting ready to head out for another day of drinking at the Kelp Bar. Remaining as still as she could, she kept her eyes shut, her body frozen, she held her breath as the footsteps which were coming closer and nearer still to her room. Pausing outside her small closet like room's door, the squeek of hinges was unmistakeable, she could almost see him being as quiet as he could. Checking on her. For what though? Neilles could feel her heart beat quicken.
Go away... Go away... She chanted inwardly, willing her father to believe she was asleep, that she was not feigning unconscienceness. There was another creek, a 'latch' noise as the door was shut, and hobbling footsteps drew away, becoming silent after a deafening slam of the door echoed through the dreary building. Relief flooded her mind, exhaling, and then inhaling the sweet air, as if it had been denyed to her for so long. Peeking an eye open, she looked beyond where she was laying to the door, and then darting to check if her father had locked it. Hurridly she pulled at the knob, twisting, turning it, and was dismayed at the fact it was indeed locked... "Ugh.." she exhasperatedly groaned out, looking to her lonesome window. I'll have to make sure to use the extra key under the doormat to get back inside, hopefully it'll work..
The window in question would be a piece of cake crawling out of, the only thing hard about escaping her room was having to grab onto the tree branch, and climb down. Not like she hadn't done this before, it was just risky with her frail condition, but she would not remain locked in this room for the remainder of the day. What did her father have to worry about her having a little bit of free will? Skittering over to the window, Ana opened it, peered out and then downwards to the ground- she was only on the 2nd floor of her small house, but the height she could tumble down would be enough to snap her neck in half if she were not careful. Gathering up her plain skirts, she sat on the edge, turned her body ever so slightly to shut the window again, and then looked to the branch within arms length. An age old question repeated itself.
Had the branch been put there by fate for her convience to escape? It seemed like it. "Okay, Neilles... You can do this... You've done this tons of times before.. Its no different" she muttered quietly as she looked to the ground, the height taunting her with images of her broken and mangled body. There was still time to turn back, she could remain in her room safely, and not worry about falling to her death, she could handle the isolation, she could take being alone for bells at a time- no problem. "No" she hissed at herself with words filled with resentment, feeling her eyes water as her self doubt presented its ugly head to her "I'm going to do this, I'm not some child.." Bracing herself, Neilles eyed the branch defiantly, and as carefully as she could on the window sill, she moved to her feet and prepared for imminent failure.
The branch was old, and hardened, strong enough to hold a child, if she recalled correctly back in her child days. How would it hold up with a young teenager of no more than 15 years of age? She couldn't have weighed that much, honestly, she might as well as have been one of those twigs potruding themselves from the main branch. Hunched over, swaying her arms back and forth, she would aim to grab onto the thickest part of the branch and cling for her life, all she had to do now was jump. Swaying her body, she began to count inwardly, at three she would lunge to grab onto the branch; one... two... two and a half... two and three quarters... "Three!!" Her feet left the window sill and her body felt the tug of gravity as she pushed off with as much force as she could, arms held out to wrap around the branch, holding tightly.
"Oof!!" She gasped as the strong branch would dig into her ribs, bouncing up, and down once or twice with her weight, but she had done it! Neilles couldn't believe it! She had done it!! The branch was underneath her armpits, and her feet were now dangling in the air, but she had done it! By the gods she had succeeded! Now she just had to inch her way to the base of the tree, towards the trunk, and hope she could slide down to sit on a branch closer to the ground. Shimmying over, she shuddered with the effort of keeping her body suspended on the branch, but she was making progress so slowly, she could feel a smile wedge its way onto her lips. How foreign it felt, she wiggled a dainty little foot for another branch but found none, no, wait. Neilles tryed to look past her shoulder down to the ground hopefully.
The other branch was just a mere inch away from where her foot could have purchase with it, groaning, she attempted to lower herself down by her hands so she could reach it. Petch! Her hands slipped, as she couldn't hold her own weight up with her own poor muscles. Grabbing for the nearest thing she could, she found herself sliding pitifully down the rough bark of the tree, tumbling, and rolling away from the knobby roots. Note to self... Don't try to act so awesome... she heaved, pain wafting in where she had roughly tumbled down, it was any wonder she hadn't broken any bones. Biting back any whimpers that could have come out, Neilles coughed, and slowly picked herself up from the ground where she layed. Curled. Crumpled. This was only a minor setback, the pain was worth it, the easier part would be getting back in.
Neilles hobbled to the front of the door and checked the doormat, finding the house key, pocketing it and going on her merry way. Now where to? She mused to herself, wondering on what locations she could go without getting caught by her father or being constantly eyed distainfully by her rag-tag appearence. There wasn't any particular place that she wanted to visit, so she supposed she'd let her feet take her where ever and where ever they did go she would deal with it. Having of said that, Neilles soon found her self lost in ... where ever feet had decided to take her. "You've went and gotten yourself lost, how are you suppose to get back in time so that father doesn't notice you're gone.." she muttered to herself, a habit long since formed after the death of her mother, it was a way to keep herself somewhat sane.
"Wait.." she halted herself, pressing against a tree as a delightfully wonderful aroma greeted her dirty nose. It wasn't hard to smell, anything that wasn't fish and sea water was easily distinguishable, but very foreign to the small teenager. Pulling herself away from the tree, she found herself edging closer to a steadily growing glow of a fire, and what was better- it looked as if there was something being roasted on top of the hungry flames. Licking up dripping fat from the golden burnt carcass, her stomach seemed to flip flop multiple times, growling harshly, telling her to take the meat for herself- but someone was there. A purple thing! Person! She dropped to the ground to hide in the bushes, rustling them as quietly as she could to get a better look at the humanoid, and what possibly looked to be its meal. The corners of her lips drooped.
I want some too.. She thought despairingly, and now guiltily, if the purple guy hadn't been there she probably would have stolen it right from under his nose. Leaving him without a meal for the day, just to feed her own hateful stomach. Though if she walked up to him and asked, what was the worst that could happen? The small teenager grimaced, eyes lowering to her stomach, a small deprived thing within her body. Just as pitiful as Neilles was now, but she was hungry too! But.. but... she grasped her skull as a pain cascaded between her eyes, she wasn't sure what she wanted to do now, survival conflicted with morals, with worry, with everything wrong in the world- she would be no better than her father to deny a meal to someone else. Neilles continued trying to make her mind up, failing, terribly.
oocI deeply apologize for the length of this monster.. o_o |
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