34th, Spring 515 AV
Anger, blood boiling anger was the only emotion the Nykian awoken to. The room barren of any life other then his own as sweat dripped from his forehead. Another dream had filled his head but this time it was more then a normal nightmare. He could make out more then one face. More then just the Myrians face and the face was the man. The twisting feeling of jealousy and hate burned within his gut. This man was nothing to him other then what he knew about him which in turn was a little more then his name. The sight of him with Kaie enraged him with every moment spent. A feeling he had not held for a long time, jealousy an ugly beast that burned inside all men no matter how righteous and pure they were.
"I could see his blood on my hands. His body riddled with arrows and his neck sliced in a very unclean fashion. It was a murder not a fight and it is not something that I should be feeling. But it felt so right" he mumbled under his breath as he stared down at his hands. Feet kicked off the side of the bed, the man was bare to his core. The light of Syna that came through the window gently warmed him. He stood up and stretched with a groan.
His eyes glanced towards the window and he sighed. The man's hopes of Zeltiva being a safe haven for him were fading fast. He did not believe that he would find any sort of belonging here and the night terrors continued to fight him and keep him from gaining a foot hold on what little sanity he had left. "Did that cursed city really change me that much? Or maybe it is her. She is the reason I had that dream.. The reason I did what I did..."
He clicked his tongue against the wall of his mouth. The man stood in silence before deciding to move on with his life. He walked over to the corner that his bag occupied. His shirt laid across it and pants folded neatly on the floor next to it. He moved quickly, pulling his clothes over his body and stepped out the of the room and into the city beyond. The low cut boots tapped against the floor as he stepped down the hall. He made his way down to the lobby and slipped out as quietly as he could, hoping to not be spotted by the host.
Syna's light warmed the streets as Aider moved his hand to shield the sun. His eyes slowly adjusted to the bright beams as he walked down the streets. Another day of wandering aimlessly and dealing with his thoughts.
Anger, blood boiling anger was the only emotion the Nykian awoken to. The room barren of any life other then his own as sweat dripped from his forehead. Another dream had filled his head but this time it was more then a normal nightmare. He could make out more then one face. More then just the Myrians face and the face was the man. The twisting feeling of jealousy and hate burned within his gut. This man was nothing to him other then what he knew about him which in turn was a little more then his name. The sight of him with Kaie enraged him with every moment spent. A feeling he had not held for a long time, jealousy an ugly beast that burned inside all men no matter how righteous and pure they were.
"I could see his blood on my hands. His body riddled with arrows and his neck sliced in a very unclean fashion. It was a murder not a fight and it is not something that I should be feeling. But it felt so right" he mumbled under his breath as he stared down at his hands. Feet kicked off the side of the bed, the man was bare to his core. The light of Syna that came through the window gently warmed him. He stood up and stretched with a groan.
His eyes glanced towards the window and he sighed. The man's hopes of Zeltiva being a safe haven for him were fading fast. He did not believe that he would find any sort of belonging here and the night terrors continued to fight him and keep him from gaining a foot hold on what little sanity he had left. "Did that cursed city really change me that much? Or maybe it is her. She is the reason I had that dream.. The reason I did what I did..."
He clicked his tongue against the wall of his mouth. The man stood in silence before deciding to move on with his life. He walked over to the corner that his bag occupied. His shirt laid across it and pants folded neatly on the floor next to it. He moved quickly, pulling his clothes over his body and stepped out the of the room and into the city beyond. The low cut boots tapped against the floor as he stepped down the hall. He made his way down to the lobby and slipped out as quietly as he could, hoping to not be spotted by the host.
Syna's light warmed the streets as Aider moved his hand to shield the sun. His eyes slowly adjusted to the bright beams as he walked down the streets. Another day of wandering aimlessly and dealing with his thoughts.