[The Broken Colossus] Angels in the Early Morning

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[The Broken Colossus] Angels in the Early Morning

Postby Philomena on August 25th, 2015, 4:00 am

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The Broken Colossus, Abura, Akvatar
Summer 82, 514
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The sand had come, a late summer storm from the continent. It was not the violent storms of the deep continental desert, where flesh and bone could part with the abrasive breezes, more a dust storm then a sand-storm, but it had been eerie nonetheless to Minnie. The sky had spent a week or more the color of dirty copper, and the air of the city was a murky hue, deepening shadows into a rough granular depth. Minnie had given up trying to leave the office of the House for the duration, for the hatch at ground level would pile with silt, and she feared each time she opened it that the silt would blow in and damage one of the geldboxes. For the first time, the sky of Abura left her deeply, powerfully homesick, sick for a good wet storm that slapped clean the rooftops, and left the grass slick with good clean mud.

But now, finally, the wind had stopped, and the sky, when she had awoken for a moment in the midday, was back to its punishing, blue-white clarity. She and her apprentice had swept the walkways, and cleaned the crevices of the hatch's queer seals, and Semiyr had carefully checked for damage to the tower itself.

It had been an exhausting day despite the relief of stepping into the open night air, and as the moon suckled the horizon, and the Morning Star peered over the surface of the desert, Minnie tied her ankles and poured her tired muscles into the long pool, swimming long, slow strokes along the length of it, enjoying the feel of the spring-water on her tired back, across her belly, down the muscles of her neck. She had not realized how tense they had become in the storm, how much her body had protested the dour sky. She hinged her jaw back and forth and rolled slow circles of her head on her spine as she swam.

Then, she climbed out, untied her feet, and tied the ribbon into lengthening hair. She crawled down the broken stone at the end, and to the hand of the great fallen statue. It was full of water, as always, and she clambered up to sit on the curve of the thumb's tip, stretching her feet and dipping them into the surface of the water.

Her bag held one of the odd sea-lanterns, which she swirled gently, and rolled into the palm of the hand. It glowed, casting blue white light placidly across the contours of the fingertips, enough that Minnie could draw out a wax tablet. She dried her Qalaya-Hand on the wet waist of her skirt, and snapped the tablet open, beginning to write in a small hand.

She'd spent much of the summer working on passages of a biography of Charm Wright. The work was comforting and familiar, and gave her the comforting feeling of keeping her word to a friend. She hummed softly to herself, a chorus she'd half-heard in a little expedition to the art gallery, something low and sad and, to be frank, far beyond the limits of her singing skill. But she picked out a (highly simplified) melody of it, the only noise in the still air. The desert stretched before her, like a sea frozen in time.

It was in this way that Captain Wright acquired for the Sailor's Guild a safer berthing the port of Sunberth, ending a period of nearly three years of interrupted trade. The return of the Zeltivan ships to the shores of the city, rich with medicines, trade goods and, of course, mizas raised according to Captain Almire Hightiller, "a literal shout of goodwill from the foreign shore, and a spontaneous carnival that tested the virtues of my crew to the utmost." The grain acquired, in turn, alleviated the shortfalls at home, effectively ending the political machinations of the Chancellor of Navigation at the University.

She clucked her tongue, and marked the margin, with a note to revise - the machination of the Chancellor had been sufficiently subtle in this time, that it would be important to offer more concrete claims and evidence if she was to include them in the history, but it was important to include them, as they had been so instrumental in delaying the end of the grain shortfalls. She mused about how she was to get the records. She doubted they would be in the local library.

But these thoughts could not hold her long, for the water was tremendously, beautifully cool on her ankles. She wondered where Gypa was, but it was a quiet sort of melancholy, and added to rather than detracted from the quiet beauty of the scene. She marked a section break, accepting that perhaps it was not an evening for research, tonight, it would wait.

I had a dream, last night, a beautiful dream, that Lanie had come home and Mara was still alive, and they had written to me here. Only instead of words, the letter had hands in it, Mara's hands business like and practical, and Lanie's running wildly over my face. I think, the dream grew confused, and the hands were MY hands and my face was Lanie's face, then, only I could still feel them, and I was waking then, and found myself half=conscious of the dream, and trying very hard to catalogue the contours that the fingers found, to know how Lanie looked, now, how the shape of her face had changed. When I woke, of course, the feeling was a mishmash, nothing magical about it. I could not write a hand, though I wonder if Qalaya could - could one write so clearly that the writing literally took shape and lived of its own volition? It would make a beautiful opera - a lonely writer writes into existence a paramour, perhaps.

She smiled, thinking about it, and penned, very roughly, a verse for it.

My pen hath poured its ink into a tongue
And then abjured the tongue, to form a word -
MY ears, already writ, then bent and heard
The song the lips, en-voiced of me now sung.


She smiled a little. It was not beautiful, of course, she found it a little bit too past tense, so that it lacked the urgency of writing life into existence out of sheer desire. She looked out over the desert again, considering.

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[The Broken Colossus] Angels in the Early Morning

Postby Liminal on August 27th, 2015, 12:08 am

Given that this time, Minnie was outdoors, it was much more difficult to tell when the light had begun to appear. It was only after perhaps ten minutes that it was clear that what was happening wasn't just the shimmering of the moonlight, and almost half a bell before the familiar figure appeared.

The slim young woman who had materialized out of thin air sat next to Minnie, also dipping her feet in the pool. "Hello again, Dharopan," Bethany said, giving Minnie a quiet smile.

Her brown eyes took in the view of the desert, and she nodded her head. "This is my first time visiting Abura," she said, tracing her toes across the surface of the water. "It's just like Kena said it would be though -- stark, clear, and beautifully sad. Lhorada ghintal ei rhabomai sorunt.."

After a pause, she added, "You look well, sister Minnie. How have you found Abura thus far? What have you learned during your time here?" The questions sounded more like the interested inquiries of an older sister than an interrogation. Bethany looked down at the reflections of the pair in the pool, the breeze occasionally distorting the faces.

"It really is beautiful. Not exactly like it was on the ship, but something about the emotion of it rings similar to me."
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Postby Philomena on August 27th, 2015, 2:06 pm

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The slow congregation of light into form made the scene less overpowering, less the sudden ravishment of revelation and more of gradual transfiguration of Minnie's eyes into the sacred. It felt kind, and it was slow enough in coming that Minnie could examine and appreciate that feeling. And the gradual imposition of Bethany's lineaments gave the mind time to arrange their interrelations - it forced the patience of real observation, so that now, after speaking to Bethany only thrice, the particular form of her parts, the individuality of her mannerisms, all felt familiar and comfortable - or as comfortable as the divine can feel in a mortal mind.

As the face formed, Minnie watched it, smiling, the little wrinkles around her eyes quivering just slightly with the humbling condescension of it all.

"Hello, Bethany."

Minnie found herself watching the woman's toes, as she spoke. It felt like a human gesture, so terribly... mortal, she supposed, so undivine. Not ANTI-divine, but just so wonderfully, relatably enmeshed in the actual and the physical, in the pleasure of a cool pool of water on a hot day, of the feeling of the soft yield of it on the skin of one's toes.

Of course she is a woman.

She was surprised at the thought, for she, of all people, knew that, had found bits and corners sufficient to make something more than a statue and a mournful byword of Bethany. But somehow, none of that was quiet so humanizing as something this simple, a fit playing at the surface of the water, the tracery of a vein over the surface of it, the crinkling of the sole as she pointed the toe - it was the foot of a person, of a soul instead of an ideal. She wondered - more and more she wondered these days - if Qalaya was the same, if she, too, was simply a soul with the burden of greatness. It seemed (and for Bethany too), like such a lonely place. It made Minnie, out of sheer tenderness rest her fingers softly on the back of the other woman's hand.

"It's beautiful here. You would like them - so many stories!" she spoke slowly, watching, still, the feet, the knees, part of her mind still swimming in the wonder of another living being, "In Zeltiva, the stories were always buried deep down, wedged into the corners of things. You canny dig them out, sometimes. Here... its like every stone is meant to tell a story, every tool in someone's hand, every doorway, every paver you step on, they were all laid to tell a thing. But... different, too. There's a price to pay for it, I canny help thinking, even with so much gained, in having to be always knowing that you're telling a story. Maybe its why they're so sad. Maybe its like Mother's eyes: if you canny forget a thing, you canny really stitch your wounds."

She looked sideways at this, and said, very quietly, "Maybe that's how Kenabelle Wright felt, in th'end. I found a journal, from her friend, a woodcarver, telling of her time here a little. Hints. A Lady, with a house here. Or not here, I suppose, could be some 'ere they both went, though it seems strange for such a gap in the record to exist, and have, say Hannah not o' known. The key I have is for the Lady, and the box is for the key. I don't know who the Lady is, not yet, not... not yet. I canny find the rest of his writing, and I dunny know what to ask, yet, to look for Her."

She sighed, with a kind of absent hollowness. The talk of memory gave her a melancholy - not one to struggle against, but one that she knew well enough to rest with, now. Thoughts of all the people lost to her, of Gypa and Shearsy. Of Mara, now, still fresh. Of Hannah, and her kindly vanity. Of Lanie - oh, of Lanie. How clear she saw her, clearer now, with writing her so much, than perhaps it was when it happened. The Word is fair, but she hath a keen edge.

"Maybe it's how you've felt, too, that unstitchableness?" her fingers tensed just slightly not so much visible, as perceptible in their touch against Bethany's hand, "I know I have."

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Postby Liminal on August 30th, 2015, 6:35 pm

"There's so much unstitchableness," Bethany said quietly. "Even if you remember everything, and even if you use it to repair the mistakes of the past to the best of your ability, those mistakes are still there, etched in the tablets of forever. Mother's gifts indeed let us see things as they are, but the price of that is knowing things as they are -- the beauty and the love, but also the senseless cruelty and purposeless suffering. To keep the memories -- to tell the stories -- is to honor the past and to try and improve the future, but it costs much more than most people want to pay."

Again, she dipped her toes in the water, creating ripples that fluttered to the sides of the pool. "After Falyndar, after I died and left everyone behind, Mother came to me. She said she loved me, and would take me to her, but that she would not claim me unless it was of my own volition. Calhaira dharopan ciadhi sorunt. A servant becomes a sister by choice. And she told me that, if I went with her, all of it would become more real, more true to me than it had ever been -- the stories, the memories, the loneliness as wide as the heavens and the remembrance of everything -- EVERYTHING -- Or'kluk -- and she would give no one that burden without their consent."

Bethany's voice caught, and if Minnie looked at her, she would see that Bethany's eyes were wet with tears. "I had all four marks. Mother would have looked after me no matter what I chose. Qaliyahai extarri nui aqalyin -- memory doesn't forget her sentinels. But of course I said yes. Even though some part of me wanted to stay, I said yes, because the task is too important to set down."

Silence -- silence for a solid minute, with nothing but the empty desert wind to disturb it. Then Bethany raised her eyes and turned to Minnie. "Don't you recognize the Lady, dharopan?"

The wind lifted her hair momentarily, throwing it behind her like the remnants of a comet, before dying out and allowing it to touch the woman's shoulders again.
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Postby Philomena on August 31st, 2015, 1:25 pm

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Minnie found her lack of surprise intriguing. Perhaps she had suspected it already - yes, she had at some level. There came a time in any story, and she could not quite explain the moment, where the tug and tension of its warp and weft grew familiar enough that you can feel its contours - she had not thought the particular, but the contours of it felt inevitable as she learned it. Of course. How else could the story have been told?

"And in the end, then... a' the very end... yes. She knew she ha' to come home, finish the thing and write it. Write it down, just like you told her. Wrote it down, and put the journals safe, and... " her voice choked a bit.

When she spoke again her voice was a tremble of a sound, of the feeling of rightness at a story well-told, of the hollow ache, perhaps, of her own story, for her fingers were still on her own warp and weft, and she could feel, too, the places that her warp and weft lay still at loose thread.

"Then she took her ship, and went home to you?"

She wanted to explain, she wanted to take Bethany's hands and somehow... somehow form her life into a tidy parcel and give it to her, and see her understand as she was sure to understand it.

But, then, she must already understand it. She must already know. Even, maybe, she helped mother in the writing of it.

Minnie looked into the still water, at the blush and radiance of Bethany's wise face, the face of an idol, and at her own, silly and rabbit-eyed and moony-round under locks of hair grown dark with age, and the image wound itself into her, and made a sort of illogical sense.

"Dharopan."

She murmured the word softly and nodded.

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Postby Liminal on September 1st, 2015, 4:34 pm

Bethany sighed, a sound almost indistinguishable from the wind. "In old times -- better times, some of them were, anyway -- the Lady of Memory was always the title that Qalaya's champion held. It's not a title that anyone has had in years, but at one point, it belonged to me. Or I belonged to it."

Now, the woman tossed a single pebble into the pool. The concentric ripples momentarily disturbed the reflections Minnie was contemplating.

"As for Kena...yes and no. She knew she had to come home, yes. She remembered what I'd asked her to do, and she did it, much as it hurt her. Even though you never met her, you probably know her better than anyone now living; maybe you have some idea of how much what happened on that voyage haunted her. When she finally left Zeltiva, when her work was done and she couldn't hold herself together any longer, she didn't mean to come to me, or to mother. Plectixaja dixoen ajaxa. It's her story, and you'd have to hear it from her for it to be told properly."

She looked away, off towards the outline of the Pearl Tower.

"But she did come home."

Something in Bethany's voice here was hard to read. It was a mixture of sorrow and love, but tinged with a tone that was akin to her bell-like laughter.

"Sister Minnie, dharopan-qaliyahai, I need your help. Have you seen the fourth key?"
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Postby Philomena on September 1st, 2015, 5:45 pm

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Plectixaja dixoen ajaxa

The words Bethany spoke, now meant so much - implied so much about possibilities that were beyond even the realms of Minnie's fiction, that her mind clung to questions she knew how to ask. Plectixaja dixoen ajaxa. What could it mean? She'd transcribed the other words Bethany had said (at least as well as she could figure them - she suspected her spelling was wrong, if not impossible in the alphabet she knew), and her mind played at the words, trying to dissect them into stem and root, into the vague understanding of linguistics she'd acquired in trying to translate Kena's journals - inflected nouns and conjugations, pronouns and articles being repeated, sometimes themselves inflected. It was more a game, the sort of game one plays on accident when the mind is overwhelmed, like snatch of music worming circles in the brain.

It was the emotion in Bethany's voice that refocused Minnie, and Minnie responded, yes, partly with a scholar's curiosity, but more than this, with the urge to remember - to remember, in this case, something she had never actually known in the first place, for the words around Kena and Bethany were maddeningly nuanced and incomplete in the record, for what she knew of Kenabelle's final departure was so open-ended. Where had she gone? How had she gotten there?

"Yes... yes, I have it. I've the box that Imtappdentosin made, put away safe with it inside. I... I thought, from his notes, it must be the key he mentioned, I thought to look here, I... but I dunny know if the door is here, in Abura. I think it must have been on the way to Zeltiva," she paused, before she could launch into long descriptions of her thoughts on this, and looked into Bethany's face, with a steady gaze, "Yes, dharopan. I will help you, what would you have me do?"

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Postby Liminal on September 7th, 2015, 1:05 am

"Excellent! I had hoped you had it."

Bethany smiled briefly -- a joyous smile that lit her whole face with remarkable beauty. Almost immediately, however, she grew serious again.

"I had the key at one point. Kena took it after I died, and Charm had it after that. I had hoped you had it, but I wasn't sure. It's important, though I'm only vaguely cognizant of why."

The wind came again, forcing strands of brown hair into Bethany's face. She moved them away with one hand. "It doesn't open a door though. It opens a box of some kind. The thing is -- I need what's in the box. We need what's in the box. Dhomaidi catahan sorunt."

She threw another pebble into the water. "But I don't know where it is exactly. Mother doesn't know exactly where it is. She told me though that she believes it's in Abura, and that she believes Imtapptendosin knew where it was at one point."

Bethany took Minnie's hand in her own. Her skin was impossibly smooth, as if she hadn't aged a day since that fateful afternoon in Falyndar. "Dharopan-qaliyahai, I need you to find the box. I don't know how to give you more assistance than that, but it's important. It's a huge task, and I wish I could help more, or ask someone else to help you. But you're the only one who can do it."
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Postby Philomena on September 8th, 2015, 12:04 pm

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The hand in Minnie's made her feel young, almost by transmission. She squeezed the hands, her brow furrowing in confusion. The description of this box made her lightheaded - what could make it so that Mother could not remember a thing? Or how could a thing be, such that Mother had never seen it, to be remembered? The future, that Minnie expected to be outside of Qalaya's purview, but the past - a thing unwritten and unremembered even by Mother felt... wrong.

But then, that is perhaps why she needs it found.

"I... I will find it, if I can. It is here? In Abura? Or... or Mother thinks it is. I do not know how to start, exactly, I..." she shook her head and squeezed Bethany's hand, "I... I will do it, Dharopan-qaliyahai. I will find it, if it can be. There is no other things you can tell me? Nothing else to be remembered?"

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Postby Liminal on September 13th, 2015, 2:24 pm

Another pebble tossed into the pool, and Bethany looked away from Minnie. When her voice came, it carried clear overtones of anxiety.

"I know some things, but not everything. What I do know is that Mother made the box, and made it so that she could not find it again. Whatever she did to it extends to the power of her servants -- I may be Alvina now, but nothing I can do seems to be able to locate it. But you -- in addition to your service to Mother, you're also a researcher. I hope you'll be able to accomplish what I could not."

Bethany's jaw was tightened, though it seemed not like a reaction to anything Minnie had said or done, but to something that only she could see. "If I'm being honest, I don't really know what's inside it. I have some ideas, but they're only speculative. I just know that Mother originally placed the box here, that I believe Imtapptendosin knew where it was once, and that once you find it, you'll need to bring it to us."

Now, Bethany fixed Minnie's gaze with her deep brown eyes.

"You'll have to come to Mother's home."
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