Hatred! Hatred! Hatred! Hatred! Hatred! It beat stronger and closer, and more forceful. Her Heart met it, it had no choice and she choked it in, as Hatred swelled inside her. But her Heart matched the heaviness, built upon it, and grew in blackness, before it had chance to whither her away in fear and sorrow. Looking down, the Konti’s eyes shifted as her head turned to look at the Myrian slowly. Kell would not have recognized his companion’s fierce stare. The niceties they had shared were but a disappearing dream to the HeartSeer. Already that carefree girl was gone. If his back was not to her, he would have seen the gentleness transformed and changed before his eyes in the space of a few minutes. The Myrian would not let her pass. And Kell stood in her way, blocking her from the Myrian. Always, others sought to confine her! To hold her against her will! Poisonous Hatred churned in her Heart and through her veins! They would try to-… No! She tore her mind away from unwanted thoughts and memories! The woman’s swords were on them, leveled at them. The Heart beat wildly, then beat renewed with Hatred! She had once given in and… now she would force her way through into the Jungle. But Kell, the Drykas stood in her way… The Hatred, the threat, the words… all combined to tax Satu’s mind and Heart. “No!” she shrieked in defiance at the Myrian, “No! We were invited, and shown the way!” the Myrian, so animalistic, frightened her in an unknown way Satu could not name. But Satu was sure she knew things that others did not, and her thoughts were in turmoil. “We will not turn back, you are WRONG! My blood is sacred here, you can not spill it! We are Stronger than you know…” her breathing was labored and her head spun strangely. The Konti’s strong hand reached out and gripped Kell’s shoulder for support, “Kill him? He is my companion. Why would…” She faltered and looked at Kell and back to Oni. Oni was a cannibal; she had heard the stories... But then it registered, Oni knew.... She knew what had happened in the Wildlands! Satu’s head shook, back and forth, eyes wide. “What do you know?” she demanded, white hair a wild, shimmer about her head as it moved, “Who told you! Deanna? Lies! It is lies!” and then she spat at the woman who had moved closer. She almost couldn’t see straight with the Hatred that consumed her, Emotions fuelled her movements and her hands shook as she reached for the only comfort in her small world, the suvai. |