7th of Winter, Cemetery, at night
They had stopped putting people to the ground. Mother left and they rotted too quickly. Dead were put to the fire instead. Still, so much digging to be done. Flowers there, gutter here, even spade and hoe lacked the motivation sometimes. He could feel them rejecting every movement as they recoiled back into his palms. Even during a winter night, there was no cold left in the world. Sweat dripped down his back and he was grateful for it. The momentary cooling promised to be followed by another layer of protection. Wouldn’t think much of the stink from another man’s position, but to him it was no stink at all. It was safety. As he struck the ground again, he quickly realized what gave him such struggle. He was digging too deep and striking the roots of a nearby plant. Pity. He wondered if plants would ever return like his other visitors did.
With the thought, his eyes finally caught that his breath had already been visible for some time. He prided himself on being calm, but she must’ve noticed something. The next wave of cold grazed his left shoulder. Somehow, she had learned he found comfort in that action. Putting down the tools, he let them clang on the cobbles before placing a hand over the leftover cold on his shoulder. He knew. She knew. Yet no one spoke for the longest time.
“Do you remember how we met?” for a being that carried cold wherever she stepped, her voice was warm. This was good. Almost enough to forget. “Body breaks” and the storyteller in him cracked his knuckles for added effect “Forgetting hard”. As if a mute had made it for the deaf, this language had no melody. All the better, he guessed, Melody got noticed. Melody didn’t last long.
“Why do we play this game every night?” there was anger there “I have checked around us. Checked again. Checked another time!” something fell outside his sight. Anger indeed. He knew she was careful, but he still muddled under his breath “Safety” as his tools shook on the ground without being touched, he grabbed them out of her grasp. As he looked at her, she reminded him of his father. They would fight like this while the old man still had fight in him. Not a lot of words.
She wasn’t her usual self today. Her normal etherealness had instead been replaced by a more solid figure. She was trying to be seen – good. Her ice was yet to melt. The envy he felt must’ve been too obvious, and he bit his lip as she grew slightly paler. He would have to work on that. “Today would be my sister’s birthday”, she said in the proper tongue. He felt obliged to respond “How old is she today?” and wondered whether his sister too hung a couple of inches off the ground, fading from the world. “Seven, she would be seven”.
“Why aren’t you with her tonight?” he asked, somewhat surprised. “Didn’t want her to be cold” could their words even catch in the throat in this state “to be scared”. It was strange how she didn’t visit her family, when they were so close. “I went by the house today” he pushed further, not letting her lose herself in sadness “They’ve rebuilt. Looks better now” when she pulled closer, he felt a need to be completely honest “The soot marks are almost invisible. People no longer cast stones at them” it seemed like it pained her to hear that, but it didn’t sour the mood. He let her hang there for a few more moments, appreciating the cold, before pulling away.
“Have you tried talking to them?” when he shook his head, he didn’t give her a chance to press on “Even on East Street…” he never finished his sentence, and instead just looked down on his dregs. “They don’t need my help. What we left them was enough” she didn’t seem convinced, but stopped asking. On cue with her pause, he grabbed the sack from the floor and started pushing the excess leaves into it. This was in better condition than his shirt. They were similar in color. Would anyone even notice? Ah, sleeves! He looked to his shoulder and decided against it. He would need sleeves. “Have you heard anything, Annie?” he sucked a bit of breath in at his misstep, but she remained composed.
“Lady” if there were teeth to grit, she would’ve. “Why?” and this time curiosity even reflected in his eyes, as they grew bluer as the question stood between them. “Because no one did in life” he nodded and she proceeded to tell him about a Vantha boy from the Skyglow. She was unsure if he even needed two hands to count his years. Beaten till the end. Another disappointment. She must’ve mistaken it for sadness because he could now hear the leaves scraping across the floor towards him. He took the help, and they both pretended not to hear the dripping sound.
They had stopped putting people to the ground. Mother left and they rotted too quickly. Dead were put to the fire instead. Still, so much digging to be done. Flowers there, gutter here, even spade and hoe lacked the motivation sometimes. He could feel them rejecting every movement as they recoiled back into his palms. Even during a winter night, there was no cold left in the world. Sweat dripped down his back and he was grateful for it. The momentary cooling promised to be followed by another layer of protection. Wouldn’t think much of the stink from another man’s position, but to him it was no stink at all. It was safety. As he struck the ground again, he quickly realized what gave him such struggle. He was digging too deep and striking the roots of a nearby plant. Pity. He wondered if plants would ever return like his other visitors did.
With the thought, his eyes finally caught that his breath had already been visible for some time. He prided himself on being calm, but she must’ve noticed something. The next wave of cold grazed his left shoulder. Somehow, she had learned he found comfort in that action. Putting down the tools, he let them clang on the cobbles before placing a hand over the leftover cold on his shoulder. He knew. She knew. Yet no one spoke for the longest time.
“Do you remember how we met?” for a being that carried cold wherever she stepped, her voice was warm. This was good. Almost enough to forget. “Body breaks” and the storyteller in him cracked his knuckles for added effect “Forgetting hard”. As if a mute had made it for the deaf, this language had no melody. All the better, he guessed, Melody got noticed. Melody didn’t last long.
“Why do we play this game every night?” there was anger there “I have checked around us. Checked again. Checked another time!” something fell outside his sight. Anger indeed. He knew she was careful, but he still muddled under his breath “Safety” as his tools shook on the ground without being touched, he grabbed them out of her grasp. As he looked at her, she reminded him of his father. They would fight like this while the old man still had fight in him. Not a lot of words.
She wasn’t her usual self today. Her normal etherealness had instead been replaced by a more solid figure. She was trying to be seen – good. Her ice was yet to melt. The envy he felt must’ve been too obvious, and he bit his lip as she grew slightly paler. He would have to work on that. “Today would be my sister’s birthday”, she said in the proper tongue. He felt obliged to respond “How old is she today?” and wondered whether his sister too hung a couple of inches off the ground, fading from the world. “Seven, she would be seven”.
“Why aren’t you with her tonight?” he asked, somewhat surprised. “Didn’t want her to be cold” could their words even catch in the throat in this state “to be scared”. It was strange how she didn’t visit her family, when they were so close. “I went by the house today” he pushed further, not letting her lose herself in sadness “They’ve rebuilt. Looks better now” when she pulled closer, he felt a need to be completely honest “The soot marks are almost invisible. People no longer cast stones at them” it seemed like it pained her to hear that, but it didn’t sour the mood. He let her hang there for a few more moments, appreciating the cold, before pulling away.
“Have you tried talking to them?” when he shook his head, he didn’t give her a chance to press on “Even on East Street…” he never finished his sentence, and instead just looked down on his dregs. “They don’t need my help. What we left them was enough” she didn’t seem convinced, but stopped asking. On cue with her pause, he grabbed the sack from the floor and started pushing the excess leaves into it. This was in better condition than his shirt. They were similar in color. Would anyone even notice? Ah, sleeves! He looked to his shoulder and decided against it. He would need sleeves. “Have you heard anything, Annie?” he sucked a bit of breath in at his misstep, but she remained composed.
“Lady” if there were teeth to grit, she would’ve. “Why?” and this time curiosity even reflected in his eyes, as they grew bluer as the question stood between them. “Because no one did in life” he nodded and she proceeded to tell him about a Vantha boy from the Skyglow. She was unsure if he even needed two hands to count his years. Beaten till the end. Another disappointment. She must’ve mistaken it for sadness because he could now hear the leaves scraping across the floor towards him. He took the help, and they both pretended not to hear the dripping sound.