Sel felt weak. The emotions which flew trough him, were all a sign of his weakness. His storytelling, his breakdown, everything. But the worst of all, he knew she wasn't telling the truth. Her smile gave it away. No, and no. She wasn't okay with it. She wasn't fine with it. She hated him, but tried to make him believe otherwise. And even the Dhani, a wicked and lie-twisted race, understood why. He felt his hand getting squeezed. Her whispering words of comfort, of understanding and forgiveness. He wanted to believe into everything she said. So, why didn't he? His dark eyes slowly started to devour all the emotions that hid in his eyes. And once that was done, the emotions all over his body vanished completely. He never needed to feel. Feelings are for humans. And betrayed animals. No. A Dhani should only hate. Hate and enjoy the blood. He shook his head, while looking at the kelvic. A slight movement from left, to right, before returning to it's previous position. And after that, he didn't say anything for quite a while. He let the silence do it's work, and his eyes gave away nothing. He was cold, once more. "You know I hate that." He finally whispered. "Ssso why do you do it?" He asked. "Why do you lie to me?" He didn't know himself why he asked that. He knew the answer before he asked it. But, at least he let her know there was no use of lying to him. "I betrayed your trust...How can you sssay it's forgiven? How can you sassy it's forgotten? I can sssee it too well on you, Nida." He doesn't need sympathy! He doesn't want pity. He isn't a weak human. No, he is a Dhani, and he should act that way. Emotions were only in the way for the most time. He opened up for one person...And this happened. "I want to believe everything isss forgotten, Nida. Really. But I can't. And I wont." The Dhani once again looked away, and gazed around. "I would want to believe there would be a way to make up for my missstake. But I know how much of a fool I wasss. Open up. Tell me what you think. I want to hear the truth." |