45th Winter, 510 A.V. The unutterable dark of dreamless sleep changed tone, becoming a blackness somehow differentiated in that there were the first faint flickers of awareness returning. The world was a swimming, floating blank, but little sensations sneaked back into that world. His head felt muzzy, which meant he had a head. His mouth tasted funny, which meant he had a mouth. His ears buzzed, which meant he had ears. He was a he, which meant he had other things. He had a name, he recalled. He smelled humans and tigers, the new life and decay of the jungle. There seemed no reason to fear. He wasn't dead. His father had been a human, so at least some of them were worth trusting, and tigers, well, he was a tiger sometimes. Right now he was, though a bit of an aching one. His eyes opened blearily as he began to stretch and yawn, but startled when he realized those aches were due to things binding him immobile. It was then he panicked, because bindings were for prisoners, and he had never been one of those. There had been the freedom of Master's camp and the snowy forests around it, and then there had been the freedom of the wider world as he followed an old trail, his sister's, down to the jungles, a place the humans called Fallydor. Farandir? Something like that. He wasn't much of a one for names. He remembered his: Mihai. He remembered his sister's: Miharu. Neither were pronounceable while in his better form. He let out a frustrated, rather piteous, adolescent roar. He couldn't wait for it to mature and actually scare people, but it was all he had to work with at the moment, and it was more of an instinctual reaction to this predicament than anything else. Half-blind, deaf but for the buzzing in his ears, he still managed to have an idea. A brilliant idea! In a flash of light, the tiger disappeared, replaced by a human, somewhere in the awkward phases between boy and man. The ropes draped over him more like decoration now as he grinned triumphantly and wobbled to his feet. But it was then that all the toxins in his blood hit him, and it took much more of them to bring down a tiger than a boy. Blinking, he got dizzy, and the buzz in his ears became a roar and... oh no. He began to vomit on his ropes. |