by Ginchoeri on October 31st, 2012, 11:52 pm
Her father had been a tall man, though she didn't know exactly how tall. He had golden brown hair and golden eyes, and a lithe and lean body build. It made sense since he was a lion kelvic. His fingers were deft with his tools as she'd watch him put a harp together piece by piece. It always fascinated her how he'd almost make it like a puzzle, and each part fit perfectly with the other. She watched him as he carved intricate disigns on the wood and smiled asking him if they meant anything. He'd always reply with, "It is up to the player of the instrument to determine that my little foal." Gin would just smile up at her papa and get closer to see in greater detail her fathers handy work.
Even though she was really young she still had memories. Right now she was not but four years of age really. Though she looked like a teen. It amazed her how time flew. It wasn't long ago that he'd died along with her mother. The memory made her shiver. Letting her fingers flit across the strings of her harp she played different runs. She didn't bother tuning, she'd done it earlier that day and she hadn't really gone out anywhere to let it bump out of tune. Plus her ears told her she was right. If she tuned it would be out of pickyness and right now she just wanted to relax.
She sighed as she sat there, the memories of her father and mother making her lonely. She wished she could find someone for her. She was stuck, she felt, as if when her parents died she suddenly could not truely connect with anyone. She wanted this, frozenness to stop, to end, but she guessed it would not if she kept on sitting around like a bum at her tent, but she feared it in a way too. Getting close to someone. What if she did and then suddenly they died too. No she did not want that, that would be horrible for her.
She looked at the sky with her deep blue eyes and let her mind wander for a while. She let herself think about her mother and father and the people she had met over the course of her stay in Endrykas. The kind and the mean people, and those in between. She smiled as she remembered the fun times and laughed at herself when she remembered silly things she had done. She was, a little bit, emotional, and quick to gaurd her emotions when she felt it was needed, not that she was any good at it. She was a emotional wreck most of the time, or, just nervous as a horse with something under it's feet it does not like.
She layed down, the grass brushing against her body. She smiled and breathed it in, she brought herself back to the present and wondered about what she wanted to play and sing.