Fall 61st, 512AV (Sunset) It had been a long day of training, for Xuphim and Septimus had decided to quit their spar. She was tired, beat, and had a lot on her plate. Especially today. Four or so years ago her parents shoved her out the door because her foolish father had went out blabbering that he had a Tiaden War Horse Kelvic for a daughter! That Septimus would never forgive him for because of course, word travels, and it reached the ears of some slavers who then raided their house searching for her. That same night her parents possibly were taken along with a horse. This event haunted her every 59th day of fall and unfortunately, today was a training day. Septimus had been half distracted today and it showed as she stopped using the broadsword. Well, she didn't stop using it. It more like clashed to the ground as she dropped it. The Kelvic sat down with a heavy sigh, wiping the sweat from her face with her shirt underneath the armor she had been training with. A gust of wind from Zulrav helped this process as she looked up at Xuphim with gazing eyes. Bet he wondering why you stopped training right in the middle, huh? Septimus bit her lip and began before he could scowl her "Today has been one hell of a rough day on me which is why I've been distracted and practicing halfheartedly." Should she tell him what happened? Would he even care? The Void if she knew, but she then just looked at the ground with a sigh. Damn, not only that Septimus. That petching dream you had a few days back. Still got ya down and messed up, but remember what Calia said! No pain, no gain. Or in this case, if you don't train you die, now come on. Her sparkling blue eyes marked the feelings behind them in which she felt. Although she was a horse, she still had feelings like everyone else. Especially remorse. She needed to get away, to escape this for a while. But that was the question wasn't it? How would she get away exactly. She couldn't sleep for it would plague her dreams. And when she thought about it, her stomach churned and a nauseating feeling crept into up into it as well. Was it just her experiencing this? Or was this her horse's cowering attitude coming out from beneath. She wasn't sure and she was far too afraid to ask for she didn't want to try and break down any sense of pride Xuphim might have been trying to keep up so she simply stated with a sigh "I've got this weird feeling in my stomach and I've been having these gruesome and bloody nightmares and... I just need to get away from it all." Septimus ran a hand through her blonde and golden hair, then directed her burning aqua eyes back to him "I'm sorry this probably sounds all weak and 'not tough' but who the hell else would know?" Septimus scratched her head with a million thoughts running through her head "You know, four years ago I believe it was my parents shoved me out the door to fend for my own. I was about seven months then? Possibly wrong, just estimating here. Then they were kidnapped by slavers. I returned to no one." Septimus clasped her hair with her hands "I was alone and scared. Left to fend for myself in the Wildlands, sir. All because my father opened his foolish mouth and told his so called friends about myself. I am the reason they are possibly dead, along with an innocent horse. Possibly two. So before you go and scowl me, I think that's the reason you should know that I've been so out of it today." With a large and heavy sigh that escaped from her lungs, she wiped her face from sweat once more then looked into his silvery eyes for any sign of understanding. |