Day of the 43rd of Fall 512 AV continued She shook in his arms when he wispered to her and picked her up in his arms. She kept mumbling things like, "I out ran you.." or, "I bleed and ran for days...", "My parents were dead already", "it was my birthday when you attacked me..." the list of things she said and repeated went on and on. It was as if she were talking to something, her head darting around back and forth as if what she was talking to were also darting around. Yes, even in a different possition, she still saw that horrible shape even in just the corner of her eye. She whimpered and leaned into Viper closely, somehow in the chaos of her mind, knowing he was the safety net. The thing that would make it all go away. But even as he rocked with her in his lap, brushing her back, she still wimpered, and soon tears started falling. She did not even notice the healer was gone. Viper's words tore their way into her mind, trying to scratch the surface of the wall her memories had put up. Her breathing hitched, but still the image would not leave. "Can't you just leave me alone?" She cried, the cackling of the image echoed through her mind. She put her hands in her face, "It will not leave me alone.. i... want it gone.. but.. i don't want to be alone.. why.. " Her thoughts escaped in semi coherent pieces. "Why does it haunt me so... this.. fear.. that keeps me locked in place..." She deffinately was not aware of Viper's presence, not consiously, and so words just came flying out, no real mind to block them. He could hear every word of it. |