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[Tyler Avery]

The night is comeplty under the shadows. Completly soaked in the Unknown. It is a secret covered with secrets. Why am I so utterly buried in this? So enveloped with this Unknown. The little things, not knowing a person, whom I have have never met's ,name... an obsession I cannot shake... The big things, a secret someone is so obviously hiding. I feel like I am going mad. I have heard of Konti's going mad. They say we are too delicate... to fragile. What a myth! Have they ever been to Mura? To Konti Isle? Have they ever seen what we can do? We... the same hair... same skin... are we the same? I almost can't stand being here anymore. I can't stand the same... the same everyday, day after day. I see the same white everywhere. Their auras are the only difference. But sometimes I feel as if even their auras become the same. There is so much out there. So much Unknown that I must know. So many races I know so little about... so many cities... so many colors, auras, personalities. When will I be free of this prison? But back to the Unknown. You know when you forget something... something you just had on your tongue and then you forget it? And it drives you crazy trying to remember just what that was? I feel like that. All of the time. Every tiny little thing... the Unknown... Everywhere. The larger the mystery the greater the madness. I learned of a God. A Goddess actually. She is the mother of our brothers. Akajia. She is the Goddess of darkness, or secrets. She is the Goddess of all my insanity. She is someone I must learn more about. Maybe one day she will help me understand the Unknown.