Sil'h the Lost
General Information :
1. What is your Name?
My name? Sil'h.
2. Do you go by a nickname or pet name?
Not that I remember.
3. How old are you?
I'd guess to be in my mid 30's.
4. What is your height?
I measured at 6'3" the last time I checked.
5. What is your weight?
I weight around 125 lbs.
My name? Sil'h.
2. Do you go by a nickname or pet name?
Not that I remember.
3. How old are you?
I'd guess to be in my mid 30's.
4. What is your height?
I measured at 6'3" the last time I checked.
5. What is your weight?
I weight around 125 lbs.
Aesthetics :
1. Describe yourself as you see yourself.
I see myself as a stick with legs. Or well.. more of a mop. Long hair. Long thin body. I'm like a walking mop. I'm not good at describing myself, because I don't really care to. I'm not important to myself, but if I need to, then.. eh. I look like I haven't seen sunlight in years, though I'm not sure if that's the case.
2. Describe yourself as others typically see you.
Given the chance, other people do not even notice me. I stick to hiding, until I absolutely need something, or I am needed.
3. What is your favorite body feature?
Of myself, or of another? If it is of myself, it'd be my eyes, because nobody ever sees them. If its of another, it'd be the throat. So vital it is, yet so exposed.
4. How physically fit are you?
Quite fit, though I'm quite scrawny looking. I work myself out, as to kill time, trying to figure what I will do.
5. How do you typically dress and what is your style?
I dress not to impress. I keep modest, and wear long items, that hide what my hair does not.
I see myself as a stick with legs. Or well.. more of a mop. Long hair. Long thin body. I'm like a walking mop. I'm not good at describing myself, because I don't really care to. I'm not important to myself, but if I need to, then.. eh. I look like I haven't seen sunlight in years, though I'm not sure if that's the case.
2. Describe yourself as others typically see you.
Given the chance, other people do not even notice me. I stick to hiding, until I absolutely need something, or I am needed.
3. What is your favorite body feature?
Of myself, or of another? If it is of myself, it'd be my eyes, because nobody ever sees them. If its of another, it'd be the throat. So vital it is, yet so exposed.
4. How physically fit are you?
Quite fit, though I'm quite scrawny looking. I work myself out, as to kill time, trying to figure what I will do.
5. How do you typically dress and what is your style?
I dress not to impress. I keep modest, and wear long items, that hide what my hair does not.
Family :
1. Who are your parents and what are they like?
I have no idea about who or what my parents are like, except for the paintings I've noticed myself in with them. I believe they were quite seaworthy people.
2. Do you have any brothers or sisters?
No clue.
3. What is your extended family like?
Again, no clue.
4. Do you consider close friends as important or more/less important than family?
I probably would.
5. Do you treat animals like family?
I guess I would. I have no pets, as no animal has ever stuck around me long enough to be one.
I have no idea about who or what my parents are like, except for the paintings I've noticed myself in with them. I believe they were quite seaworthy people.
2. Do you have any brothers or sisters?
No clue.
3. What is your extended family like?
Again, no clue.
4. Do you consider close friends as important or more/less important than family?
I probably would.
5. Do you treat animals like family?
I guess I would. I have no pets, as no animal has ever stuck around me long enough to be one.
Location :
1. Where were you born?
From what the paintings I've come across show, I was born on a boat.
2. Where do you live now?
Wherever will take me in.
3. If you could live anywhere in Mizahar where would that be?
Anywhere with a port, water, and ships.
4. Do you have a favorite place to vacation or spend leisure time?
The sea.
5. Where do you fear to be?
I fear to be imprisoned. My mind is already, and I do not need my body to be as well.
From what the paintings I've come across show, I was born on a boat.
2. Where do you live now?
Wherever will take me in.
3. If you could live anywhere in Mizahar where would that be?
Anywhere with a port, water, and ships.
4. Do you have a favorite place to vacation or spend leisure time?
The sea.
5. Where do you fear to be?
I fear to be imprisoned. My mind is already, and I do not need my body to be as well.
Traits :
1. Do you have any physical weaknesses (disease, scars, and missing limbs)?
Weaknesses? Well, I've not the best eyesight, though the weakening is only to my left eye.
2. Are you right handed or left handed?
Right handed.
3. What languages do you speak? What do you sound like? Do you have an accent?
I speak what any normal human speaks.. What I sound like... heh. People tease me, that I have somewhat of a lisp, making me sound like a snake.
4. Do you have any odd mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
Nothing odd, annoying, or really defining, though I've a twitch of my right index finger when I seem to grow annoyed.
5. Do you have (or want to get) any tattoos or piercing? Why do you have them (or will get them) ?
I'd rather not get a tattoo, since I prefer my skin to be as it is. A beautiful ivory slate.
Weaknesses? Well, I've not the best eyesight, though the weakening is only to my left eye.
2. Are you right handed or left handed?
Right handed.
3. What languages do you speak? What do you sound like? Do you have an accent?
I speak what any normal human speaks.. What I sound like... heh. People tease me, that I have somewhat of a lisp, making me sound like a snake.
4. Do you have any odd mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
Nothing odd, annoying, or really defining, though I've a twitch of my right index finger when I seem to grow annoyed.
5. Do you have (or want to get) any tattoos or piercing? Why do you have them (or will get them) ?
I'd rather not get a tattoo, since I prefer my skin to be as it is. A beautiful ivory slate.
Occupations :
1. What is your occupation?
I am currently unemployed, but am hoping to find something.
2. Do you like/dislike your work? Why?
I do. I hate being around, doing nothing.
3. If you could be anything you wanted to, what would you be?
A ship captain. Maybe a pirate. Both? Who knows.
4. What occupation do you admire the most? Why?
Ship captain, because its the biggest part of my interests, with the sea, and venturing through it.
5. What occupation do you lest like? Why?
Probably tax collector. Mostly because I have to talk to people a lot.
I am currently unemployed, but am hoping to find something.
2. Do you like/dislike your work? Why?
I do. I hate being around, doing nothing.
3. If you could be anything you wanted to, what would you be?
A ship captain. Maybe a pirate. Both? Who knows.
4. What occupation do you admire the most? Why?
Ship captain, because its the biggest part of my interests, with the sea, and venturing through it.
5. What occupation do you lest like? Why?
Probably tax collector. Mostly because I have to talk to people a lot.
Childhood :
1. What sort of child were you?
Not sure, really. I can't recall my childhood.
2. What is your favorite memory from childhood?
Not having one?
3. What is your worst memory from childhood?
Not having one?
4. What sort of relationship did you have with your parents?
From what I can see, I had a fairly rocky relationship with my father.
5. Who was your most influential rolemodel?
My mother, most likely.
Not sure, really. I can't recall my childhood.
2. What is your favorite memory from childhood?
Not having one?
3. What is your worst memory from childhood?
Not having one?
4. What sort of relationship did you have with your parents?
From what I can see, I had a fairly rocky relationship with my father.
5. Who was your most influential rolemodel?
My mother, most likely.
Education :
1. What sort of education do you have?
Little to no formal education. I learned everything I know, apparently, from my parents. Not sure why or how I know these things, to be honest, but I can do things without thinking.
2. Do you like/dislike learning?
I'd love to learn, if somebody would take me in.
3. Where or how did you learn most of your skills/abilities?
Books? Word of mouth? Experience?
4. How do you learn best?
Being taught by somebody who knows what they are doing, but understands when failure appears.
5. What are your educational goals for the future?
I hope to learn to become a captain of my own ship, as well as a few other things.
Little to no formal education. I learned everything I know, apparently, from my parents. Not sure why or how I know these things, to be honest, but I can do things without thinking.
2. Do you like/dislike learning?
I'd love to learn, if somebody would take me in.
3. Where or how did you learn most of your skills/abilities?
Books? Word of mouth? Experience?
4. How do you learn best?
Being taught by somebody who knows what they are doing, but understands when failure appears.
5. What are your educational goals for the future?
I hope to learn to become a captain of my own ship, as well as a few other things.
Relationships :
1. Do you form close bonds with people? Why? Why not?
I just don't bond well with people, but I'd like it to chance. Maybe its how I look.
2. Do you trust people easily? If not, why not?
I honestly won't trust somebody easily, until they earn my respect.
3. Do you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else?
No clue. Maybe when I meet the right person, I'll find out.
4. Have you ever been kissed? If so, describe the first time.
Not that I recall.
5. Have you ever had sex? If so, describe the first time.
Not that I recall.
I just don't bond well with people, but I'd like it to chance. Maybe its how I look.
2. Do you trust people easily? If not, why not?
I honestly won't trust somebody easily, until they earn my respect.
3. Do you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else?
No clue. Maybe when I meet the right person, I'll find out.
4. Have you ever been kissed? If so, describe the first time.
Not that I recall.
5. Have you ever had sex? If so, describe the first time.
Not that I recall.
Drugs and Alcohol :
1. Have you ever been drunk? If so, describe your first time.
No clue, if I ever got drunk.
2. Do you like to drink on a regular basis?
Not sure.
3. What sort of alcohol do you prefer?
Um?
4. Have you ever tried drugs (mood altering substances)? If so, which kinds and what did you think of them?
No clue, really. Sorry. I'm giving you pointless survey answers, aren't I?
5. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Be specific.
I think they're... open for use, if the will is there.
No clue, if I ever got drunk.
2. Do you like to drink on a regular basis?
Not sure.
3. What sort of alcohol do you prefer?
Um?
4. Have you ever tried drugs (mood altering substances)? If so, which kinds and what did you think of them?
No clue, really. Sorry. I'm giving you pointless survey answers, aren't I?
5. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Be specific.
I think they're... open for use, if the will is there.
Likes and Dislikes :
1. What are your hobbies?
I like reading books on plants, ships, the sea.
2. Do you like to read?
Yes.
3. What annoys you more than anything else?
Being stuck inland.
4. What do you find the most relaxing activity to do?
Swimming.
5. What kinds of things embarrass you? Why?
Being called something, like.. 'cute'... or 'adorable'. Because I know I'm not.
I like reading books on plants, ships, the sea.
2. Do you like to read?
Yes.
3. What annoys you more than anything else?
Being stuck inland.
4. What do you find the most relaxing activity to do?
Swimming.
5. What kinds of things embarrass you? Why?
Being called something, like.. 'cute'... or 'adorable'. Because I know I'm not.
Favorites :
1. What is your favorite color or colors?
I prefer nothing bright, really. Grays and browns, maybe a bit of dark red.
2. What is your favorite time of day?
Night.
3. What is the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen?
The sea.
4. What do you like to eat? What do you hate to eat?
Sweet things taste nice. And I hate tasting things that are spicy.
5. What is your favorite type of weather? Does any kind scare you?
Peaceful weather, with a nice breeze, is my ideal weather. And, I can't be for certain if there is a weather that may scare me, well.. besides maybe snow.
I prefer nothing bright, really. Grays and browns, maybe a bit of dark red.
2. What is your favorite time of day?
Night.
3. What is the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen?
The sea.
4. What do you like to eat? What do you hate to eat?
Sweet things taste nice. And I hate tasting things that are spicy.
5. What is your favorite type of weather? Does any kind scare you?
Peaceful weather, with a nice breeze, is my ideal weather. And, I can't be for certain if there is a weather that may scare me, well.. besides maybe snow.
Outlook :
1. Are you optimistic or pessimistic?
I'd say I'm internally optimistic, but externally pessimistic.
2. What are your religious views?
I have none.
3. Would you be able to kill?
If I really needed to, then I might.
4. What are your views on sex?
I've no sex, that I recall, so I have no views on the matter.
5. What, in your opinion, makes a successful life?
Peace and everlasting love? ... Or maybe fame and fortune? Well, the level of success depends on the level of thought and effort. My own life would be successful if I became somewhat of a swashbuckler, with their own ship.
I'd say I'm internally optimistic, but externally pessimistic.
2. What are your religious views?
I have none.
3. Would you be able to kill?
If I really needed to, then I might.
4. What are your views on sex?
I've no sex, that I recall, so I have no views on the matter.
5. What, in your opinion, makes a successful life?
Peace and everlasting love? ... Or maybe fame and fortune? Well, the level of success depends on the level of thought and effort. My own life would be successful if I became somewhat of a swashbuckler, with their own ship.
Actions :
1. What is the worst and best thing you’ve ever done?
Not sure.
2. What is your greatest regret?
Not remembering my past.
3. What is your best/worst memory?
I don't have many.
4. If you could change one thing about your past, what would it be and why?
Being able to remember it, because my life would be a lot less confusing.
5. What are you the most proud of doing in your life?
Living one day at a time.
Not sure.
2. What is your greatest regret?
Not remembering my past.
3. What is your best/worst memory?
I don't have many.
4. If you could change one thing about your past, what would it be and why?
Being able to remember it, because my life would be a lot less confusing.
5. What are you the most proud of doing in your life?
Living one day at a time.
Emotions :
1. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings with others?
I don't like to tell others how I feel.
2. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
Not that I know of.
3. What makes you happy?
Puppies, kittens, cute things, plants, water, the sea, boats, and pirates.
4. Who or what, if anything, would you die for?
My captain, my crew, my family.
5. What makes you angry?
People telling me to get angry.
I don't like to tell others how I feel.
2. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
Not that I know of.
3. What makes you happy?
Puppies, kittens, cute things, plants, water, the sea, boats, and pirates.
4. Who or what, if anything, would you die for?
My captain, my crew, my family.
5. What makes you angry?
People telling me to get angry.
Relationships :
1. In general, how do you treat others?
With respect, and with distance.
2. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
I have no idea.
3. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
See above.
4. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If not, describe an ideal lover.
An ideal lover? Well, that would imply that I would like sex, or whatever. I'd be more interested in a companion of sorts, that understands and knows my wishes and thoughts. They would be willing to give peace a chance, and maybe like a life at sea.
5. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
Myself. I have to.
With respect, and with distance.
2. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
I have no idea.
3. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
See above.
4. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If not, describe an ideal lover.
An ideal lover? Well, that would imply that I would like sex, or whatever. I'd be more interested in a companion of sorts, that understands and knows my wishes and thoughts. They would be willing to give peace a chance, and maybe like a life at sea.
5. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
Myself. I have to.
Group Situations :
1. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
Avoid conflict.
2. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
I'm not social.
3. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
Depends, really. If for work, I'd be willing to.
4. Do you care what others think of you?
Not really.
5. What do you think of others, in general?
Depends on who it is.
Avoid conflict.
2. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
I'm not social.
3. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
Depends, really. If for work, I'd be willing to.
4. Do you care what others think of you?
Not really.
5. What do you think of others, in general?
Depends on who it is.
Self Image :
1. What is your greatest strength as a person?
Distancing myself from my emotions.
2. What is your greatest weakness?
See above.
3. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
My forgetting of my past.
4. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
Huh?
5. Are you generally organized or messy?
I'm quite organized, really.
Distancing myself from my emotions.
2. What is your greatest weakness?
See above.
3. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
My forgetting of my past.
4. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
Huh?
5. Are you generally organized or messy?
I'm quite organized, really.
Beliefs :
1. What God or Goddess do you find most appealing, if any?
Not sure.
2. Which God or Goddess do you fear, if any?
Not sure.
3. Do you have any Gnosis Marks? If so, how did you receive them?
I don't think I have any.
4. What lengths would you go to to please your deity?
If I had any, I'd go beyond my limits.
5. Where do you draw the line at pleasing your deity? What is too much?
I'd have to have one first, no?
Not sure.
2. Which God or Goddess do you fear, if any?
Not sure.
3. Do you have any Gnosis Marks? If so, how did you receive them?
I don't think I have any.
4. What lengths would you go to to please your deity?
If I had any, I'd go beyond my limits.
5. Where do you draw the line at pleasing your deity? What is too much?
I'd have to have one first, no?
Life & Death :
1. What do you absolutely live for?
The adventure.
2. What is the best part of life?
Relaxing.
3. What is the best part of death?
The peacefulness.
4. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
In a hail of cannon-fire, on my own ship.
5. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
Not sure. I'm easily forgettable.
The adventure.
2. What is the best part of life?
Relaxing.
3. What is the best part of death?
The peacefulness.
4. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
In a hail of cannon-fire, on my own ship.
5. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
Not sure. I'm easily forgettable.
Current housing:
Small cottage;
1 room.
1 hearth.
1 chest.
1 chair.
1 table.
Current skills:
Swimming; 20
Cartography; 30 (+15 added, from racial bonus)
Acrobatics; 10
Writing; 5
Current funds;
100 mizas
[This is nowhere close to finished. If a Storyteller could look at it, and basically rip it to shreds and tell me what is wrong, and if they could help me make it better, I'd be very happy.]