Summer 37, 470
MacLinny's Tavern, University District, Zeltiva
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Minnie arrived, and the tavern was not yet opened.
"Well, Mussy Lefting, you seem ter be excited, eh?"
Minnie started and looked hard at the tavern-man, "You recognize me?"
"Aye, sure. You come 'ere, usually, on Chattery Nights. Usually alone. Sometimes with Mussy Capinsal, who ne'er comes orterwise. You're summit wid th'university, and gave a lecture at the last Kena-Wright day, eh?"
"I didn't think… people even noticed…"
The man snorted, laughed, "Well, you're also a fine tipper, Mussy. You're 'ere after this Djedless Magician, eh?"
"Yessir!"
"I've nary idea how I ended up getting her, ter be honest. She showed me a few things, what fairly made me hairs stand on end! She orter be performing a' greater halls than this, wit' drunk students and floozies."
Minnie smiled, and shook her head, but blushed.
"Yer goner be wantin' summat for dinner?"
"Sure, maybe --"
"-- kelp fritters. I know. Be right up, I dunny have time for a fancy0plate, but some kelp fritters I can threw on while I prep the house, you know."
"Thank you."
She took a seat right up by the front, though off to the corner a bit, shy of being too close, too visible. MacLinny's did not even, per se, have a stage. Instead, the tables had just been crowded out of there corner closest to the hearth. The place, if it was a popular show, would turn into sweatier than a Loveless bed at a high summer swelter, for the crowd would huddle in a great mass towards this corner. Minnie had seen it so just a few weeks earlier, when a student of dance had performed something she said was patterned after a Ben'shira style, that involved her slowly, sinuously removing a series of veils that, to be blunt, had no other clothing underneath them. Noone had particularly been impressed with the accuracy of her research into the Ben'shira, who knew, but more than one person had been, clearly, impressed with what was underneath the veils. The Wave Guard, in the end, had been called in, which just turned it, for most of the guests, from a good show, to a jolly romp.
Minnie sat quietly for a few minutes, then finally took her wax tablet out, and a book on Abura. She was taking slow, careful notes on the shape of the harbor there.
"Oh, that's terribly wrong, I'm afraid."
The woman who had addressed her stood leaning against the back of Minnie's own chair. Minnie squealed and leapt, "What?"
"Abura, the harbor, it doesn't look like that. I've been there."
She turned half 'round. "You have… but… Captain Wright mapped it herself! I can't imagine…"
"Oh, I imagine he was right, more or less."
"What?"
"Captain Wright," a slight pause, "erm… she was right, more or less. I'm sure that, to be frank, she mapped it as accurately as possible. As it appeared to her."
"But then, this is what it looks!"
"No, no!"
"Has it changed?"
"No more than normal."
"Well, then it should be like this!"
"For the captain, sure."
"What do you mean?"
"Abura, the bay, the Akvatari there, they say that, a thousand years ago, the Akvatari came to their island, and there was no harbor. So one of them built the harbor, you know."
"Built it?"
Minnie was lost now, hopelessly caught in the second woman's speech. She was not a classical beauty by any means, but the exotic flatness of her face stretched over a delicate bonyness, the slightly off centered ness of her Almond milk eyes, and the taut energy of her small lipped mouth, gave her a certain cat-like prettiness that's imperfections entranced the eye, the slight dissonances of her appearance teasing the eye to try to work them out.
These features would have made her interesting - "worth a foreword glance and a sternward ogle" as the sailors might term it. But what made her truly shine, rather, was the effervescence she imbued into that body. She told stories almost like a dancer, a certain grace of feature, and expressiveness in the quick, darting gesticulations of her hands, her neck, her shoulders, and her mobile, quirking, rolling, puckering, smiling lips. The whole of the package fascinated, caught the eye, and lender a power to the woman's obvious gifts as a storyteller. Minnie had shut her tablet, and pushed a chair out for the woman, in a timidly inviting way. The woman circled round the table, courted and flirted with the chair, but did not sit.
"Indeed! The arms of the bay were not there, once, you know? There are some philosophers who would say they still are not. There was a mage and storyteller amongst the Akvatari, a woman named Sonsenen, who walked down to the shore, and a spun a web of magical force so thick and strong that it buzzed in the air. And she took the little group of her people, and she spun a story, her words so convincing, a story of the bay so rich and strong and true, that by the end, there the bay was!
Only, of course, it was only a story, the bay, and so everyone saw it just a bit differently, the way you imagine a character in a story. I may say, you know, 'Her auburn hair was like drops of sunlight filtered through the autumn leaves', and you might see it smooth like running water, and I may see it wild like fire and light, you know? That was just how the bay was, and just how it is today.
So your captain, she probably saw it just the way you drew it. When I saw it, I had… been sailing for three weeks through a horrible storm around the Desert Lands, a sirocco wind blowing my ship in… but I'm boring you!"
Indeed she wasn't, and a part of Minnie's mind - not with any particular cynicism, just with the interest of an academic - was fairly sure the woman KNEW she wasn't boring her, knew, in fact that Minnie was utterly rapt. This was the same part of her mind that mentioned quietly to the forebrain that this story was clearly utter cockabilly. Her forebrain shrugged back. In some sense, it didn't matter. It was a wonderful memory, false or not, and Minnie wrapped it up tightly in her mind to write down later.
"Nae, naught! What were the bay for you, then?"
"Well… if you insist…"
"I do."
"Well, when I came, the bay… had two broad arms like the boards of a book, with slender, rounded beaches, like a flesh of pages on each side."
Minnie frowned slightly. There was a fine line, she felt, between storytelling and manipulation, and Minnie began to grow suspicious the line was being crossed, that being a fairly obvious 'tell', from her own life. There is a difference between a story told as a gift to the listener, and one told to jerk the listener around. She began to suspect. This woman, perhaps, wanted something. In the abstract, perhaps, Minnie could have an intellectual argument that a story is a story, whatever the purpose of the story is. But at the gut level? Minnie's voice retracted, subconsciously, as she grew more cautious, her back straightened slightly.
"Ah. Peculiar."
The other woman frowned, a moment, then bloomed into a rueful, self-deprecating grin, and a slight shrug, "Well. Maybe not just like that." She plopped into the chair without an invitation, "I'm Nini, a pleasure to meet you. You're a doc?"
Minnie frowned, but softened a bit. The woman retracted, at least. Minnie remained tentative, but not colder than necessary, "Dr. Lefting, Department of Literature. You are… here for the show?"
The woman smiled, a queer little smile, "Oh, yes, certainly, and you?"
"Indeed. Its a strange idea, I hope it's good?"
"Indeed. You never know with these itinerant performers. Sometimes they're awful."
"You go to the shows often, then, Ms Nini? I've not seen you before."
"Maybe you just don't remember me."
"Oh no! I'd remember you!" the words popped out perhaps a TOUCH too fervently. Minnie blushed.
The woman smirked, and laughed, "Never be embarrassed to pay a compliment, I'm touched. You are a professor? Perhaps you just run in higher circles than me, I'm nobody special." There was a subtle slyness to the words.
Minnie didn't pick up on it, never the most observant when she's fascinated, "Oh, I doubt it. I love the gallery at the Theatre, and the little tavern shows, like this. Street theatre. Chanteuserie. Even Chattery. I have low taste, I guess."
"Or Djedless Magicians!"
"Or that!" Minnie laughed.
"How do you know, though?"
"Know what?"
"I mean, how do you think they can tell? If she's using magic, I mean, like, real magic."
"I heard she wears a djed shackle. And I know some of the students with an eye for Auristics will come, try to out her at a trick, you know."
"Ah! That'd be a lark if they saw through it, wouldn't it?"
"Hmm? You mean, like if they caught her cheating?"
"Indeed!"
Minnie shrugged, "Maybe… I'd rather she succeed. You know?"
"What do you mean?"
Minnie shrugged, "I dunno… I'm a literature professor, I'll bore you with my answer." She laughed, through her nasally voice.
"No, no! Come, don't be a tease!"
"Well… I dunno… I guess… well, I mean, its a trick, right? Either its magic, or its something she's doing that looks like magic, and… I dunno. I suppose… I mean, its like the rest of us. Like everyone does that, don't they? Conjuring a version of themselves up for an audience. I like the idea of her succeeding. I like the idea that one can be extraordinary simply by trying very hard, if that makes sense. Its like fiction - if it makes you believe, that means its better. If you see through it… well, then its sad. You feel sorry. You wish you could fix it."
"Like illusions."
"Sure… I suppose. I hadn't thought of it that way. If you believe a thing, if a thing presents itself so truthfully that you cannot tell it is an illusion, then… well, the memory of it is just as real as if it had not been an illusion. Illusion isn't less than fact, then, it just take skill. Fact only takes luck to have on your side. Illusion takes a gift, I guess. I've never had it."
The woman smiled, shrugged. Minnie's kelp fritters arrived at the table. The other woman frowned, reaching down into her own bag as the old tavern-man delivered the food. She came back up once he was gone, with a meat pie in her hand.
"Those are kelp, hmm?"
"Indeed."
"Is it good?"
Minnie frowned. It was funny, the question, at some level… she'd never really thought about it. They were familiar. They were simple.
"I suppose so. You are not from here?"
Nini laughed, "Oh, I've just never had it frittered."
"You're welcome… to try one?"
Nini reached a slender hand, and took the nearest and bit it. She frowned, chewing it slowly. "Greasy."
"When I…" Minnie stopped. She'd been about to tell about being a girl. About the way kelp fritters were there third-day dinner, the richest of the week, how they'd fought over who got to lick the oily drippings out of the bottom of the serving bowls. Of how Lanie would snitch them and stuff them down her shirt, and Minnie would laugh at her and call her Fritterteats. How Lanie would laugh and strut about the streets playing at being a trollop.
But she didn't. She wouldn't. She never told those stories. Ever. And the fact that she almost had shocked her, made her feel almost sick.
Nini frowned, "You alright, doc?"
"I… yes, I'm sorry. Yes, I'm fine. Yes. Greasy. Yes."
Nini frowned, thoughtfully, looking at Minnie in a way that made Minnie uncomfortable. The crowd was beginning to filter in by now, and this slowed their conversation naturally, for this was a college crowd, and not at all quiet. They larked about, there was pinching of buttocks, shouts and jokes, catcalls, orders of kelp beer and cakes. The shuffling of tables.
"Have to love students, eh Doc?" Nini said ruefully.
"Oh yes, of course!" Minnie missed the emotional cue, for she was watching the crowd intently, "Yes, you do…" Minnie hated and loved students all at once - no not hated. Never hated. Was frightened of them, perhaps, frustrated by them. But never really hated.
"Well, raucous anyway. Hopefully this magician is good."
"I hope so. The crowd is getting bigger than I thought."
The time grew closer. Minnie ordered her new acquaintance a drink to be polite. She refused it, and it sat, forlornly between them - Minnie never drank anything stronger than tea. Finally, the tavern man threaded through the crowd - this was the sign. The crowd grew tight around the empty space, and hoots and catcalls grew as thick as butter-fat. One man, unceremoniously took the forlorn beer, drank it and sat on top of Minnie's table.
"Gentlemen! Ladies!"
The tavern-man spoke, and the crowd quieted.
"Friends, ye dinny come 'ere to hear me yab. you come 'ere for a show, eh?"
The crowd hotted and whooped.
"Right, 'en! Now, there ain't ter be no trouble, and no touching, so I won't ave nae breaking o'er the line! Right then. I present ter you, the fabulous and talented Djedless Magician: The Great Mezzanine!"
Nini smiled, and leaned over by Minnie's ear, "Yes, well, that's my cue, I hope you'll excuse me, doc."
And she stood, and walked toward the the center of the empty stage. Minnies eyes went wide, and she blushed. Her? All this time?x
MacLinny's Tavern, University District, Zeltiva
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Minnie arrived, and the tavern was not yet opened.
"Well, Mussy Lefting, you seem ter be excited, eh?"
Minnie started and looked hard at the tavern-man, "You recognize me?"
"Aye, sure. You come 'ere, usually, on Chattery Nights. Usually alone. Sometimes with Mussy Capinsal, who ne'er comes orterwise. You're summit wid th'university, and gave a lecture at the last Kena-Wright day, eh?"
"I didn't think… people even noticed…"
The man snorted, laughed, "Well, you're also a fine tipper, Mussy. You're 'ere after this Djedless Magician, eh?"
"Yessir!"
"I've nary idea how I ended up getting her, ter be honest. She showed me a few things, what fairly made me hairs stand on end! She orter be performing a' greater halls than this, wit' drunk students and floozies."
Minnie smiled, and shook her head, but blushed.
"Yer goner be wantin' summat for dinner?"
"Sure, maybe --"
"-- kelp fritters. I know. Be right up, I dunny have time for a fancy0plate, but some kelp fritters I can threw on while I prep the house, you know."
"Thank you."
She took a seat right up by the front, though off to the corner a bit, shy of being too close, too visible. MacLinny's did not even, per se, have a stage. Instead, the tables had just been crowded out of there corner closest to the hearth. The place, if it was a popular show, would turn into sweatier than a Loveless bed at a high summer swelter, for the crowd would huddle in a great mass towards this corner. Minnie had seen it so just a few weeks earlier, when a student of dance had performed something she said was patterned after a Ben'shira style, that involved her slowly, sinuously removing a series of veils that, to be blunt, had no other clothing underneath them. Noone had particularly been impressed with the accuracy of her research into the Ben'shira, who knew, but more than one person had been, clearly, impressed with what was underneath the veils. The Wave Guard, in the end, had been called in, which just turned it, for most of the guests, from a good show, to a jolly romp.
Minnie sat quietly for a few minutes, then finally took her wax tablet out, and a book on Abura. She was taking slow, careful notes on the shape of the harbor there.
"Oh, that's terribly wrong, I'm afraid."
The woman who had addressed her stood leaning against the back of Minnie's own chair. Minnie squealed and leapt, "What?"
"Abura, the harbor, it doesn't look like that. I've been there."
She turned half 'round. "You have… but… Captain Wright mapped it herself! I can't imagine…"
"Oh, I imagine he was right, more or less."
"What?"
"Captain Wright," a slight pause, "erm… she was right, more or less. I'm sure that, to be frank, she mapped it as accurately as possible. As it appeared to her."
"But then, this is what it looks!"
"No, no!"
"Has it changed?"
"No more than normal."
"Well, then it should be like this!"
"For the captain, sure."
"What do you mean?"
"Abura, the bay, the Akvatari there, they say that, a thousand years ago, the Akvatari came to their island, and there was no harbor. So one of them built the harbor, you know."
"Built it?"
Minnie was lost now, hopelessly caught in the second woman's speech. She was not a classical beauty by any means, but the exotic flatness of her face stretched over a delicate bonyness, the slightly off centered ness of her Almond milk eyes, and the taut energy of her small lipped mouth, gave her a certain cat-like prettiness that's imperfections entranced the eye, the slight dissonances of her appearance teasing the eye to try to work them out.
These features would have made her interesting - "worth a foreword glance and a sternward ogle" as the sailors might term it. But what made her truly shine, rather, was the effervescence she imbued into that body. She told stories almost like a dancer, a certain grace of feature, and expressiveness in the quick, darting gesticulations of her hands, her neck, her shoulders, and her mobile, quirking, rolling, puckering, smiling lips. The whole of the package fascinated, caught the eye, and lender a power to the woman's obvious gifts as a storyteller. Minnie had shut her tablet, and pushed a chair out for the woman, in a timidly inviting way. The woman circled round the table, courted and flirted with the chair, but did not sit.
"Indeed! The arms of the bay were not there, once, you know? There are some philosophers who would say they still are not. There was a mage and storyteller amongst the Akvatari, a woman named Sonsenen, who walked down to the shore, and a spun a web of magical force so thick and strong that it buzzed in the air. And she took the little group of her people, and she spun a story, her words so convincing, a story of the bay so rich and strong and true, that by the end, there the bay was!
Only, of course, it was only a story, the bay, and so everyone saw it just a bit differently, the way you imagine a character in a story. I may say, you know, 'Her auburn hair was like drops of sunlight filtered through the autumn leaves', and you might see it smooth like running water, and I may see it wild like fire and light, you know? That was just how the bay was, and just how it is today.
So your captain, she probably saw it just the way you drew it. When I saw it, I had… been sailing for three weeks through a horrible storm around the Desert Lands, a sirocco wind blowing my ship in… but I'm boring you!"
Indeed she wasn't, and a part of Minnie's mind - not with any particular cynicism, just with the interest of an academic - was fairly sure the woman KNEW she wasn't boring her, knew, in fact that Minnie was utterly rapt. This was the same part of her mind that mentioned quietly to the forebrain that this story was clearly utter cockabilly. Her forebrain shrugged back. In some sense, it didn't matter. It was a wonderful memory, false or not, and Minnie wrapped it up tightly in her mind to write down later.
"Nae, naught! What were the bay for you, then?"
"Well… if you insist…"
"I do."
"Well, when I came, the bay… had two broad arms like the boards of a book, with slender, rounded beaches, like a flesh of pages on each side."
Minnie frowned slightly. There was a fine line, she felt, between storytelling and manipulation, and Minnie began to grow suspicious the line was being crossed, that being a fairly obvious 'tell', from her own life. There is a difference between a story told as a gift to the listener, and one told to jerk the listener around. She began to suspect. This woman, perhaps, wanted something. In the abstract, perhaps, Minnie could have an intellectual argument that a story is a story, whatever the purpose of the story is. But at the gut level? Minnie's voice retracted, subconsciously, as she grew more cautious, her back straightened slightly.
"Ah. Peculiar."
The other woman frowned, a moment, then bloomed into a rueful, self-deprecating grin, and a slight shrug, "Well. Maybe not just like that." She plopped into the chair without an invitation, "I'm Nini, a pleasure to meet you. You're a doc?"
Minnie frowned, but softened a bit. The woman retracted, at least. Minnie remained tentative, but not colder than necessary, "Dr. Lefting, Department of Literature. You are… here for the show?"
The woman smiled, a queer little smile, "Oh, yes, certainly, and you?"
"Indeed. Its a strange idea, I hope it's good?"
"Indeed. You never know with these itinerant performers. Sometimes they're awful."
"You go to the shows often, then, Ms Nini? I've not seen you before."
"Maybe you just don't remember me."
"Oh no! I'd remember you!" the words popped out perhaps a TOUCH too fervently. Minnie blushed.
The woman smirked, and laughed, "Never be embarrassed to pay a compliment, I'm touched. You are a professor? Perhaps you just run in higher circles than me, I'm nobody special." There was a subtle slyness to the words.
Minnie didn't pick up on it, never the most observant when she's fascinated, "Oh, I doubt it. I love the gallery at the Theatre, and the little tavern shows, like this. Street theatre. Chanteuserie. Even Chattery. I have low taste, I guess."
"Or Djedless Magicians!"
"Or that!" Minnie laughed.
"How do you know, though?"
"Know what?"
"I mean, how do you think they can tell? If she's using magic, I mean, like, real magic."
"I heard she wears a djed shackle. And I know some of the students with an eye for Auristics will come, try to out her at a trick, you know."
"Ah! That'd be a lark if they saw through it, wouldn't it?"
"Hmm? You mean, like if they caught her cheating?"
"Indeed!"
Minnie shrugged, "Maybe… I'd rather she succeed. You know?"
"What do you mean?"
Minnie shrugged, "I dunno… I'm a literature professor, I'll bore you with my answer." She laughed, through her nasally voice.
"No, no! Come, don't be a tease!"
"Well… I dunno… I guess… well, I mean, its a trick, right? Either its magic, or its something she's doing that looks like magic, and… I dunno. I suppose… I mean, its like the rest of us. Like everyone does that, don't they? Conjuring a version of themselves up for an audience. I like the idea of her succeeding. I like the idea that one can be extraordinary simply by trying very hard, if that makes sense. Its like fiction - if it makes you believe, that means its better. If you see through it… well, then its sad. You feel sorry. You wish you could fix it."
"Like illusions."
"Sure… I suppose. I hadn't thought of it that way. If you believe a thing, if a thing presents itself so truthfully that you cannot tell it is an illusion, then… well, the memory of it is just as real as if it had not been an illusion. Illusion isn't less than fact, then, it just take skill. Fact only takes luck to have on your side. Illusion takes a gift, I guess. I've never had it."
The woman smiled, shrugged. Minnie's kelp fritters arrived at the table. The other woman frowned, reaching down into her own bag as the old tavern-man delivered the food. She came back up once he was gone, with a meat pie in her hand.
"Those are kelp, hmm?"
"Indeed."
"Is it good?"
Minnie frowned. It was funny, the question, at some level… she'd never really thought about it. They were familiar. They were simple.
"I suppose so. You are not from here?"
Nini laughed, "Oh, I've just never had it frittered."
"You're welcome… to try one?"
Nini reached a slender hand, and took the nearest and bit it. She frowned, chewing it slowly. "Greasy."
"When I…" Minnie stopped. She'd been about to tell about being a girl. About the way kelp fritters were there third-day dinner, the richest of the week, how they'd fought over who got to lick the oily drippings out of the bottom of the serving bowls. Of how Lanie would snitch them and stuff them down her shirt, and Minnie would laugh at her and call her Fritterteats. How Lanie would laugh and strut about the streets playing at being a trollop.
But she didn't. She wouldn't. She never told those stories. Ever. And the fact that she almost had shocked her, made her feel almost sick.
Nini frowned, "You alright, doc?"
"I… yes, I'm sorry. Yes, I'm fine. Yes. Greasy. Yes."
Nini frowned, thoughtfully, looking at Minnie in a way that made Minnie uncomfortable. The crowd was beginning to filter in by now, and this slowed their conversation naturally, for this was a college crowd, and not at all quiet. They larked about, there was pinching of buttocks, shouts and jokes, catcalls, orders of kelp beer and cakes. The shuffling of tables.
"Have to love students, eh Doc?" Nini said ruefully.
"Oh yes, of course!" Minnie missed the emotional cue, for she was watching the crowd intently, "Yes, you do…" Minnie hated and loved students all at once - no not hated. Never hated. Was frightened of them, perhaps, frustrated by them. But never really hated.
"Well, raucous anyway. Hopefully this magician is good."
"I hope so. The crowd is getting bigger than I thought."
The time grew closer. Minnie ordered her new acquaintance a drink to be polite. She refused it, and it sat, forlornly between them - Minnie never drank anything stronger than tea. Finally, the tavern man threaded through the crowd - this was the sign. The crowd grew tight around the empty space, and hoots and catcalls grew as thick as butter-fat. One man, unceremoniously took the forlorn beer, drank it and sat on top of Minnie's table.
"Gentlemen! Ladies!"
The tavern-man spoke, and the crowd quieted.
"Friends, ye dinny come 'ere to hear me yab. you come 'ere for a show, eh?"
The crowd hotted and whooped.
"Right, 'en! Now, there ain't ter be no trouble, and no touching, so I won't ave nae breaking o'er the line! Right then. I present ter you, the fabulous and talented Djedless Magician: The Great Mezzanine!"
Nini smiled, and leaned over by Minnie's ear, "Yes, well, that's my cue, I hope you'll excuse me, doc."
And she stood, and walked toward the the center of the empty stage. Minnies eyes went wide, and she blushed. Her? All this time?x