Winter 30, 513 The Bizarre The fabric was soft beneath her hands, like cool water in a summer pond. It shined a little, not enough to be gaudy but just enough to give it an air of elegance. Renate had seen it before, when it hung from wealthy, selfish ladies who always insisted that their corsets were not tight enough; she always wondered why they focused so much on the hard bone and reeds instead of the beautiful silks that framed it. She hesitated when she first touched it, having spoiled its perfect sheen when her fingers pressed little dimples into it. But then she saw how they caught the light and gave the folded garment a unique glow. Realizing that it was not entirely ruined, she ran her palm over its surface to smooth it again. There was a candid smile on her face, perhaps too wide. She only felt it when her hand retreated from the fabric. It faltered, but not soon enough that the merchant who owned it did not see. "Pretty, innit?" He said. Renate could only nod, momentarily stunned. She gathered her senses soon enough, and then her thoughts. "But I could not buy it." "No?" The man had a kind face. It went round when he smiled, despite the strange emptiness in his dark eyes. He picked it up by the shoulders and it unravelled between them, glinting in the light. Her Vantha eyes betrayed her delight, despite her efforts at stoicism. Ren was no stranger to a hard sell. She bit her lip as the merchant went on, "You could at least try it on." She made a show of hesitance, but he did not have to ask twice. Her worn black boots looked almost absurd beneath the cool indigo silk, which poured loosely from her shoulders into a formless yet flattering fit. She twirled in it, her unwashed hair like a heap of dirty moss on a slick river rock. Her eyes shone bright with purple happiness. "Beautiful," the merchant said, and she stopped mid-twirl. In her heart she knew he meant little by the word, but it still struck a tender chord in the back of her mind. She had been beautiful all her life, a pretty decoration for a wealthy house. She didn't like to be beautiful. "I really can't afford it," she said quickly, grabbing the pile of her own clothes and making for a curtain. "Oh, I'm sure we can arrange something. Are you sure you don't—here." A whiff of desperation clouded his tone. He waved to another girl near the stall, who seemed to be about Ren's age and demeanor. "Tell the girl she looks beautiful," he requested of the woman Renate did not know. She stopped, if only because it seemed a little strange that he would call out one potential customer for the sake of another. She met the other woman's eye, curious as to her response. "Tell her it's perfect. We all know it is." |