Open the haunted docks

[Gui mea]

day 45, winter, 513 AV It has been a while.A while, she thought.She was on the edge of the docks, looking down the ocean, with her golden pendant hanging on her neck.It was tiring to always carry it...but if she didn't, then she would easily lose it. She could still remember the day of her death in detail, but yet, she did not want to remember it.Her eyes began to get teary as she remembered the last few days of her life, closing her eyes as she did so, a small tear falling down,on the wooden boards of the docks.It was day time,but yet, she thought she was safe.Safe from the danger of being spotted.She was trying her best to disguise herself as someone alive, keeping herself looking as alive as she could...but anyone who gave her more than just a quick glance could notice she wasn't your normal, everyday girl. The edges of her body were blurry, and could easily be spotted upon closer inspection.She was still trying to master the ability of materialization, only grasping the basics of it.But yet, she thought it was enough for her to stay there...to look at the edge of the horizon. "It is beautiful..." She muttered to herself.But She wasn't able to truly feel it, the smell, the wind, and the temperature.She was solid, but yet, she knew she wasn't alive.It was obvious she wasn't alive, and all she could do was whimper about it...but yet she didn't do it.She didn't want to make her parents sad.She wanted to be the daddy's daughter she always was. I want to be the daddy's girl.Gui mea thought to herself, as she slowly sat down on the edge of the wooden board, not being scared in the slightest about falling down into the water.She just wanted to enjoy the moment, and appreciate the beautiful ocean