Engghaen's Journal

[Engghaen]

Property of Engghaen

Please don't look inside of this notebook, unless
I have already passed away and gave this to you.

This is my first ever notebook. I guess I'll need to
do what everyone else does with them?
Share my secrets and deepest feelings? Maybe
one day someone will send me love letters
and I can put them in here. Sadly that day
hasn't come yet. I'll be waiting here for now.

I can also just write what I want. It's my
notebook, after all. No great secrets will
be shared.

I hope.

[Engghaen]

32nd Of Fall 513

Today, I had a weird dream. I met a Symenestra
for the first time. He looked just like people
told me they did. I think he was a little
awkward. Or at least, I was a little awkward.
I don't know why. I can't have a crush on him.
It's just a dream.

He never saw a Kelvic before because
apparently Kelvics don't live in Kalinor.
Of what I've heared it's a cave and a lot
of Syms live there. I don't understand why
the world thinks they're scary. I like him.

Them. Symenestra. Not him.

Even the way he climbed that tree.
He said they didn't have trees there.
Would it be lonely to live in a cave?
Maybe if you're used to it it can be
interesting. One day I want to go
there. I want to see that cave myself.

Maybe I'll see you, Vyvian?

[Engghaen]

53nd Of Fall, 513

Yesterday was a very awkward day. I met a
guy called Brandon. He was awfully drunk
and he sang all the time. It made my stomach
ache. It was adorable. In an odd way.

..and we kissed. Just a small kiss, but... It
was a kiss. And now I'm in his house. Because
he was so gentleman-like to let me borrow
his bed. I hoped I could do something back.
He seemed ill so I offered to make tea.
It went horribly wrong and he threw up this
morning. I shouldn't have made that tea.

Also, he's been curious about me. I don't know
why. I've always been told not to trust
strangers, but this particular one seems
interesting.

I hope we can be friends one day. Maybe
I'll stick somewhere after all. Finally I can
find a home haven...