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Home of the Konti people, this ivory city is built of native konti stone half in and half out of the sea. Its borders touch the Silverwood, and stretch upwards towards Silver Lake, home of the infamous konti vision water. [Lore]

A Test of Faith

Postby Anouk on August 12th, 2015, 7:18 pm

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A weight pressed down on Anouk's mind and soul. Euterpe had left the family home a season ago now, and since then the oldest remaining Pavarti girl had felt like a part of her had joined her sister in leaving Mura. It wasn't just that she missed her sister (though Anouk certainly did) -- it was something more. She felt torn, doubtful of everything and every day since she had stood on Mura's harbor waving Euterpe off.

Even her art had suffered. In the past season, Anouk had worked only one piece of art, and it was disappointing to say the least. Inspiration almost always evaded her, and when it didn't, the artwork that Anouk created was bland and shallow.

Worse, the most puzzling of dreams haunted her. In the dream, she and her sisters were painting in a circle, much like they did when they were younger. A pot of fruit stood in the center of their circle, or sometimes it was a vase of flowers. Regardless of what Anouk should have been painting in her dream, whenever she turned to her canvas, she saw the same, half-painted scene: a great, pale yellow stronghold, surrounded by fields upon fields of flowers.

Even stranger, when her sisters or mother came to view her art, they complimented Anouk on how she had captured the dappled surface of the orange peel, or how well she had shaded the flower petals. They were obviously seeing an entirely different image on her canvas to what Anouk saw.

"You feel that your artwork isn't fully appreciated." Explained Okanis with an indignant sniff when Anouk explained the bout of strange to her sister, "when we look at your paintings, we see one thing but you wish us to see something else."

"I certainly do not." Anouk huffed, insulted that her spunky younger sister would think so little of her. "I do not paint to get credit, Oki, and it's very sad that you think that." Had their other sisters been there, Thalia and Euterpe would have buffered this blossoming conflict. Thalia would have laughed, explaining to Anouk that their youngest sister's meaning had been well intended but poorly said. Euterpe, in turn, would have scolded Okanis and complimented Anouk on her selflessness.

But Thalia and Euterpe were not there. So Anouk and Okanis were left staring at each other, a growing void of awkward silence spanning between them. The former felt that her sister had something to apologize for, but the latter did not share this sentiment. The younger Konti shrugged her shoulders before declaring, "you're the one who asked what I thought about your dreams."

"Yes, but I didn't expect you to be so... blunt." Why was it that Okanis enjoyed defying the most basic rule of sisterhood - to be respectful and kind? More than ever, Anouk wished she had joined Euterpe on that ship to Riverfall. "I was seeking advice, not criticism."

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A Test of Faith

Postby Anouk on August 14th, 2015, 9:42 pm

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Okanis had never truly been criticized before. As the baby of the family, she had always been adored and doted upon by her older sisters. Even when they chastised her, it was done in as delicate a way as possible so as not to make her cry. Anouk now found herself wishing she had been just that little tougher with Oki, to teach her the consequences of such unpleasant words.

"Well, you know what Thalia would say," Her sister said, with an exaggerated roll of her eyes and exhausted sigh. When she spoke again, Okanis emphasized her words and spoke in a haughty tone in a poor imitation of their eldest sister, "'find your faith, find your path.'" She paused, "isn't that what she did before leaving for Sunberth?

Indeed it was: Thalia was a great believer in allowing one's religion to guide a person to their destiny. She had felt an undying need to help and heal, and Sunberth was certainly a place in need of such aid. But Anouk did not feel any such pull. She touched her chest absently, where Avalis' gift lay on her pale skin. She wondered if the lily was secretly whispering to her, urging her to go elsewhere in the world in order to achieve some mystical goal. Euterpe, unlike Thalia who had been blessed by Rak'keli, shared this gift with Anouk. But her second-eldest sister had claimed that a desire to 'make a city beautiful' had pulled her out of Mura. Though perhaps more narcissistic than Thalia's reasoning, Anouk nevertheless knew that her sister would be improving the lives of countless men and women in her own way.

How would Anouk leave an imprint in this world? She painted well, and was sure that art was her path to happiness, but could the Konti ahcieve this in Mura?

"I need to think." She mumbled, not particularly to Okanis but to the otherwise empty room in general. Before her sister could speak, Anouk hurried out of the room and took refuge in her bedroom.
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