Timestamp: Season of Spring, Day 6, 510 AV
Place: The Stone Garden
Too many people, too many, too many. Elaine sighed quietly to herself as she sat under an old, towering tree that cast a shadow that seemed to go on for miles. Syliras, such a large place. Syliras, a mixing bowl of races. You could come from anywhere, be anyone, and you’d fit just fine. So why couldn’t she just connect? Was there something genetically unstable about her, something that made it near impossible to befriend a living creature?
Dismay crept to her lips and pulled them into a frown, her eyes dull and lifeless as she skimmed the ground through half-closed eyes. Mocha mewed sympathetically, nudging Elaine’s arm with his fuzzy shoulder. It was almost as though he could feel her mood radiating from her little spot on the ground, just dripping with emotion. Why am I so useless, so…so unbelievably antisocial?
Mew, mewww. Mrawr? Mocha, you silly cat. Can’t you see I’m busy wallowing in my self-pity? Oh, Mocha…How I love you so. You never cease to pull me out of my own drowning abyss.
Sun rays danced and twirled as they bounced off of the tree’s leaves and stamped themselves as glowing leaflets on the ground. Branches rustled restlessly, gently caressed by the warm spring wind. Elaine could feel her mood lifting slowly, but enough so that she could pull herself out of her confining emotional rut.
She wanted to try. Oh, how she wanted try---to put herself out there, it couldn’t be too difficult. How could it be? A simple hello, a simple exchange of words? Now, how hard could it be to have a conversation with a total stranger? Oh, very difficult indeed. But she had to try.
”Mocha, today’s the day. Just you watch.”