by Xarl on March 2nd, 2013, 12:28 am
The young hypnotist chuckled slightly at Caweyre's turn of phrase, and noticed that the blue skinned man seemed to have some difficulty putting on his boots. He shook his head slightly and turned his gaze back out at sea, pondering how best to respond to his question. It was a simple question but one that Xarl, for once had difficulty answering.
Xarl was not an honest man by any stretch of the imgination, he lied and cheated and manipulated to get his way. He never, ever showed anyone, save his mistress, his true self the one that dreamed of owning everything and everyone. He also found it difficult to talk about his troubles truthfully to other, a symptom of his manipulative nature perhaps.
He allowed himself to slip into a ponderous expression, the warmth of his eyes being replaced by some of the chill from before. Perhaps talking to this man about his current issues would put things in perspective for him, it certainly seemed to work for the idiots who blabbed to him at the Rearing Stallion. Xarl would, of course, have to be careful with how he phased his answers, giving to much away could be dangerous.
He took a deep breath and glanced back at Caweyre, "Trouble? I suppose you could call it that."
"You see I find myself at something of a crossroads, one stays here and the other leads away." Xarl began, phrasing his words carefully.
"The one that would lead away leads to Zeltiva, a city shrouded in plague but where a great place of learning lies. The one that keeps me here would have me hone my skills in Syliras for a time longer, before setting out to find that which I seek." Xarl continued, every word spilling from him now, without thought of the consequenses.
"So you see I find myself at an impass, with one path leading me to danger and possible power, and the other to safety and stagnation. I am, for the first time in my life, free, but I do not know what I want to do with that freedom." Xarl said, looking Caweyre in the eyes again.
The young hypnotist chuckled bitterly, "In a way I am as out of my element as you, my friend."