by Vassarka Oleander on June 27th, 2013, 1:21 pm
Vassarka glanced up at the man, readying herself to get aggressive and defensive, as she usually did when someone started enquiring about herself, her past or her motives. However, instead of seeing the usual perverse interest in her because she was Symenestra or the hostile enquiry of an enemy in his face, Vassarka saw only curiosity, and perhaps a more friendly desire to know about her than she was used to. She sighed, and steeled herself, perhaps almost already knowing that she may regret this one day. "Well... asss you know, I'm a Sssymenesstra" she began, "but asss you probably don't know, we asss a raccce are not very tolerated here in Sssyliras, and unfortunately for me, thisss is where I was brought up. I never knew my own parents, and as a child up until only a short while ago, I wasss brought up by a woman, a human" she put some emphasis on this word as though it was a dirty swear word. "known only to me by the name of Mamma. In my 13th year, I finally dissscovered that I was actually a Ssssymenessstra, and sssince then...I...I wasssn't able to trussst my Mamma any more; she who had previously been the one perssson that I truly could. Of courssse I had had trusssted friends, but none of them could do anything once the trussst in Mamma was gone." Vassarka took a deep breath, and glanced back up at Zaed's handsome face, and said quietly. "Ssso, I want to go to Kalinor to find out more about my raccce, and learn what I wasssn't told, or wasss fed lies about before. I wantto be able to trussst ssssomeone again...but I don't know if that is ever going to happen." Vassarka took a deep breath and looked up at Zaed, feeling strangely naked without her air of mystery that she usually relied on to hold power over people. She had just revealed something she'd told nobody else before to an almost complete stranger; she had only just met him yesterday!