Taylani tried to push all thought from her mind, already the multiple reasons why she should strengthen her resolve next to him, why she should despise him ate at the edge of her peace. Warring with the temptation of just letting go, warring with the idea that there is nothing letting go would do that hadn't already be done. Fighting him, even passively as she has fought her captors since after the medical tent shortly after her taking, would not give her back her maidenhood, would not return her any faster then acceptance would. Yet to stop fighting him felt like giving up a part of her soul, the one thing she felt she could protect.
So even now, when she relaxes and for the first time since she was ejected from Syliras she accepts human comfot..yet she still barricades her mind against the treacherous thoughts of how easy it would be to just give up. To give up, surely wouldn't that mean she would truly then be his slave? How she longed for just a little bit of the warmth, love and caring that she had grown up with, someone to hold her for more reasons then simply because she was a woman and able to bear children.
It is that thought that steels Taylani's spine, and while she does not physically draw back, there is a stiffening and just a little bit of tension as she pulls back just slightly. Her words are still a little unsteady but her face was once more the tight expressionless mask. "Thank....you. Fallan."She speaks softly in Pavi, trying to pull back enough to tip her chin up at him to gaze up at him in askance. Reverting back to common she slides her arms away from his neck, down to lay her palms gently on his chest but more in a warding motion, not pushing just ..creating a physical barrier between he and she once more. "You said we were to go meet ...Stormdancer?"
So even now, when she relaxes and for the first time since she was ejected from Syliras she accepts human comfot..yet she still barricades her mind against the treacherous thoughts of how easy it would be to just give up. To give up, surely wouldn't that mean she would truly then be his slave? How she longed for just a little bit of the warmth, love and caring that she had grown up with, someone to hold her for more reasons then simply because she was a woman and able to bear children.
It is that thought that steels Taylani's spine, and while she does not physically draw back, there is a stiffening and just a little bit of tension as she pulls back just slightly. Her words are still a little unsteady but her face was once more the tight expressionless mask. "Thank....you. Fallan."She speaks softly in Pavi, trying to pull back enough to tip her chin up at him to gaze up at him in askance. Reverting back to common she slides her arms away from his neck, down to lay her palms gently on his chest but more in a warding motion, not pushing just ..creating a physical barrier between he and she once more. "You said we were to go meet ...Stormdancer?"