Wanda's Journal

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Wanda's Journal

Postby Wanda Endust on August 18th, 2013, 7:30 pm

An old canvas-bound book, a gift from Wanda's 11th birthday. Doodles decorate the cover. Here she keeps her thoughts, along with a couple loose sheets of parchment tucked into various pages -- notes or letters sent from friends and acquaintances.

NoteThe dates will jump around a bit.


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Wanda's Journal

Postby Wanda Endust on August 23rd, 2013, 8:59 pm

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Summer 88th
502 AV
Daddy sed said that I should write right rite inn here! Mommy + Daddy got me me this jernall journall to rite because I neeed to lern learn to rite bettterer because I do not rite so goood appapprent ahpari apparanttl apparently.
But I am elleven now! Thanks mom + daddy for the gifts!

Translation:

Daddy told me to write in here, so I am! My parents bought this journal for my birthday because, apparently, I don't write so well.
Anyway, I turned eleven today! A big thanks to mom and dad for the gifts!
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Wanda's Journal

Postby Wanda Endust on December 15th, 2013, 5:15 pm

43rd of
Fall 510 Av.

It is raining. Sometimes I feel like it is always raining! When was the last time it was not raining? I do not know.

I do not feel very well today. I would say I am sad, but mom used a different word earlier that I really liked. Melancholy. She spelled it for me. I think it makes sadness sound more like a sickness, which it kind of is I guess. But then I remember that Syna is always here, and I don't feel so Melancholy! Except I can not see her today. Because of the rain.

I think I have trouble putting my feelings thoughts into words. I read some books at the Undeniable whatever sometimes, and a some of the nicer ones have very pretty words. The clerk usually gets on to me if I look at them too long though.

If I had a tutor I coul might be able to learn to write like that. But mom says we do not have enough money and she does not have time to teach me much anymore. I will have to start looking for work tomorrow, I think. Mom said I am not allowed to work at the bath house. She never told me why, but she did say something about it being impure or something. But I don't get it. It is a bath house, it is obviously clean.


Wanda Endust


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43rd of
Fall 510 Av.

It is raining. Sometimes I feel like it is always raining! When was the last time it was not raining? I do not know.

I do not feel very well today. I would say I am sad, but mom used a different word earlier that I really liked. Melancholy. She spelled it for me. I think it makes sadness sound more like a sickness, which it kind of is I guess. But then I remember that Syna is always here, and I don't feel so Melancholy! Except I can not see her today. Because of the rain.

I think I have trouble putting my feelings thoughts into words. I read some books at the Undeniable whatever sometimes, and a some of the nicer ones have very pretty words. The clerk usually gets on to me if I look at them too long though.

If I had a tutor I coul might be able to learn to write like that. But mom says we do not have enough money and she does not have time to teach me much anymore. I will have to start looking for work tomorrow, I think. Mom said I am not allowed to work at the bath house. She never told me why, but she did say something about it being impure or something. But I don't get it. It is a bath house, it is obviously clean.

Wanda Endust
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Wanda's Journal

Postby Wanda Endust on January 30th, 2014, 4:11 am

82 Winter 513
Wanda

There are many things I wish I could tell you right now, and many more things that I wish I'd told you before now -- but they are things that I'm sure you will learn with experience. All I can do now is leave you with this:

Trust yourself. I know that I stood in your way on a lot of things, trying to protect you. I see now that you never really needed my protection. Of course, that's always a sad thing for every mother to admit. I want for you to stay my little bird forever, but I think I see now that you were never my little bird to begin with. You are your own person, and you've always burned with a light that was difficult for me to understand. You'll do good in the world. No matter what you do, be the best you can be.

Don't let fear hold you back from anything. Ever. That's my last request.

I love you,

Mom


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82 Winter 513

Wanda

There are many things I wish I could tell you right now, and many more things that I wish I'd told you before now -- but they are things that I'm sure you will learn with experience. All I can do now is leave you with this:

Trust yourself. I know that I stood in your way on a lot of things, trying to protect you. I see now that you never really needed my protection. Of course, that's always a sad thing for every mother to admit. I want for you to stay my little bird forever, but I think I see now that you were never my little bird to begin with. You are your own person, and you've always burned with a light that was difficult for me to understand. You'll do good in the world. No matter what you do, be the best you can be.

Don't let fear hold you back from anything. Ever. That's my last request.

I love you,

Mom
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Wanda Endust
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Posts: 377
Words: 178647
Joined roleplay: May 18th, 2013, 6:10 pm
Location: Syliras -> Nyka
Race: Human
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