Questions, Doubts, and Alternate Viewpoints (Snaeha)

Cassidee and Snaeha discuss their different beliefs.

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A surreal cavern city inhabited by Symenestra where stones glow and streets are reams of silk. Cocoon like structures hang between stalactites and cascade over limestone flows in organic and eerie arabesques. Without a Symenestra willing to escort you, entrance is impossible.

Questions, Doubts, and Alternate Viewpoints (Snaeha)

Postby Cassidee Junipher on September 24th, 2014, 8:28 pm

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Evening of the 4th of Fall, 5014



The slight protruding of her fangs so Cassidee’s growing hunger. Yet her mind played no heed to the growing demands for food. It was far too lost in thought to notice. Thoughts that fought against Cassidees very being and made her ask questions she had long avoided. Can I actually go through with this? The screams for mercy and death still echoed through her ears making her long for the shrieks that had plagued the city only a few days prior. Those inhuman cries where the only thing that she could imagine drowning out the cries.

The woman’s face and name already faded from her memory. Why can’t I remember. Not being able to recall it bothered almost as much as the screams. The face was a blur in her mind. It was a small detail overwhelmed by everything else. The rusty, salty smell still lingered inside of her nose. Worse still was the rancid smell of flesh turning to glop. That smell even overpowered the smell of blood. Compared to these things, a face contorted in anguish and covered in tears was a small detail indeed. Regardless, Cassidee felt she needed to know, was obligated to know.

The twightlight city twinkled with the faint glow of a thousand glomopals. To one who has spent the entirety of their life underground, this was as close to a night sky as she had ever down. Even in the dark, the city was not devoid of color. Silks the color of every flower dressed the city where ever it was allowed. All the stars in the sky could not compare to the Kalinor. Its pretty face only serves to hide its cruelty. The thought caused the bitter taste of bile to raise in mouth.

Effortlessly and thoughtlessly, her body carried her through the city and to where she subconsciously wanted to go. People climbed across the ropes around her but she barely noticed them. Their chatter faded like white noise in her ears, not worthy to even be processed right now. Having bumped into someone, she uttered an apology, knowing neither the words she said nor who they were too. The noise around her grew louder as walked, joining a crowd without realizing it.

Can I really go through with bearing my own child? She questioned herself, the serious look on her face distinguishing her from the crowd far more than even her height. Am I really obligated to? Fear of what she had just witness drove her to answer no, but the scene also worked against her. Everything that she had seen, she had done to her own mother. That guilt, that sense of responsibility drove the real answer. “I have no choice.”

“My Tavern offers plenty of choices Enda. “ The words struck Cassidee with enough force to jar her out of her stupor. Looking up she saw an old Symestran, who’s golden eyes twinkled with more life than her right now. Cassidee felt her mouth opening in confusion then snapping shut as the old man chuckled at her. Her eyes drifted from him to all the people eating around her. The smell of fresh food drew out her fangs a little longer. No longer able to ignore her stomach, Cassidee turned her attention back to the old man. “I will have something small and a glass of Schnapps“ Her voice wavered unsure of what she was doing here.
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Questions, Doubts, and Alternate Viewpoints (Snaeha)

Postby Snaeha Datura on October 26th, 2014, 10:59 pm

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Snaeha enjoyed her evenings out – which probably explained why they existed in such great numbers. She relished the socialising, the drinks and the meeting of new people. Snaeha once enjoyed the flirtations with strangers as well, though now such liaisons were uninteresting to her.

An elbow jabbing itself into her forearm caught the redhead unawares, and she blinked and stared at the woman to her right. Caliope Iris was one of Snaeha Datura’s oldest friends and the black-haired, yellow-eyed woman was quite the beauty - when she wasn’t jolting Snaeha with her bony extremities. ”What?” She demanded, still a little dazed, and now irritated.

”I said—“ Caliope retorted, thin eyebrows arched unevenly at her friend’s snippiness, ”what does your brother think of your new… friend?”

That final word was drawn out teasingly, cueing an eye roll from Snaeha. She did not need to ask which brother her friend referred to- Caliope had often admired Dorav Datura, and it was certainly her older brother who would likely have an opinion at least on the newest relationship in Snaeha’s life. ”He is happy for me.” She lied, shrugging and glancing up to the other three girls at their table, all of whom leaned forward with keen interest.

They were all close friends to Snaeha, and the five women had decorated the tavern with their airy laughter and jokes for the past bell. It had taken them longer than usual to get onto the topic of men, and Snaeha had been dreading the endless questions that would undoubtedly be shot her way. She had only had two drinks, and would need a much more favourable blood-alcohol level in order to answer the more lewd questions her friends would posit.

”What’s like… being with a – yknow - Zith?”

Yet again she rolled her eyes, but this time Snaeha was grinning. ”I think it’s my round, yes?” She stood sharply, eyeing the empty glasses that stood in front of each of her friends. They returned her offer with loud whines and jostles, resulting in five or so other patrons turning their heads towards the table of women in interest.

Snaeha managed to escape, reaching the bar and standing beside another woman, who she nodded at politely with a smile. ”Five wines, please.” She ordered, twisting to glance around the tavern whilst the old man on the other side of the bar rustled around to produce the drinks. She threw the woman beside her a sideward glance; approximately the same age as herself – but alone. Always a sad sight, Snaeha thought with pity. Perhaps if she bought a stranger over to their table, her friends would forget about those questions?

”Good evening.” She began, focussing on her keep her voice even and sobre. ”Perhaps you would like to join myself and my friends, over there? Might be better than drinking alone?”

oocI am so sorry about the delay! There is no excuse and I will ensure to reply so much quicker from now on!
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Questions, Doubts, and Alternate Viewpoints (Snaeha)

Postby Cassidee Junipher on November 4th, 2014, 1:16 am

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Her drink came out first, and she thanked the man for it with a small smile and a nod. That smile quickly faded as her attention turned to the brown liquid in the glass before her. Leaning over it, she sniffed the drink. At first the smell of alcohol burned her nose causing her to wrinkle her face in disgust. Before she recoiled, the smell of apples acted as a balm to the burning of the alcohol. Biting her lower lips, she tilted her head as she looked at the liquid. Should I? Her hand rose form the wood handle of the glass to rim. Her finger traced around the rough edge wooden edge. I don’t think I should. Her hand left the rim. A black nail hovered the surface. Some things are best left unknown. The brown liquid offered no resistance to her finger piercing the surface. No longer hesitating, she brought the drop of liquid to her tongue.

The burn of the alcohol overpowered the taste of apples to a tongue unaccustomed to it. Clenching her eyes closed, she turned her eyes away looking up and to her right. Her lips puckered at the bitter taste. How do people drink this? Her wondering was contradicted by an odd desire to try again. Laughter to loud to be part of the crowd drew caused her to slightly open her eyes. “First time drinkers are always amusing.” The old bartender told her drawing a blush to her face. The blush turned deeper as she opened her mouth to retort but no words came out. The old bartender laughed at her again.

Cradling the drink between her hands, she stared down in the liquid. Why do you have to embarrass me like that? The drink provided her with no more answer than it gave any who sought answers from it. Ignoring the crowds and the bartender, she stared into her drink. Left to its own accord, her mind traveled back to pregnancy. Do we have the right to live? Unperturbed by drinks previous silence, Cassidee devoted her attention to it as if would suddenly decide to answer her.

“Good Evening” Cassidee heard the words but ignored them assuming them for another. However the following invitation, caused Cassidee to raise her head from her drink. Her eyes drifted over the woman, lingering on her red hair before meeting her gaze. She is pretty Her thought rang with an odd jealousy as she thought about her own ragged appearance. Looking away from the woman, she saw a table of other women looked their direction. For reasons she did not understand the feelings of jealousy rose stronger.

“I am hardly good company at the best of times.” Cassidee offered as an excuse turning her eyes back to her drink. The tone held a cold bitterness to it like the onset of a flash freeze. Even if it was aimed at no one, it ranged painfully in Cassidee’s ears, and they quickly turned red along with her cheeks. The comment meant to politely duck out of the situation turned juvenile to her. “I…I am sorry, I did not mean it like that…I just meant to say I am no fun” She hastily stumbled trying to prevent any hurt feelings.


oocIt is my turn to apologize. I failed to notice your post and have been in a slump lately. Sorry.
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