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Meeting (Shahar)

Postby Scand on February 20th, 2015, 1:52 am

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Scand shook his head in amused embarrassment at Shahar's reassurance. He was unused to being treated like a Drykas. For the past four years years, he had been nothing but a curse, a dark cloud in the royal blue of the Skycrowns. It was something that, even though he still understood it to be the case, the truth, with Shahar he could forget it for a time. Of course, with Shahar he wasn't treated quite the same as he might have been before, after all the only words that passed between them were intimated by their hands an respective postures. Still, Scand found he enjoyed the quiet. It allowed him to think and ponder over what Shahar said in a much different fashion that it might have been, though he lagged behind in his responses more often than not do to those introspections. Taking a few ticks to better formulate his reply to Shahar's questions, Scand opted to take the line of inquiry in a different way. While he possessed the seemingly native trait of stubbornness that came with being a Drykas, over the past years, Scand had become far more focused on the needs and desires of others, in conversations especially. It helped to assuage some of the negative stigma that he was faced with, though it hardly absolved him.

"Shahar," Scand spoke it as the man across the table from him had done, soft and almost whispered. It was name that he wore well, and Scand's lips turned up in a thoughtful smile as he considered whether it was the man's first name, or if it had been one he had discovered later in his life. Realizing he was staring again, Scand let his attention slide off of Shahar's face, finding interest in the table for a few ticks while he signed his explanation. Strength of body. Power of soul. He brought his eyes back to Shahar, keeping from direct contact with the other man's gaze as he did so. For whatever reason, it seemed Shahar found it uncomfortable, and Scand hardly wanted to subject his guest to that. And pain of heart. He paused, mulling over how to convey his thoughts in a way that would make sense, a challenge for him even had he not been exclusively signing everything that he could.

You have strength, power, pain. Scand used a more suggestive posture, implying that his words were how he perceived Shahar rather than immutable facts. You have weakness too. Here, Scand pulled his shoulders inward, an attempt to mimic Shahar's natural introversion, though he augmented it with like this. Scand chewed on his lower lip, eyes level with Shahar's chin as he thought. Why weakness? He tilted his head, curiosity playing within the spark of his pale-green gaze, eyes flitting over Shahar's continued... Well, he wasn't really quite sure what it was, which made it that much more interesting. Shahar was interesting, that much he'd decided since he'd arrived. Beyond that, however, Scand didn't understand him. There was much he didn't understand, in truth, but Shahar seemed open enough to his questions, entertained even.

While he had initially tried to start conversation for the sake of keeping his guest occupied until his sisters arrived so that he could fulfill the true point of his visit, Scand found he was quite invested in their muted dialogue. Not bad, weakness. He offered a little grin, embodying a teasing incline of his head. It lasted for few beats before his lips settled back into their natural line as he finished. If strong, show weakness, not strength. Confused. In his experience, those who were strong were not necessarily proud of it, but they did not hide it. His father was strong, and weakness was something difficult for him to abide. Shahar was different, and Scand wanted to know why.


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Meeting (Shahar)

Postby Colt on February 21st, 2015, 9:16 pm

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For some reason, the Skycrown seemed unused to not having something to apologize about. It was at least what Shahar inferred, from the embarrassed reaction, although he did not press.

When the Skycrown spoke his name, it was clear and softly done, like it was supposed to be. His company smiled, then went on to sketch more signs in the air, no more sensible than the last ones. Strength of body, he said. Power of soul. A pause and his eyes returned. And pain of heart.

Although the statements didn’t make much sense, Shahar remained respectfully still and continued to watch with bemusement, yes, and?

You have strength, power, pain.
The Skycrown hunched. You have weakness, too, like this. Why weakness.

Weakness. Confusion echoed on Shahar’s body. Was what the Skycrown demonstrated weakness? It had never seemed so to Shahar. It had never caused him any disadvantages, at least; for Shahar, it was simply how he went about his business. Why would he do otherwise?

The Skycrown went on to teasingly insinuate not bad, weakness. If strong, show weakness, not strength. Confused.

Each question the Skycrown posed only served to baffle Shahar more. Introversion weakness? he asked. What is weakness? Weakness detrimental, makes less of someone. Strength adds, makes more of someone. Introvert-weak, I am no less. Strong still, introvert no different? Why, explain.
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Meeting (Shahar)

Postby Scand on February 21st, 2015, 10:08 pm

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Scand stared at Shahar's gestures, his face falling into a concentrated frown as he took a more thoughtful posture, leaning slightly back as he mulled over what Shahar said. The man was thoroughly confused, though whether it was from what Scand was asking or the manner in which he asked it he couldn't determine. It didn't really matter, he supposed. Shahar spoke of weakness in a different way that Scand had, a way he hadn't stopped to consider. What he saw as weakness was hardly that to the man across from him. The introversion that Scand had thought odd - the shield of weakness so to speak - didn't seem to be an accurate understanding of how Shahar viewed it. The other Drykas, those that he considered the strongest, were not like Shahar. They were loud and courages, pounding their chest and shouting up into Zulrav's sky with strength and honor.

Shahar was soft and quiet, moving with a steady reserve and a calm eye. His strength was something that Scand could easily see, but it was not displayed. The more Scand thought about it, his silent appraisal and contemplative posture denoting the time that passed between them as him formulating a better explanation or reply, the more he realized he had misspoken. There was little weak about Shahar. He was quite obviously a hunter, a surviver. His inward nature didn't detract from that, though it had served to distract Scand from the inherent strength of Shahar's gaze, the power that rolled just beneath the surface of his skin. A little embarrassed smile began to pull at the corners of his mouth as he thought more about Shahar's confusion. Of course he was confused: he was fully aware of how strong he was, and here was a young man asking him why he was weak.

Chewing on his bottom lip, Scand thought more about weakness and strength. His considered his own ideas and the ideas of Shahar's and when he did speak, it was slow and meditative. Introvert-weak... His hands moved over the words like he was stirring them around in a pot, testing them out. Yes. Turning to look at Shahar with a small amount of confusion, he continued. I spoke wrong. You have strength. You have introvert-weakness. Why introvert? He shook his head, moving his hands in respect. Introvert-weakness not bad. Different. He offered another shy smile, his attempt at reassurance. It was a conversation he'd never had before, and he had the impression he wasn't doing it the justice he had hoped. Still, there was nothing to say he wasn't trying. "Shahar..." Scand's soft whisper flowing into his signs, his eyes dropping from the other man's face some as he worked out how best to explain himself.

My sisters are strong. Loud, wild, warriors. He paused, looking down at the table and his eyes clouding with a subtle sadness. My father is strong. Tall, sturdy, proud. He took a few ticks, letting himself draw and release a steadying breath before looking back to Shahar with curiosity . You are strong. You are gentle, quiet... Scand's brows knit as he thought of a good word for it. Thoughtful . Shaking his head, he let his body sink into confusion. Different. Chewing on his lip, Scand finished his thoughts, hoping it would shed some more light on Shahar's lack of understanding what he was trying to get at. Different strength, still strong. Confusing. Why different? Different because you are, different because you choose? He shook his head. No disrespect. Only curious. Confused.


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