42nd of Winter, 514 AV
Location: The Alements
The sun had set some time ago, several bells at the least, and it was at this time that Evalin left the comfort of her room at the inn to venture into the moon light night draped in cloak and robes. Things were as they usually were at this time, growing still as the residents settled in for the nights rest in the winter cold, but for this immortal being the coming of knight brought no need of rest. Instead it was now the time for preparation, for movement and action to make ready for the day for those who dwelled in the sun and warmth. Perhaps some would find it depressing, but for Evalin there was a certain level of peace that came with this time of private work where she could do some good for another.
That thought made Evalin smile. Who would have thought that such feelings would be possible for this creature, steeped in blood and darkness. That she could do something good? Surely the gods were laughing at the jest aimed at all of the world. Still, the Nuit enjoyed that pleasant feeling that came when she thought of where she was going, and for whom she was working for. That man named Caelum, he who saw the filth that covered her and yet still stretched out his golden hand to ask for her aid. It was so much like that time more than 200 years before...
The smile lost some of its warmth at this thought, and she shook her head, No, he is nothing like the man cloaked in shadows. Caelum is kind. Caelum truly cares, and wants what is best for me... didn't he?
Pushing past the thoughts that began to bubble in her mind Evalin quickened her pace toward the Alements, nearly running as she sought refuge inside its walls from the darkness outside and the darkness in her heart. without pause she made her way past the bar, not looking around as she went to the very back of the establishment, to the place of healing where her worked called to her this day.
Once over the threshold the immortal slowed to a stop, hands already beginning to undo the knot of her cloak as her mind struggled not to wander down less pleasant paths. While her fingers worked she could not help but notice the lack of a presence hanging around her neck. Tonight, as was normal most knights, Tsenrika had chosen to stay in the room with Gresshal. Evailn could still feel him of course, and speak to him if she wished, but lately the Tsenrika had grown more and more distant. He offered his thoughts less and less, seeming to sink deep within himself. Not unlike how he was when they first met. If such were suspicious to the Immortal she quickly squashed the thought, content to enjoy the dream if only for a little longer.Something was odd about this city, but this once terrible witch could not care less the what or why.
With a sigh Evalin hooked the hood of her cloak on the hanger near the door and leaned her back against the door's frame. Her black hair fell over her shoulders, forming a curtain over her eyes that concealed the room around her as she looked down at her toes, "As strange as it is... Why can I not find myself able to care...?" She whispered softly. Shifting her booted feet Evalin brushed a hand through the straight locks, watching as they swayed back and forth from the motion, "My mind feels slower... like there is a cloud, of fog within it, yet more than that I feel this weight upon my chest. It burns, and aches and feels..." Good?
Looking up Evalin closed her eyes as she pressed the back of her head against the wood of the door, one hand reaching up to press two fingers softly against her temple, "If I think, concentrate, I believe I can feel it... That spark, a whisper of what I was..." Through her mind an image of things from the past flashed by. Fire and blood spattering the ground, cries of a child and adults alike. Joy at the pay, sadness and envy and hatred... All of this came rushing to the forefront of her memory such that it forced that slight frown to deepen to a full grimace and her hand to clutch at her hair as her eyes snapped open to glare across the room, "No... surely such was never me. How could I... how could anyone be so...." But then what was it? These thoughts and memories that were so real, yet as she was now Evalin could not connect at all to what she knew was her old self. Why? Why did she not recognize who she used to be? What was she so different now?
Gritting her teeth as the frustration began to build the confused Immortal clapped both hands on her cheeks, shaking her head furiously as if to banish all of the memories from her skull, "No. No there is no time for such as this. I have work to do, I must prepare." slowly lowering her hand Evalin pushed herself up from the wall, pulling back her hair and quickly tying it in place as a pony tail to keep it out of the way. All of these thoughts, and contemplations, they could wait. Yes, there was too much to do. She did not have the time to dwell on the past and question her very perception of herself. She didn't... and she did not want to.
Location: The Alements
The sun had set some time ago, several bells at the least, and it was at this time that Evalin left the comfort of her room at the inn to venture into the moon light night draped in cloak and robes. Things were as they usually were at this time, growing still as the residents settled in for the nights rest in the winter cold, but for this immortal being the coming of knight brought no need of rest. Instead it was now the time for preparation, for movement and action to make ready for the day for those who dwelled in the sun and warmth. Perhaps some would find it depressing, but for Evalin there was a certain level of peace that came with this time of private work where she could do some good for another.
That thought made Evalin smile. Who would have thought that such feelings would be possible for this creature, steeped in blood and darkness. That she could do something good? Surely the gods were laughing at the jest aimed at all of the world. Still, the Nuit enjoyed that pleasant feeling that came when she thought of where she was going, and for whom she was working for. That man named Caelum, he who saw the filth that covered her and yet still stretched out his golden hand to ask for her aid. It was so much like that time more than 200 years before...
The smile lost some of its warmth at this thought, and she shook her head, No, he is nothing like the man cloaked in shadows. Caelum is kind. Caelum truly cares, and wants what is best for me... didn't he?
Pushing past the thoughts that began to bubble in her mind Evalin quickened her pace toward the Alements, nearly running as she sought refuge inside its walls from the darkness outside and the darkness in her heart. without pause she made her way past the bar, not looking around as she went to the very back of the establishment, to the place of healing where her worked called to her this day.
Once over the threshold the immortal slowed to a stop, hands already beginning to undo the knot of her cloak as her mind struggled not to wander down less pleasant paths. While her fingers worked she could not help but notice the lack of a presence hanging around her neck. Tonight, as was normal most knights, Tsenrika had chosen to stay in the room with Gresshal. Evailn could still feel him of course, and speak to him if she wished, but lately the Tsenrika had grown more and more distant. He offered his thoughts less and less, seeming to sink deep within himself. Not unlike how he was when they first met. If such were suspicious to the Immortal she quickly squashed the thought, content to enjoy the dream if only for a little longer.Something was odd about this city, but this once terrible witch could not care less the what or why.
With a sigh Evalin hooked the hood of her cloak on the hanger near the door and leaned her back against the door's frame. Her black hair fell over her shoulders, forming a curtain over her eyes that concealed the room around her as she looked down at her toes, "As strange as it is... Why can I not find myself able to care...?" She whispered softly. Shifting her booted feet Evalin brushed a hand through the straight locks, watching as they swayed back and forth from the motion, "My mind feels slower... like there is a cloud, of fog within it, yet more than that I feel this weight upon my chest. It burns, and aches and feels..." Good?
Looking up Evalin closed her eyes as she pressed the back of her head against the wood of the door, one hand reaching up to press two fingers softly against her temple, "If I think, concentrate, I believe I can feel it... That spark, a whisper of what I was..." Through her mind an image of things from the past flashed by. Fire and blood spattering the ground, cries of a child and adults alike. Joy at the pay, sadness and envy and hatred... All of this came rushing to the forefront of her memory such that it forced that slight frown to deepen to a full grimace and her hand to clutch at her hair as her eyes snapped open to glare across the room, "No... surely such was never me. How could I... how could anyone be so...." But then what was it? These thoughts and memories that were so real, yet as she was now Evalin could not connect at all to what she knew was her old self. Why? Why did she not recognize who she used to be? What was she so different now?
Gritting her teeth as the frustration began to build the confused Immortal clapped both hands on her cheeks, shaking her head furiously as if to banish all of the memories from her skull, "No. No there is no time for such as this. I have work to do, I must prepare." slowly lowering her hand Evalin pushed herself up from the wall, pulling back her hair and quickly tying it in place as a pony tail to keep it out of the way. All of these thoughts, and contemplations, they could wait. Yes, there was too much to do. She did not have the time to dwell on the past and question her very perception of herself. She didn't... and she did not want to.