His steps, his very approach were expected. She was used to anger, she was even used to being cursed. He did none of this. She stiffened as she saw the hand swing towards her fully expecting it to strike her and instead it went around her waist. The stuttering gasp as his face was mere inches from her startled expression. She expected a lot of things to happen to her. That was clearly etched into her eyes as the rough life of someone in a den of hardened men had a way of doing that. The locked away expectations of anything better long squashed as the squalor that most chose to ignore weighted heavily in those eyes.
The pain in his eyes hurt more than anything. The power of his rage was also something akin to awe inspiring. She would have rather him hit her than have that pain. The pain she caused by her subterfuge. She would do it again for the same reason. “The knights are blind to the needs of their own people.” She said in a half choked voice. “This coin was on its way to the poor section for food, medicines and blankets. “ She tried to convey the needs of the poor in Syliras and how blind the knights were to it. The needs of Mithryn Outpost was even greater. The mysterious gifts of gold and items that appeared randomly that the people acclaimed to the gods as answer to their prayers may have filtered in. This would have been a larger haul. “This coin will do a lot of good.” She finished with this statement softly.
His face was right there her eyes did not hold the confident sultry seductress at that moment. It held the uncertainty of a girl beset with no options. She didn’t like not having options. It meant very unpleasant things to her experience. “Please don’t look at me like that.” She said in a whisper. He had her dead to rights and had every authority to take her in. She waited for his reaction. The wind was chilling her to the bone as every single black and blue that she knew well was on her body was feeling the cold. The fall had done some damage and the adrenaline that kept her going was ebbing. All she could think of was how he saw her. He didn’t look at her as a whore or as nothing. She liked that. Now what did he think?